Like I saw this post on my timeline again, and I went through and found ladies that have the same chin and jaw as me. None of them pass no matter how much better the rest of their face is. None of them. I'll have to get surgery but that will take years to work up to. The first time this happened it induced so much rage and suicidal feelings in me, I tried to kill myself the same day. I won't let that happen again... but that fucking feeling keeps nagging at me... you're going to have to wait years and you just started a few months ago... none of the girls you talk to have the same problem as you... years.... years.. .years......
>>43865366OH come on do I really have to bump my gay ass vent post fuck this stupid website
>>43865704it is 10am cest on a weekday
>>43865366i hope it isnt like this forever nonamy face is fuckedmy body is fuckedi genuinely need like a million dollars worth of surgeries to have a faint hope of passing every day feels more hopeless..
How much can we really help you though?
>>43865713I assume there will be a massive relief once I start FFS, like I can at least say "well it's not over yet" for a year or so. But jeez if that won't take so fucking long. >>43865720I just want to know how others get through it without dooming so bad they kill themselves.
>>43865858That's fair, I understand that. I'd like to give my story, of how I dealt with suicide if you'd like to hear, although I am not queer
>>43865366what's your jaw like?
>>43866059asking cus I might wanna kms with you if i have the same jaw
>>43865366I'm in the same boat as you and I'm in my late 20s, also being a third worlder doesn't help to earn much and realistically speaking I'll be unable to get FFS until my 30s which really sucks and makes me suicidal but I lowk accepted that and am just trying do the shit i have to do and save as much as i can.
>>43865905I'd love to hear it.>>43866059>>43866073
>>43866599oh okay we have different jaws then, but im cooked in my own way :(, but to me it seems ffs will be able to take care of that
