I've had reoccurring severe depression for about 5-6 years( so yes diagnosed at 13 formally) and truly people can't help you, at least not regular people. Prescribed antidepressants and mood stabilizers and therapy might help you but definitely not bystanders. I transitioned decently earlier than many but I still felt extreme loneliness, as in I'd have weeks and nights of having no one to truly talk to. My point is, in the past few months I started abusing stimulants. I sort of expected to get to this place, if it wasn't substances it'd be scratching my skin until it bled. I can't stay sober for more than 1-2 weeks. I had someone who I considered a good buddy fuck me over terribly so now I'm reminded of a saying ,,The only person you can sympathize with and understand you, is you.". He told me that he understands how I feel and that he'd always lend a hand but what he did was really contradictory to that. I go to NA meetings just so I can see people's faces and hear them speak because my friends can't help me. Nobody will save you so get up.
>>43865372>Nobody will save you so get up.Thanks, anon, I needed to hear this.
>>43865372i'm in almost the exact same situation as you, w/ the only difference being i probs trooned after you, but had the whole stim thing b4 you...i'm actually clean now and you should do that too, because a. you're gonna look liek shit when you keep this up and b. not gonna br worth it in the long run, it literally makes you retardedjust drink every day
I can fix and save everyone who posts in this thread
