>ex faked her death to get away from me>old friends hate me now because they understandably think i must have done something really bad to warrant that>had to skip town and constantly living in fear of the rumors catching up to me>no friends or family left in my corneris this just normal tranny breakup shit that everyone's gone through at some point or should i just kill myself? im pretty tired of it all
Aww sweety I'm sorry that things aren't going well for you right now, but you'll bounce back. Just give yourself some time to heal.
>>43869086im just tired of being so scared all the time like what if they keep spreading this shit and i can never become known by too many people or i'd be at risk of getting canceled and having my life destroyedand then on top of that it's likei do still love and miss my friends even though they want me deadit just sucks so much from all angles and it feels like it can never get better no matter how far i run or how much time passes or how many new people i meet
>>43869124Sounds rough. Do some self care, get some therapy if you can, maybe take up a new hobby (I highly reccomend painting), and just give it some time. Queer relationships are kinda nightmares for everyone, it's just part of being queer. You're not alone, lots of people have stories like this. I found reading trans literature to really put my struggles into context and help me understand that tragedy comes with the territory.
also holy shit the captchas have gotten so annoying since the last time i was here
>faked her deathnona wtf did you do???
>>43868954>>ex faked her death to get away from meEither your ex is the dumbest person ever or you're the worst person ever.
>>43871690she went back and forth on the idea of leaving a few times and at some point during the whole ordeal she told me it was because she was just tired of her current life. i don't really know how honest she was being though because she only started doing all this after i gave her the silent treatment for a couple days after an argument. i think it was probably a few different factors that built up her frustration over time and she didn't want to talk to me about it because she figured i'd take it the wrong way (i could be pretty dramatic because we were sharing a place and i didn't want to go back to being homeless)i think the reason she wanted me to think she was dead (and i did for a while, still recovering from that) was because she didn't know how else to get me to stop calling and texting
>>43868954Idc about this thread but fuck do I love gundam
>>43872126i think it's both of these a little bit
>>43873762i just watched it for the first time a couple weeks ago, it's peak i can't stop thinking about it
