I don't have a single friendI don't have any ambition leftI spend every day doing nearly nothing meaningfulI have no drive to do anything meaningfulEveryone I briefly interact with I am entirely incapable of getting along with and nobody quite likes me much either.I have no hobbies I can stick toI'm a drone in university for a degree i lost all passion forI'll never be able to have childrenI am a disgusting mass of flesh only appealing to the utterly derangedI will never live a happy life with the things I have lived throughI have never been held by another person with loveNo mental medication I've been given has made me feel any better for a decade nowI will always be seen as a freak by normies
>>43874185unironically exactly meexcept i finished uni and now im floating lost
>>43874185What hobbies have you tried?
>>43874353guitar, painting, drawing, sprinting, makeup, fashion, game development, 3d art, music, chess, puzzles, competitive gaming, philosophy, politics, reading... a lot desu
>>43874361I think you should try editing :p Like some premiere pro & after effects type shit, and maybe photography too
>>43874185Heyya! You sound a lot like I used tooAs empty and dark it is, there will always be a lightsurely you have things you like, let’s take small steps and not leaps and boundsThink of three things you really like and pay more attention to them instead of trying to be a jack of all hobbiesIt can be hard and demotivating when you don’t fit into group spaces, hobbie groups are cliquey but that isn’t at fault with you, push through those boundaries, the people who appreciate you will become more apparent the less you look for themLife is miserably beautiful and all we can do is take it one step at a time.after that we can start running You are loved, you are cherishedEven if it doesn’t feel that way right nowThere will always be a light
>>43874185It's okay to be a hon. What matters is on the inside, not your outward appearance. God accepts you for who you are here, he even accepts the gender of your choice.
>>43874441nta but what does it matter when literally noone else will accept or like me
>>43874424this is really kind thank you
>>43875295>suicide method is too fembrainedvery rare that I recommend this but this nona needs to quit 4chan im sorry thats too much brainrot
>>43875295you're literally me and i feel the samewhere are you from?
>>43875521sorry I'm from europe and i thought you're close enough to potentially meet up with you but that's too far..
>>43875478psychically weak, what can I say
>>43874185this is basically me though if i had enough money i wouldn't care so i kinda get how these sad faggot billionaires end up how they are>>43874361adhd vibe
