>be me, twinkhon on hrt for 6 years>look in mirror>see a cute girl >next day>look in mirror>see a disgusting ugly man >can't tell what's real anymore
>>43874400look at yourself through a mirror in the reflection of a hand mirror
>>43874427this tbhon. but you'll probably find it more offputting than it actually is cause of uncanny valley effect
>>43874400same. half the time i look in the mirror and think i actually have a chance and the other half i want to kill myself in a way that leaves my body unrecognizable. not sure what to make of this
>>43874400The mirrors only lieEven if u momentarily move out of its gaze and back into ifEvery time it has an opportunity to be out of your sight, it begins to sing a new song to your ears, perhaps less cruel but more often more than the last time, it will revel in seeing you take your first selfie in months then look at it and feel betrayed for the nth time, To know ones own beauty or lack thereof in these times is yet again a rare thing, if people used to come to tttt to be told things how they were even if they should swallow the meanness, passgen isnt what it used to be anymore, eapecially with the increased awareness of data scrapers. Even some cis people are resorting to things like ai face scan models and feeding the datacenter, whilst the only certainties evaporate before us, hence the bipolar nature of appearance in our self presentations, we can either be the cute girl or the disgusting ugly man but seldom something in betweenThe only thing you can trust are your friends op, don’ quad t be afraid to ask them for advice on what needs work because nothing else is holy for long
>>43874400Get yer butthole fucked
bump
>>43874427certainly better>>43874951wall mirrors can be spooky. dip finger in saltwater and spread it on frame encircling whole mirror. make sure its wet all around. use left hand.
>>43877622what for?
>>43874400small and subtle changes in complexion, water retention, hair, and lighting can dramatically affect the perception for your gender
>>43879235and mood. i'm 100% sure it's psychological half of the time
>>43874400The man in the mirror is my worst enemy.
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>>43879164to despook mirror ofc. salt does that. despooks skin and hair too...