>typical high iq agp software engineer>enjoy my job for the most part>start hrt>lost all interest in computer things>all that energy has been redirected into reading theory and literary critical analysiswhat the fuck happened? i never cared about this before hrt
>>43880121schrödingbait. xelaborate, what are you reading
>>43880121HRT made me lose work motivation and instead made me a social media addict :)interestingly when I've low dosed for a little bit (receptor reset) my work motivation goes up
>>43880121AuDHD
>>43880137I just finished Masochism by Deleuze and I'm currently reading Retrograde Prometheus >>43880148I've gone off social media for the most part. I spend a lot less time on screens now>>43880150I agree. I am diagnosed and medicated for ADHD. I'm almost certain I am autistic too.
post-structuralism is a glue trap for cerebral types
>>43880121simply read all the books. when you're done you'll be back to liking computers
>>43880189100% but i have no idea why. there is something to it and the things around it which i now find incredibly alluring, i think part of it is that i cant name what it is
>>43880148It's less likely you go through a "receptor reset" as much as your body is probably just clearing out weak estrogen metabolites.
you should be ashamed of admitting this.>yes I was given a gift that let me make and build real and useful things that make the world better but instead I now waste it reading meaningless and irrelevant schizobabble written by ivory tower dwelling french faggotskill yourself bitch.
>>43880702>build real and useful things that make the world betterLOLand programming is dead now anyways so it doesnt matter anymore faggot
Taking hrt was a catalyst for letting you explore other interests, hrt doesn't do this itself
>>43880121become a Marxist terrorist as your next special interest. death to America. the left will win
