>typical high iq agp software engineer>enjoy my job for the most part>start hrt>lost all interest in computer things>all that energy has been redirected into reading theory and literary critical analysiswhat the fuck happened? i never cared about this before hrt
>>43880121schrödingbait. xelaborate, what are you reading
>>43880121HRT made me lose work motivation and instead made me a social media addict :)interestingly when I've low dosed for a little bit (receptor reset) my work motivation goes up
>>43880121AuDHD
>>43880137I just finished Masochism by Deleuze and I'm currently reading Retrograde Prometheus >>43880148I've gone off social media for the most part. I spend a lot less time on screens now>>43880150I agree. I am diagnosed and medicated for ADHD. I'm almost certain I am autistic too.
post-structuralism is a glue trap for cerebral types
>>43880121simply read all the books. when you're done you'll be back to liking computers
>>43880189100% but i have no idea why. there is something to it and the things around it which i now find incredibly alluring, i think part of it is that i cant name what it is
>>43880148It's less likely you go through a "receptor reset" as much as your body is probably just clearing out weak estrogen metabolites.
you should be ashamed of admitting this.>yes I was given a gift that let me make and build real and useful things that make the world better but instead I now waste it reading meaningless and irrelevant schizobabble written by ivory tower dwelling french faggotskill yourself bitch.
>>43880702>build real and useful things that make the world betterLOLand programming is dead now anyways so it doesnt matter anymore faggot
Taking hrt was a catalyst for letting you explore other interests, hrt doesn't do this itself
>>43880121become a Marxist terrorist as your next special interest. death to America. the left will win
>>43880747>xer (male) said while using the communication infrastructure that connected the worldprogramming is not dead though, unlike Deleuze who ACK-'d by jumping out of a window LOL his body splatting on the concrete must have been quite rhizomatic indeed. It makes sense though, it's all about the lines of flight (out of his window) deterritorializing the concrete by painting it red
>>43880121STOP READING POST-STRUCTURAL DELEUZE AND START READING METAPHYSICAL DELEUZEPICK UP DIFFERENCE & REPETITION PICK UP A THOUSAND PLATEAUSPICK UP MANUEL DELANDA
>>43884067you’ll get more out of reading the zohar than that rehashed french chabad crap man
>>43884076did i say lacan cocksucker? did i say badiou?
>>43884067its just spicy Nietzsche. the only ones noe should be reading are Plato, Augustine and Kant
