Please, how the fuck am I supposed to know that I really, genuinely want to be a woman?
>>43880171its like fooda lot of the time you just gotta try it out
take your HRT, retard
>>43880171the fact that youre here and need to ask
>>43880171I took the HRT because it would be fun and interesting. Sometimes change is is fun.
I know I but don't this don't what want I want
>>43880171Try estrogen for a month or two and see how it feels. There's no permanent effects from that short of a time, but mentally it's completely different than being on testosterone. Either you like it better, or you don't, and then you'll know for sure if you're meant to be a woman. It's that simple.
>>43880211don't deadopen inside
>>438802372 months is too short of a trial period. You really need to try it 6 months to a year to get an idea if you like it or not.
>>43880257The mental change should show up when your hormone levels stabilize, which is usually around 4 weeks. At least that's when it happened for me.
>>43880292I’m only 3 months. I will evaluate at 1 year to continue or not.
>>43880183And what if I find out that said food is poisonous to me, despite wanting to eat it?>>43880188I am, but I still don't know or trust myself well enough to feel sure in my decision>>43880196True ig, but I wouldn't call being trans a fun change>>43880237I'm already 7 months on hrt and this is my 4th go at it
>>43880373I sit in my room all day so it’s fun for me.
>>43880373>4th gohi repper-kun
>>43880171There is a big difference in wanting to be a woman versus believing you are a woman.
>>43880171go on HRT, if you feel better, congrats you're a woman, if not, you know you're either just a gooner or a failure in life in general
>>43880400I don’t believe I am a woman. I’m not sure if I want to be a man or a woman, I don’t really care desu, just I kinda dislike being a cis man. I’m manmoding on HRT.
>>43880383That is fun until it isn't anymore>>43880400I guess so, but unfortunately I'm a hylic, so I cannot believe what I cannot see. I can only ever be a woman if I also actively look and live as one. Right now I do not, so I can't be one (yet)>>43880401>a failure in life in generalYeah... I guess this is inevitable
>>43880429Well sitting in my room isn’t fun. But with HRT it makes it bearable I guess? Because something is happening in my life besides just work.
>>43880292This is not true.>>43880257This is true. 6 months on E, youll start to balance out and will "know" if you want to keep going or not. also the only permanent thing that can happen even by a year, is breast development. Please know, im describing generally, less common things may happen, idk. But under 6 months its usually just budding which will go away (usually) on its own if stopped. The actually breasts start later. Also, theres numerous procedures to have breasts (or gyno) fixed, which would be for "permanent" cases if you decide to stop later or develop fast. The biggest thing no one mentions, is dysphoria and mental shit get WORSE initially. Id recommend commit to 6mo, then decide. Obviously stop sooner if you know you do not like it.
>>43880450How do I know that I feel worse on hrt because my dysphoria got worse, or that I feel worse because it isn't right for me?
>>43880571You don’t. It doesn’t matter what gender you are, you should take HRT permanently because
>>43880171I know I but don't this...don't what want I want...?
>>43880614exactly
>>43880237>just permanently change your body to see how it feelsLOL
>>43880171It's a mental illness, anon. I would say to get help, but the jewish psychology industry would just exploit you and encourage it, despite knowing that it's a terrible idea. I promise you, it will never lead you to happiness. You'll just likely become another statistic.
>>43880373>poisonoisits not gonna be poisonous, at worst it will taste bad. if so, stop eating it. thats all it is hon.
>>43880171don't dead open inside
>>43880171stop caring about womanhood as a social thing and just focus on what you want to do for your bodygender identity is unfalsifiable focus on the material
>>43881250>implying that estrogen actually does anything
someone might have made fun of me behind my back, im not sure if they did because im autistic but they could have and it obliterated my confidenceim a fake troon now and doubting everything. nobody likes me and im probably not even hot. its definitely not worth it and im retarded for injecting random drugs i found on the internet and i have no self control and am probably gonna be fat soon and i cant even tell anyone cause i have no friends and no one knows. i dont want to go to work anymore i just want to sit on /tttt/ in my room with my door closed
>>43880171what if instead you are a secret third thing?
>>43880292>levels stabilize, which is usually around 4 weeks>>43880450>6 months on E, youll start to balance outuh thats a pretty wide range...
