hatsune miku battlestation editionQOTT: does your room or battlestation have any kind of theme or specific look?prev: >>43871438FAQs (someone add more or suggest revisions kthx)>what the fuck is this?idk lol this is the thread for amabs on feminizing hrt who live and present as men, transitioning medically but not socially, whether temporarily or indefinitely for various reasons and distinct from younger and more actively or transiently transitioning boymoders
this one sucks
>>43880266I got one of those 2 chamber fish tank pc cases
Fakemoders tongue my anus
>>43880266the theme of my space is "trash and junk"
How do I hide my moobs? I’m losing weight atm but they are visible.
some people in here weren't even alive when the miku cover of ievan polkka came out isn't that crazy
expensive and frivolous bs like keebs and group buy desk matts from the years of trying to find happiness while repping.
Everyone on grindr lives 26 miles away in Philly its so fucking unfair I'm never gonna meet anyone
i once drove 3 hours at 90mph on bad roads in the dark for mid sex
>>43880350THAT CRAZY. You spent like $40 on gas each way for mid sex hahaha. 6 hours driving.
I dont want sex I want someone to love me and I dont think thats possible at such a distance even if its just a half hour train ride for me.
>>43880319madness
>>438803192007–2011 was peakexcept for George Bush, the financial crisis, and Obama drone striking civilians in the Middle Eastoh, and post-9/11 hatred for anyone vaguely West Asian, airport security, and Guantanamooh, and no gay marriage (in all 50 states (yet))
we're headed back to the worst of those days real fast atp
it's gonna be so great
Tfw you will never go back to the bush years and talk to your gamerbros again
How do I maximize my chances of getting raped while not purposefully engaging in sexual/romantic stuff.I think the only thing that can fix me is getting raped then I will know someone wants to my body.T. 22yo virgin autistic man moder
>>43880545Girl trust me that will not make you appreciate your own bodyt. High-school crush forced herself on my in college and I've never tried offline dating ever since
>>43880565I have no will to engage in the dating/hookup market or socialize with people.
>>43880545fakemoder
>>43880619Not fake
oh my god everything is on fire at work I love this I hate this it's amazing it's wonderful it's terrible
>>43880648Did someone delete the production database
nb flag is cm stop replying to it
ALL OF WHICH ARE AMERICAN DREAMSALL OF WHICH ARE AMERICAN DREAMSALL OF WHICH ARE AMERICAN DREAMS
i wish i had a job and or a moder bf/gf
>>43880669What does cm mean
Saaaaame
>>43880266>qottno. i don’t even have a desktop, just a laptop. it’s pretty disorganized beyond that, but i’ve tried to vaguely theme each wall at least
>>43880678I have one and had the other, but oh wellmaybe again at some point
i’m wearing homemade cutoff jorts and a bright pink t shirt. does everyone know i’m a hon?
Tfw didn't call back for a job I applied to because I thought I was going to be traveling and now im legit out of money and suck dick desperate to get some
>>43880545drink ethyl alcohol with other people every day and the hyperrape will find you
>>43880699the sonic’s dilemma
>>43880710Im wearing a women's sleeveless top and bicycle shorts. I'm like hon supreme
>>43880734
im the last moder standing v.v
>>43880723I hear if you leave your drink while walking off the bathroom then come back it increases chances it even more
I am the one and only true manmoder™
>>43880738i just bought bike shorts at costco a couple days ago. i just put them in the wash before i left the dryer before i left the house though. my parents always taught me to wash clothes before you wear them
>>43880756chinmogs me
>>43880763thanks for the fun fact
>>43880857which fact was fun?
Need semi abusive domineering gf to take complete control of my life for me
need a moder elbow deep in my shitter
last day to use up my leftovers from monday because I had popcorn for dinner last night award
crying too much to keep my collagen patches on award
*cums*
Even other trans person around me is 26, im so tired of being the only 30+ hon around
every trannie ik is either 26, or 35, I have yet to find a birth year twin
new spelling just dropped
no one around me is even glistening and i’m dripping. it’s hard being a sweathon
pride here is full of teenage transbian couples pure ropefuel for me
the sweat ball forming at my nape and rolling down the valley of skin formed by the compression tank was my commute home highlight today!
sexing sweaty sneedhons
took a great picture of my ass the other day. finally figured out the angling. busting to myself tn :)
>>43881078ugh, it feels so disgusting, right? i have a friend who told me he likes sweating. utterly deranged
agp is BASED
>>43881054Im 35 so trve I guess lol wish I could meet more my own age
I'm a 37-year-old permamanmoder
doing my nails for the third time this week because my gf is ignoring me
>>43881096i would fuck that rabbid
nailing your gf for the third time this week
31 y/o garbage-disposal-breaking manmoder
>>43881137it would fuck itselfit would fuck itself hardit would fuck itself so hardt. has nutted to pictures and videos of himself before
>>43881140shut up crackkker
>>43881155as someone who unironically jerks off to her own nudes / jerks off in the mirror I'm right there with you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H1xN8Rtvbkc
i want you to imagine a moder who is not bpd and hold that image for just a moment
giwtwm but I'm fucking working on itmy therapist still isn't sure if it's bpd exactly either or maybe cptsd and toxic learned behaviors in response to growing up around people with bpd and/or their own trauma
i take videos of myself riding dildos in bodystockings and then masturbate to those
been malefailing a lot recently, and it makes me sad. bc i like hanging out with all 7-8 of you minus one and i feel like you wont accept me anymore :(
>>43881270hawt
>>43881256that’s me!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74NluS3jzToI can't believe these guys are still killing it like this
>>43881277who don’t you like? i hope it’s not me
I realize how horrible I've been this entire time. I never put any effort into the relationship other than saying nice thing to you. All I ever did was make emotional demands at an ever increasingly frequency while waiting for a free vacation. You're better off with the way things ended up before you made any real life mistakes with me. I'm sorry about all of this.
french is easier than i thought
sacré goo!
eating great pizza in da greatest city in da world
https://www.dropsitenews.com/p/gaza-genocide-yellow-line-israel-killing-palestinians-ceasefire
i'm always speaking French when you bitches post pics cause all i can say is "hon hon hon"
>>43881398lol you only have 100 pictures or maybe 10,100 pictures either way ur a fucking loser cuck eat your pizza enjoy it i love you
>>43881277its always been fakemoder general
>>43881398ey tony, whered ya get that pie?
>>43881399>with a “ceasefire” in Gaza entering its ninth monthprecision white phosphorous drone strike tel aviv's leadership and the us and russia while we're at it
>>43881417you’re not tricking me into doxxing myself that easy, silviomoder
i got no beef with roosia
states are having hospitals make detransition clinics. dubs and i try them out to see if they fix me.
cut out the middleman and kill yourself
>>43881452They'll just psyop you into becoming the next opticsnvke
>>43881452no that's gay
how much would it take (You) to go on the state house tour preaching about the perils of transgender ideology? (you dont have to quit e but you do have to make the statements in person pretending like you did)
never betray your sisters
>>43881479i'd do it for 5 grand because i'm broke and don't have a sense of shame
>>43880266>QOTTnot really just slightly gay purple and blackI still need to finish putting together my new desk and set things up because this one is falling apart, and I want to make room for some plants nearby
>>43881499lol poorfag
>>43881479I think I'd rather move into a shack in the woods and start sending funny snail mail
you wouldn't get this fromany other MAN-MODERiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiijust wanna tell you how im trooningotta make you undertranned
that's it, i'm becoming a MAGA grifterfuck you hoes
>>43881537u ain't fuckin no hoes
i fucked ouppy btw
ouppy doesn't fuck
anyone want a moder with rough hands and beard stubble and big veiny forearms?
>>43881637lotion your hands pls
>>43881637show me your breasts please
>>43881637get laser please
>>43881425>russialiberal
well i'm not gonna do any of that
>>43881663fascist
>>43881637Hi I'm single and ready to mingle
i'm fine with Russia because they provide material support to America's enemies, and that's good enough for me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1d7Llx4rm8
>>43881669don't be so stingy
russian is like my third top language I want to learn after japanese and then german but fuck the authoritarian state it's as ideologically evil as amerikkkaI should really get started on learning more I'm already so old>>43881691I love this
mfw when a libtard hates Russia because le both sides are bad
go home
pretty sure i just outed myself to my family :/ my brother saw my profile on grindr
ok but russia is clearly the bad guys in this one
if we're being all vocal about how much we hate certain countries because of their reactionary leadership regardless of their role in opposing US hegemony then we can add Iran and Palestine to the list, right? that shouldn't pose any problems.
>>43881764blah blah, fuck your brother
>>43881764gay son or moder daughter?
gay daughter or son mother?
gay moder daughtersisterwife
who wanna be my mommydaughtersisterwife
why am i a fail tranny dude why couldnt i be like a ceo or something cool
>"she's my sister and my daughter and my moder and my wife!">*slaps you across the face*>"snap out of it, man! you have a penis! you have a penis and you're manmoding, goddamnit!"
at the end of the day I think I really just need someone to call me "mommy" and make me believe it
still a man tho
corny asf
who DOESN'T want to be called mommy
i don't
enough outta you
using the all gender restroom like the hon i am
call me daddyi'm like a white stud
my culture is not your cockstume
my ass is your cock receptacle
what if there was something like masturbation but you did it with someone else instead of with your hand
>>43882048Thoughts like that are why Allah no longer sends messengers
when your race is so rare and you are out with your moder gf but to refer to her you can't call her your brother so you call her your brother from another mother
got another comment on my walk award
can someone please comment on my gock
>>43882167post it
>>43882167if you post it i promise to say something totally inappropriate
i want my moder to call me Mami
dr miami ffs?
>>43882135what did they say
>>43882305this time it was>I like the way you walkwhich I've gotten before but aside from outright insults or threats (or just dirty looks) I've also gotten things like>that's a confident/bold/bouncy/relaxed/distinctive walk>you have one hell of a walk>you always walk so happy>why/how do you walk like thatDO I REALLY WALK THAT FUNNYAM I HOLDING MYSELF WEIRDDO I SOMETHING WITH MY ARMSAM I BOUNCING ON MY HEELSIS MY ASS STICKING OUTLIKE WHAT IS ITas a little kid I used to freeze up and walk like a fucking robot or hunch over because I was so self-conscious about walking and being visible to others and idk like I got older and more relaxed about it but people are always fucking saying things I'm too autistic for this lmao
>>43882346record yourself walking by and post it
>>43882346wait now I gotta see it
>>43882135what if i walked up to you as a stranger and said>male or femalebecause i've had that happen and it's unnerving like why does it matter just leave me alone
what if i walked up to you on your walk and didnt say anything at all and kind of looked at my phone really hard but you can tell im just fake texting the number my pharmacy uses to send me reminders
>i'll buy you men's skirts>you should go to my hairdresser she has a transgender childand it's shitty because my parents tell me my hair looks like shit when i grow it outthey think it's a lifestylelike trans means transvestite>oh these men's underwear look kinda like panties son do you want them?it's so humiliatingalso who does that? you're just cutting someone's hair and you're like "haha my kid is transgender" and then my dad's like "haha mine too"like they always out me to score woke points but also go out of their way to refer to me as malereal "his pronouns are she/her" type shit. even outed me to my grandparents and told me i'd never be a woman
>>43882360>>43882365maybe later>>43882370I've definitely gotten that or variations, though it tends to more often be from younger kids who are more curious or less inhibited, but yeah either way fuck them who cares fuck off
I dont know if ppl are staring at me because the big 7in drone strapped to my backpack, or because they think im a tranny fag
>>43882418>who cares fuck offthe next words out of their mouth are>are you ready for war
>>43882413cissies suck, they don't care to or just can't get it even if they think they're trying to be "supportive" in all the ways that keep people in the closet or putting you in your placeand your hair looks nice when it's grown out especially tied back
why are women always putting their penises inside me?
>>43882429>I'm a conscientious objector
I'm a conscientious ethical rapist
i'm a lifelong conscientious objector from sex
>There is no cure for dandruff.given me one reason not to kill myself
>>43882502i'll let you cum inside
>>43882502hrt fixed mine lmfao
>>43882509inside your poopy butt? ewwfuck you faggotsi hate you all
I thought the cure was to keep your scalp hydrated
i heard eating lots of cum cures dandruffbut it doesn't work if it's your own cumand you also have to suck it fresh out of the tap
I NEED DUTASTERIDE AND PROGESTERONE AND A QUADRUPLE DOSE OF ESTROGEN. I SHOULD BE INJECTING A FULL SYRINGE EVERY FIVE DAYS. I AM TOO MOIDFUL AND A NORMAL DOSE IS NOT ENOUGH. I AM FULL OF RAGE AND HATE
i'm so westernized i don't even understand my own family when they talk to each other. i hate being a brown American
dandruff shampoo can actually cause like a sort of slowmo chemical burn effect on your scalp if it's too harsh or your skin is too sensitive but it can also help manage it, better off just finding what works between shampooing and conditioning more or less often (like drying out your scalp too often can sometimes make it worse)
Mog me to the moonLet me rot among the starsLet me see what repping is like onJupiter and Mars
call me chudette the way i just got punched in the ear
call me methy way i do meth
>>43882553>damned if you do (too much)>damned if you don't (do enough)it's just like manmoding
>>43882599beautiful
>>43882615can you really blame me? life sucks. my IQ uses to be like 125 and I understood the world was fucked. now i'm retarded and social media is entertaining. i can finally just lay back and watch YouTube and wait for death to take me without understanding how fucked we all truly are
>>43882616yeahshit sucksI used to have it really bad when I was showering every day, then I let my scalp get unhealthy in the other direction as a neet then a wfh recluse showering once every few weeks, so I've experienced the full range of suck
3ds game card was ejected in the pit :(
on some real shit tho you guys are gonna feel dumb asf when you're in hell
it’s okay
i feel dumb asf right now what's gonna change
YOUR GOD IS DEADAND NO ONE CARESIF THERE IS A HELLI'LL SEE YOU THERE
>>43882671you'll be on fire for one thing
i need to be 100% sure that you are into me, otherwise i will never make a move
>>43882671changing the world is hard and you can't really change other people, but you can change yourself and your choices
>>43882658what game?
>>43882684just do it
people just assume im a girl desu
>>43882700i can't take any more rejection
>>43882684who are you
am i a bad person if i hit women?
>>43882697fire emblem awakening
>>43882784lmao u just lost like $80 faggot time to go touch and hold mine
humanity peaked when grilledkambing made the pink pill comic
i need easy nonreciprocated validation >.<
>>43882775did they deserve it?
>>43882846you need to cum inside me
>>43882862can i look at porn when we fuck?
>>43882867you are allowed to look at your phone while it's recording the act
>>43882841political_compass.jpg
>>43882872kys
>>43882882no way, fag
>>43882871ok but you better be moanin n shit because im dead silent
are you people ready for the world cup or whateverhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4EVITZdk_Q
>>43882904who is this cali wasian assaulting my ears?
sportsball is gay I'm watching beard bros
>>43882915that's THE robin gan
imagine pushing 40 and all you have is a 4chan general
imagine sucking my dick
literally doing that every day
nah unc wildin fr
i have did you feel it?
>>43882963
>>43883068i really really like this image. can i save it?
>>43883091no
>>43883106WHY NOT >:0
hey look at this picture i foundthis mfw i download images off the 'net
me n who
wow true love so beautiful
right mogs menot left tho
i'm like if a gay guy was a man
Im the gayest str8 guy
I think I'm about as bald now as I was in my early 20s
my name is mitaka asa. i am a cis moid on hrt and ts is my story
this pride month, remember to discourse about a screenshot of 14-year-old comments from deleted reddit accounts on x (formerly twitter), and then screenshot that and post it to 4chan, before screenshotting that to post it to reddit again
>pushing 40>no hobbies, aspirations, friends, lovers>spends the entire day posting on 4chan
mocking me
>>43883278you could get a hobby, try crochet
i could haves sex with any moder rn.
>>43883276stopped reading your post at "14-year-old" because i got so hard i blacked out
>>43883288wasn't talking abt myself and I already do crochet :3
I will not have sex with anyone.
>>43883278imagine writing fanfiction about 4chan users
my thigh gap is ugly because it accentuates my q angle :/
touching grass rn btw please clap
please fap
touching bush rn plz clap
>>43883321you crochet? fag
>>43883351I'm a woman and women crochet, chud
if you are a woman why are you here?
>>43883356so you feel pressured to only have feminine hobbies as part of your transition.. baka don't let gender norms get in your way like that
>>43883362to demoralize (you)
sad
>>43882793nah i didn’t lose it thankfully, it just ejected and made me lose my progress on my chapter
>>43883366thanks kale
who up eating kale!?
>>43880266i am surrounded by kamen rider toys and pokemon plushes curled around my laptop on the bed, the theme would be weeb mausoleum tried readding old friends on steam and almost all of them rejected the request. kinda sucks but it's all good
Im too fucking weak to set up the race sim Dx
mm4asbtt
>>43883626mm4American Society of Sugar Beet Technologists??
>>43883777aloof skater trannie twinks silly
I used to just not bother with skincare or anything and was baffled by how all the foids I knew had so many just fucking PRODUCTS of some kind and now my bathroom cabinet is overflowing with random crap and I need to reorganize it desperately
im simple. soaps from lush, lotions from cerave
does anybody else hear that
the sound of one hand fapping
why are you out front my house?
not that its something else
what is it
you all met me at a very "sudo mount / -o remount,rw" time in my life. i dont know why mint makes me run this code every time i want to launch the desktop environment. well i do know and its because my filesystem is in read only i think but i dont know why it is and how to not have to run this code forever>qott midas wellnot right now because my tower pc is fucked so im laptopmaxxing and i dont have anything in my room
like a feint whistling
that's my bussy
if i wasnt fat and also if i had ffs as well i would be a mid twinkhon and more than happy to stay manmoding forever. wish i started at 18 or earlier instead of 21 but i got raped so in some ways it isnt my fault despite it ultimately still being my fault. Btw do you ever stop and think that nothing new has ever happened since the 68 and also the bohemians before that and besides im an ugly neet and hate myself a lot. i wish i was in gen x
my god im going to look so fucked up when I get to 68
68 what
>>43883896the
you ever stop and think “i wish i wasnt in my late twenties and male as well”
all the frickin time its actually been consuming me for the last ten to fourteen months
ha! wait till the dread update on your 30th
i cant even smoke ports and drink coors without worrying about my health and skin compared to any other feminine creature who are now bot only YOUNGER THAN ME (im in the old generation so i cant get men anymore and my skin is going and everything slowly closes but i havent lived at all really so it’s my fault) but also ACTUAL WOMAN AND/OR STARTED HRT EARLIER THAN ME AND ARE YOUNGER THAN ME LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN. anyway it’s completely over and i wasted like my whole life sucking a couple dicks n playing doom 64 n watching movies. in john waters there are more phenotypes than in and again castration movie. am i wrong? >>43883916not gonna happen>>43883911i have felt overripe since i was 19 now im like an orange beginning to mold and by 29.9 im going to be composted whole with the barcode sticker that nobody bothered to take off cause they dont even look at me, not they dont want to eat me or theh forgot or they were too full or they picked me up took off the sticker and tossed the orange innthe air every now and again but honest to god the orange in the pack that looks somehow OFF and goes bad sooner than the others but you cant get rid of it because that feels like giving up on the rest of the oranges and if youre dumping one youre dumping the pack anyway a few weeks go by and the orange is a misshapen lump of mold and you have to seriously wash the bowl you left it in after you dispose of it (in the compost) and as soon as the rotten ugly retarded xy male orange is out of your sight you basically forget about it conpletely except a small cringe when you put your bananas or apricots or new oranges in the bowl after. the bowl that you cleaned of me. yknow?
i really want to say the n word hard r and hit myself in the head but im healing. ttanny janny mass suicide event , the beatles, hollywood, hemdale
>>43883916>not gonna happenused 2 say the same thing sport ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
i just got off the train and i have work in 5 hours. fmstl
>>43883954i should have killed myself before 10 when i first had tbe thought. before i was ugly. i imagine it’s a graceful and shocking suicide, 15 is tortured and robbed of potential, 25 is oh well he could have turned it around, 30 youre cooked nobody cares it is what it is we all expected him to do it years ago type shit
im also fat. i read giovanni’s room and i didnt enjoy it because im like giovanni if giovanni was fat instead of striking
im also a loser and sloppy in an ugly way. and malebrained
How do u get the Argentina flag
injected into a different spot than usual and hit a nerve that made my whole leg twitch awardalso randomly remembered that when I was little I really wanted to compose for piano/violin because of things like thishttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAiJvpjBHqg
>>43883985i am leonardo messi
>>43883966theres still your 70s when you can end it all midsommar style
>>43883996Bull shit
this place is a wasteland, man. like a cultural void, it’s like, man it’s like dead space and all our parents keep breathing it in and out and nothing ever changes man
i wish i was the guy that looked like a 2019 twinkhon in keanu reeve ‘s rivers edge movie
