The thought of aging as a man makes me want to flay my skin off. I realized that I’m trans at 14 but it didn’t even matter because I was already 6ft tall. I told myself I’d just live with it. Now as an adult I’m 6’4. Even if I get every ffs surgery imaginable and respond well to hormones it doesn’t matter how I look from the neck up because I’ll always be a gigantic freak. I haven’t seen a woman anywhere near my height my entire adult life.Yet the thought of aging as a man fills me with genuine terror. Body hair, balding, bone thickness, and the general ogrefication that comes with male aging is absolute ropefuel. I’m not even balding and I’ve had nightmares that I cry at a bald reflection. (Already taking duta as a precaution)What is a heighthon repper to do? Do I just john 50? Do I take the estrogen and manmode for life since I’ll never malefail due to height alone? I know I signed up for hell by repping but god this sucks.
>>43880820Some people like tall girls. Some people like short girls. Some like fat asses. Others like skinny asses. Some like big tits. Some like small tits. Some like hyper feminine features. Some like more masculine features on women. Most people don't care and will make fun of you for liking pepsi over coke.
>>43880820yeah idk, i wanted to take estrogen at 14 but my face had already grown longer and i was 6 feet tall. so i put it out of my mind as a phase and it never went away, it only gets worse
>>43880820the thought of aging in general makes me want to flay my skin off
>>43880820idk I just do E injections and boymode while being 6ft heighthon, I don't care about passing it just makes me feel better and look better, I'd do that even if I was 6'5
>>43880820>tall cute gynoandromorph>tall ordinary maleI know what I’d choose
i knew i was trans at 11 and had luckshit genetics but clouded by dysphoria and lack of support and transphobic family i repped anyway
