>make mistake of trooning out>get weird feelings about wanting to have sex with men>feel strange feelings pooling in my belly making me want to cuddle>realize that’s gay and stupid and iwnbaw anyways>detroon and become normal again>still get these weird feelings once in a whilei crave the feeling so much. it’s like a miniature burst of ecstasy. i want the feeling of being gripped by rough hands and mounted but it’s the gayest shit ever. what do i do. i dont wanna retroon. its too much of a hassle to go through that humiliation ritual again. but the feeling is too much to not want to go back.
Why can't you just be gay with other guys as a man without estrogen or the pretense that you are a woman?
>>43884851because taking pozzed loads feels different when ur being called a girl,,
just be a girl and take dick
>>43884848well its cause you're a deeply closeted gay man deep down innit
>>43884873i still get off to girls it’s just that sometimes ill be thinking to myself and i imagine myself being put in a full Nelson getting absolutely pounded while a man puts his rough hands on me and calls me a dumb tranny while im moaning like a girl and i get this weird feeling that makes me want to obliterate every tranny in a 20 mile radius out of shame
>>43884886this feeling, it’s almost addictive and it makes me feel ashamed i hate it i want it but i hate it
why was trooning a mistake? what made you detroon?
>>43884873that's what trans women actually areit's a cult of mutually assured homophobia>>43884886>I must be chemically castrated to moan in a fake higher pitched voice so I can pretend I'm not having gay sex
>>43884892i realized that iwnbaw and i shouldnt waste my effort on passing if the end result is being relegated to being a sorta-but-not-really substitution of a woman that’s only attractive to degenerate fat losers, other trannies, and closeted men who will kill you the moment he gets post not clarity or when you can’t be a bearer of emotional baggage to him (because cis guys just see you as some taboo for them to dump their darkest desires on). even romance is off the table because most boyfriends will dump you for a real woman. you’re basically a practice test to them. and t4t is gay and kinky which is way out of my league. despite all that, i want to go back deep down, but logically it would never work out if all that would be the life id be dealing with moving forward. i wouldn’t be stable or happy long term, even though my life feels like i am piloting a mech suit that resembles a person at any given moment. but i thug it out so whatevers
>>43884886>>43884891its just meta attraction same appeal as monsterfuckingtho desu most cis women are like this too, the women who are actually attracted to men for what they are in & of themselves are attracted to like the dad kind or the cute & pathetic kindwhat u are talking about is just agp thru a male prop
>>43884926>and closeted menthat's what you are
>>43884896>trannyism is homophobia>you don’t need to take estrogen in order to take pozzed loads!Acting like your pedophilic pederastic AIDS-ridden culture is any better than transgenderism. Why don’t you go fuck some fat greasy niggers and die of STDs already?
Stop gooning. Be celibate like me. Life is much more than just fucking. Escape the matrix
>>43884861Yeah, different as in worse
>>43884941he's got us there, gaybros.
>>43884848This, but I wish I were a lesbian
