I’m 23 and every few months i start getting fake dysphoria and i cut my ugly hair and look even more like a butch lesbian and then i start considering hrt and i just need it to stop already. I just recently got a bunch of fem work clothes and i feel miserable in all of them. I would feel too embarrassed to ever transition even though i work in the most DEI company with other trans and theyfabs. Its been like this for nearly a decade and my brain gets paralyzed whenever i try to talk about it with anyone irl. Someone talk some sense into me.
>>43884980>and i just need it to stop already>I would feel too embarrassed to ever transition>Its been like this for nearly a decadeI'm not a pooner but it's quite common for trans people to doubt if they are actually trans and to be scared they would never passIn my opinion if you've been wondering regularly if you were trans for 10 years then you're clearly not faking it, and concerning passing, I believe you could still take T just to first see, and if you keep taking it, to socially transition only if you feel comfortable with it. Medically transitioning doesn't necessarily imply socially transitioning.
I want a reppoon to fuck me silly with a strap
>>43885027(same but with a poon)
>>43885027>strapyou misspelled "prosthetic penis" xD
>>43884980In 5 years if you live that long you’ll wake up all loveless
>>43885005The only issue i have with taking T without coming out is that it is incredibly obvious whenever a woman starts taking t. I already have high t levels for a cisf so i can’t really do “low-dose” either. >>43885027Im completely asexual it would be miserable for the both of us>>43885124Yeah
>>43884980that image is the universal repper cycle just swap out the top part depending on the individualtake your T already unless youve got actual reasons (ie living situation) to not otherwise lock the fuck in
>>43885554>it is incredibly obvious whenever a woman starts taking tI've heard multiple testimonies of non-out trans women who had very visible breasts whose families were completely delusional and wouldn't acknowledge that their child was transitionningYou could maybe pass your lowering voice as just a way to affirm your masculinity without going into any details, maybe? But idk you tell me
>>43885619My family are all conspiracy theorists and eye me like a hawk for some reason. When my dr told me i had high t, my parents created a theory that my roommate was secretly putting testosterone gel in my food (only they know how that could work) and tried to find proof so they could file a report or something. I’m at that part in the repper cycle where i’m considering just doing T without caring and just saying fuck it but i think ive felt this way at least a hundred times and never went through with it.
>>43885675Wow they really sound like dumb idiotsI really hope you will eventually manage to get more independant from them :( but I kind of get it, I didn't transition for years partly because of my own mother
>>43884980>23>Has a job with other trans people working there realize how fucking lucky you are and transition OP. The one time I had a trans coworker he quit 2 weeks into the job. I'm a girlmoder at work because being the only tranny is fucking unbearable.
>>43884980I don't have any actionable advice, but I'm curious as to what makes you exit the poon cycle and convince yourself that you're cis?
>>43886650I dissociate and go about my life completely separate from myself. Kinda sucks tho because i wake up somedays with full consciousness and realize ive been on autopilot for months. Idk. >>43886138I legit bought skirts and stuff to wear as ‘business casual’ for this job and id feel highkey judged if i just suddenly swung the other way
>>43884980spend some time in more gender rigid circles and it'll snap you right the fuck out of it as you realize you absolutely cannot live this life
>>43887298you need to do things for yourself not for others
>>43887298dawg just get on T, I don't really understand why you're doing this to yourself. whatever sort of self-awareness you think you're coming to is transparently bullshit lmao.
>>43884980Detrans and be a tomboy it's the same thing
>>43884980you are cis and faking it. stop ruining things for actual trans people
>>43888293What makes an actual trans people i wanna know >>43888191Tomboys don’t exist they all became theyfabs
>>43887298as other anons said it's for you not for your coworkers but also you're FtM surrounded by theyfabs they're forced to be supportive. i assume they're leftists and not 4channers. the worst you'll get is misandry but jokes on them that's just gender affirming
>>43885080I think you're joking but there is a difference. The ones for trans men are meant to look and feel like real dicks, and lesbians tend to be disgusted by them.
take your HRT, retard
Idk but you’re literally me, just go on t tho cause it could always be too late
>>43892865>The ones for trans men are meant to look and feel like real dicks, and lesbians tend to be disgusted by them.just like real prosthetics then
