I'm stealth approaching 2 years on testosterone but I still feel so much guilt that I couldn't be the woman that my parents and the world wanted. I wish I enjoyed being a woman. I wish I could've just been a fucking lesbian. I wish I could've been loved like a woman is loved.
no but i see clocky trannies and wish that was me
>>43888574so why did you troon out if you want to be as you are, and yes most people are ugly and when they see someone attractive they sometimes feel enviois
>>43888574yest.man
>>43888588...why
>>43888612I don't wanna be as I am I just think that being a woman is easier. You're not seen as threatening and you don't need to be dying of cancer for people to gaf abt you
>>43888838Yeah I know how it is. So why then
>>43888574Honestly, sometimes.
>>43888744they are cute
i miss being a man and being able to walk around my house in nothing but a speedo with all the windows open and look my neighbors in the eye like "what, bitch?"
>>43888888hexes seen noticed and checked
>>43888888most auspicious get of truth and wisdom
>>43888888CHECKED.
>>43888888as a tranny i want to dispute this but the get speaks for itself
>>43888574I used to sometimes get this for guys but not anymore? It was a thing earlier in transition. I'd see a nice handsome guy and was upset that I couldn't just be like him. Weird mix of lust and envy that I've always had for certain guys.
>>43888574i get the reverse of this as a mtf tranny it sucks
>>43888888numbers!
>>43888854I transitioned because I was suicidal from the dysphoria, turns out the dysphoria was one of many things. Or maybe moreso the treatment isn't good/ timely enough. I try to grapple with myself, weighing whether or not the depression from being a man is worse than the depression from dysphoria.
>>43888574Nah I see them and say I hope they have a cock
I made a bucket list some time ago and i got it done loosely it's my time to go!!!!! We're so back!!!!
>>43888612Isn't not having dysphoria always easier than every day being a body horror movie?
>>43888574im mtf and passing but not really duality stealth and yea all the time.
>>43890023sry auto complete added a word
>>43888574No I usually wish them to be my gf and to fuck them
>>43888888Include me in the screencap
>>43888888almost fainted from those digits holy shit lol
>>43888574Sometimes. Sometimes I don't know if I want to fuck them or be them
>>43888574I developed a similar thing as an amab where estrogen gave me aap and I just feel like being a man is superior
>>43888574this is the most cucked thing i ever read yngmi
