Not here to talk about romance, I'm a 6'5 virgin manmoder so dont need to explain why its a non option. I'm not that upset about it either, one person isnt gonna magically make your life better. but like I mean going to work, coming home, doing college, then going to bed and waking up to do it all over again. I feel like Ive been doing this for years. friends weave in and out, some go off to college and I dont see them. I feel like I get more tired every day. E hasnt really done much, its fancy skin medication. is this it? is this everything? is this all there is?
>6’5>STILL unable to get laidIf it makes you feel better I don’t see you as a man
>>43893999i didnt properly fuck til 23 then i started going at it like a rabbit. give your brain more time to develop nona
>>43894007well I sure aint a woman so I guess I'm a gross half breed. like if a man and a woman had a baby.
>>43894013Embrace it ig
>>43894012I dont care about sex goddamit I care about the routine. over and over and over this is all there is. monkey business doesnt meaningfully change the routine.
>>43893999That's the monotony of life, most people don't have super interesting lives. You can try something new to distract yourself or take a break to spice it up but ultimately that's what it is, a cope.
>>43894012then why specify virgin? but yeah lifes a bit of a drag, find happiness in the small moments wherever you can
>>43894058bleh. maybe I need to go to church. or go out to a field and just stare for awhile.
>>43894077oops meant to reply to >>43894025
>>43894077mb, just wanted to like mention that it hasnt happened yet so it probably just wont. but either way I dont feel like I'm missing out. but yeah I know the point of life is to make your own meaning, but I really dont have the motivation.
>>43893999I dont wanna armchair diagnose you but maybe antidepressants can help with that. Finding meaning is a meme, when youre happy you dont need a reason to exist, existence becomes its own reward.Alternatively, shoot a politician you dont like
>>43894168Im going to be on a watchlist but the latter thoo
>>43894101ur good nona, and ye i agree with >>43894168. stuff like exercise, eating better, and getting proper sleep is great and does help, but ultimately if you have a chemical deficiency thats only gonna be solved through meds.
>>43893999>The majority of men in the last analysis have no desire or yearning to live except for the sake of living. The real object of life is life, and laboring with great effort to drag a heavy, empty cart up and down the same road.(Giacomo Leopardi, Zibaldone)I cope with this feeling by reading pessimist literature: Leopardi, Cioran, The Conspiracy Against the Human Race. (The screenshot is from https://thedublinreview.com/article/winter-in-paris/.)
>>43893999I want a 6’5” tranny gf
