why have i born like this. why i have missed out on teen love, on being able to dress cute and be happy with how i look, on happiness.i will never stop hating myself, both for my body and for who i am.i probably have some kind of avoidant personality disorder. every person that tries to get close to me i just push it away, but the one person i want to push myself away the most is myself.sometimes i think that maybe transitioning was just trying to become someone else, to not be Me, but i still am, and i still want that disgusting piece of dead meat to die.
>>43894033I called a brown man monkey boy as an endearing term because they were really hairy and that was hot. It had nothing to do with their race but I didn't realize how that might make them feel due to it being used as a racist term so I think my tism played me
>>43894033mayor bo wouldnt fucking say that
bump pls i need attentions and love and care and hate and to die
>>43894033just find another tranny to love
>>43894033"Teen love" is worse than dating in your 20s... You have no money, parents control your every move, and no one knows what they want because they're too young to consider kids, fancy vacations, marriage, or living together>>43894094Baby so quirky
>>43895712if you want a dysfunctional and depressing ugly partner, sure!
>>43896253Just find a functional transgender
