But everytime I watch straight porn, I start associating with the girl and I get extremely jealous of her, to the point where I don't want to be in a relationship with a woman. I'm scared that if I got in a relationship with a woman and we had sex, that I would end up getting extremely jealous and bitter of her role. How do I fix my brain genuinely
i honestly dont have an answer for you it just sounds like you wanna be with a dudebut fuck all that who are these characters? i like them
>>43894608Honestly the thought of sex with men sounds like the most enjoyable and fulfilling sexual experience i could have. But I'm not nearly as romantically attracted to men as I am women. So now whenever I try to get into the idea of having sex with a woman, my brain just makes me feel jealous and resentful that women get to unashamedly enjoy these experiences that I want. >but fuck all that who are these characters? i like themChoodraws red herring.
>>43894817i mean what romance do you crave w women that you dont think youd get with men?
>>43894823>what romance do you crave w women that you dont think youd get with men?I just feel that "crush" feeling with certain women that I've never felt anywhere else. I don't feel that way with men.
>>43894817thankyou gang i have no idea how to solve this query of yours, sexual attraction is directly tied to my desire to be in a relationship so i have nothing to offer
>>43895001Do you think you could be in a relationship with someone you really love, even if there's not sexual attraction?
>>43895013its possible but im not sure, ive been in sexless relationships before but they didnt last for other reasons
maybe you're straight in an unconventional way and gotta find a girl who will make you her girlfriend in some capacity, maybe you're a lesbian. good luck. there are women out there for u, even if they're harder to find. don't feel wrong for wanting to be a girl or in the role of one
>>43896750Thank you for saying that. I'm trying to learn to be okay with my interests and identity but when it comes to accepting myself + getting involved with relationships, that's where it all falls apart. I feel extremely insecure with myself around men to the point where I get very defensive and off-putting. With women, I am constantly evaluating myself and my "responsibilies" as an amab, to the point of resentment. I can't find any kind of relationship that I would feel completely comfortable in
Just learn to be with men. Take your time and find someone you like. Let yourself go and enjoy how a man treats you
>>43898885I'm trying to do this. I'm probably just going to hook up with someone guy on grindr and try to let myself go and enjoy my submission to him
