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>>43899517
>How was your week anon?
it was nice and quiet
>Did anything good, or bad, happen?
I just read and played games, nice and quiet
but today is movie night with friends we are watching 2000s actionslop throughout the summer

>>43899553
I'm glad it's been nice and quiet :)
hope you enjoy the actionslop and time with friends

>>43899517
its been terrible, lonely as always

>>43899769
this

>>43899517
>pic
Is it so unbelievable that I also am showing signs of mental insanity?

>>43899517
>How was your week anon?
boring as always
>Did anything good, or bad, happen?
i ghosted everyone again and now i’m even more bored because i don’t have anyone to talk to anymore

>>43899769
>>43899866
Sorry you're both feeling lonely anons
Have you tried friendgen, or going to pride or something? I hope you can find solace in the board a bit
I find it less lonely, more boring though
>>43899887
No, it's ok. Sorry you're feeling insanity
>>43899910
Why'd you ghost everyone?

>>43899517
Ok week i guess
Feel really grossed out, ate rotisserie chicken and saw its spine.. I need to stop eating meat the idea of it being an actual animal makes me sick

>>43899975
i tried going to pride, i manmoded and was only reminded that there are real people other humans my age that just pass, they just get to live their life and exist and be happy. now i just feel worse
friendgen wont help im terrible at making any friends i have none

>>43899975
I want to go to pride but my folks are very unenthusiatic about it. And cba to post a soc ad atm

>>43899517
>How was your week anon?
unproductive
Did anything good, or bad, happen?
I started coming back to this shithole so that's pretty bad, I was doing really well last two years too. Especially last few weeks and then it crash'd, again

>>43900019(Me)
nice formatting retard

>>43900008
Sorry to hear friend
Why do you feel you're terrible at making friends? Is it that they never begin, don't feel close, or some other reason?
>>43900017
Can't go without them taking you or something?
Also fair, it's difficult and time consuming to put yourself out there and post one
>>43900019
>>43900031
Be kinder to yourself please
Also yeah.. I also came back here recently after two full years away
Can't believe i've been using it this long
I hope things improve for you and whatever reason led you back here

>>43900055
never begin, nobodys there im just bad at it

>>43899517
i can't stand all the pride month garbage and forced positivity. had to avoid a pride parade today

t. pathetic loser manmoder

>>43900055
>Can't go without them taking you or something?
I could, it'd just be harder to go via public transportation on my own

>>43900086
Not that it applies to me but I just never understood pride, what's the point supposed to be, what is it meant to achieve? I genuinely cannot wrap my mind around any of it but then again I never really looked into it either so that might be on me

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>>43900063
Hm, usually mine are just shallow
Do you hang out anywhere online besides here regularly? Find common interests with maybe
>>43900086
I don't get out much, but I'd hate to run into one desu. I know I try to be positive to others, but I hate forced positivity most of the time, being a tranny fucking blows
thankfully in your case it's just like less than three more weeks
>>43900093
Understandable then, public transit is a pain to use if you don't really want or need to use it
>>43900102
supposedly just visibility like 'your neighbor that took care of your garden while you were at the hospital is gay" or smth

I got a job for an animation show, but I haven't been able to meet my goals making me feel very bad about my abilities and self-worth, this with me being unable to get my HRT is just really depressing

>>43900178
well how was your week mate?

>>43900178
i dont... honestly even if i had any i would be the shallow friend because im a shallow person

>>43900208
That's an awesome accomplishment to get the job. Why haven't you been able to hit your goals and how long have you been there? If not long try giving it time and learning to improve efficiency and ask any coworkers or experts for help
sorry you can't get hrt access
>>43900221
Ok, depressed but that's the normal
Feeling nauseous thinking of this tho >>43899994
>>43900282
I didn't mean the people were shallow just the friendship itself
I'm sure you have the ability to become a good friend given the chance with someone

>>43900352
Mid april, I have to get around 60 seconds a week, it's my first time but I just feel so bad when I can only send 30 seconds a week, I hope I can get my meds by the end of the month

>>43900352
i dont, i never manage to the chance never arises and even if it does im to socially dumb to ever realize anything....i wish i had friends ever
you will get better overtime and not nauseous just dont eat it again

>>43900055
>I hope things improve for you and whatever reason led you back here
It comes and goes I'll be fine soon enough, but thanks for the thought

>>43899517
>pic
same
>How was your week anon?
pretty alright, very dynamic at work, wasted afternoon off
today at least got a haircut without letting it get ruined, finally bought a pair of jeans, and had a good coffee with an ex-colleague and maybe friend and only slightly went overboard with talking about how we need more people pulling a Luigi and hinting that might be me when there's nothing left to lose
>Did anything good, or bad, happen?
eh kinda mid, don't remember bad stuff happening so that's good
>Share it, throw it out or stick and talk about it
came back home at like 2 pm and slept the rest of the day, didn't even sleep too little last night. so saturday's gone, but at least I got jeans
hopefully tomorrow I'll be able to make some progress in my life, we'll see

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>>43900373
That's not so much time, maybe try finding industry shortcuts or more advanced learning? Not sure, but I hope you can improve and get meds
>>43900405
Do you have autism, or something else that adds advanced difficulty in making friends? Not having good friendships in childhood makes it even harder in adulthood, I'm sorry for that
Also yeah, I'll probably stop eating chicken soon anyways
Cut pork out of my diet and want to go vegetarian eventually
>>43900453
Careful with the rhetoric in public, don't wanna be on a list
Glad the week seemed well tho
Goodluck for tomorrow and I hope u like jeans and haircut

>>43899517

>How was your week anon?
horrendously awful and depressing
>Did anything good, or bad, happen?
1. got an earlier appointment with my psych to get better antidepressants
2. reached out to my advisor to apologize for my lack of progress that was caused by my depression getting worse (while unmedicated)
3. scheduled a trim for my bangs (yeah original for a tranny thanks)
4. started scheduling consultations for voice training
> At the very least I excel at least making efforts to make sure that the next week will never be as bad as the one before

>>43900534
i do and even in childhood everyone around me just hated me and i had no friends...it makes it impossible personally
im glad youre becoming vegan if its something that will make you happier

>>43900534
>Careful with the rhetoric in public, don't wanna be on a list
Already on several probably, due to terrorism interests such as Linux, full disk encryption and non-pozzed communication apps.
I'm nearing 40, thing will either start getting fixed and/or start getting more unstable. Even more important that I fix my body somewhat for whatever the future brings me.
Yeah, haircut fixed what we messed up last time and the jeans will help a lot. Thanks!

>>43899517
Haven't taken my shot in like 10 days due to depression and I'm probably getting diagnosed with schizophrenia tomorrow

>>43899517
my week was stressful, weather too hot so all our plants are dying, and i chickened out of going to a trans group on Friday because i look like a man and I'm afraid of being judged. i haven't talked to my one friend in weeks because I'm positive im a boring, sad drain on her life but i wish i wasnt like this and could just ignore these feelings so i could be normal.

>>43900536
Horrendously awful and depressing obviously sucks but you are right, you're doing a great job for future.
Haircut and voice training alone are more effort than 50% of troons
>>43900565
Sorry to hear then, what about other autistic people as friends? Many autistic people struggle the same manner
also ty <3
>>43900592
Fair enough, I probably am too desu, looking up tails os before, being trans, non-rightoid
Good luck with more progress
>>43900604
Try to sit down now and take it if you can
If it's any consolation I've had a few friends with schizophrenia and unlike some disorders the diagnosis and meds seem to help a lot in treatment
>>43900630
You're unlikely to be judged, but I understand the fear
If you think you're being a boring sad drain on her, try reaching out and asking about her
share any positive news you have

>>43900680
need to fully commit to trooning out now. im at the point where my voice is shocking to people, having the classic NPR voice is starting to be a bit much

>>43900680
never worked for me...i always still feel out of place, fms hrtrepper l

its too hot out

>>43900736
that's a good thing you need to commit, unfortunate it's socially forced now, but that means physicality is working
>>43900752
I'm sorry anon.. I still think you can find friends I just am not the one to know how
>>43900775
I hate summer, summer is the worst season

>>43900680
Even if others don't judge me or even pay attention to me, I know that I hate myself and am way too self-aware to enjoy anything. I've basically become a schizoid because I can't handle basic socialization anymore :-(

>>43901721
Oh, well I'm sorry anon. Idk how to socialize at all really, I hope you can find a way to get past it
I wish you didn't hate yourself