mine started at around 14 and still tenuously exists even at 19. of course, i've essentially been neutralized in terms of how i act in public (meek, avoid conflict, whisper-quiet tone) but sometimes i just, i get tired of getting torn to shreds by people 24/7 and i play stuff like picrelit's really stupid and unhealthy, sure, however it does provide a strong surge of masculinity and i feel better for a bit
>>43899745Mine ended as I went outside and socialized more
I'm 37 and mine never ended
>>43899745what the heck is that, firearms: source??? how are u 19 and playing the games i was playing when i was 19 a decade ago lmaoyeaa i had my /k/ doomer phase and then i had a tumblr shitposting phase and then i had a /lit/ phase and a rationalist phase and a just grilling phase and basically likeeimo u probably have good taste in media, tell me abt your faves (movies, tv, games)
>>43899745tbhon in prob more edgy now than i was as a kid, i think im just like that loldo u like black souls
>>43899745chronic brainfog and fatigue nerfed me sadly.... i wonder if ill ever be cool again someday x_>
>try to dress normal and be friendly and inoffensive >still get called creepy, weird, anti-social>goth sister constantly curses and makes edgy jokes in public >gets called lovely, life of the party, etc
>>43900915it's a TFA base weapon on Gmod
I play morimiya alot. My highscore is 103 on version 1.2 and 65 on version 1.1 also its nice to see another repressor here.
>>43899745being edgy became wayy more fun when i stopped being a pre-teen and started developing self awareness lol
I'm a goth since 2017. Yes I dress the part outside of work.
oh god being edgy pisses people off so much worse now than it did 10 years ago, its so much more fun. i think its because everyone had an edgy phase then since they were young with anonymity online. also now that i know about john waters and independent art/film especially i feel a lot more confident that being edgy/counterculture actually a good thing. conformity is off the charts these days. stay sharp, stay edgy
if repression is civilization ("investigation of a citizen above suspicion"), and cinema is the modern art form (dfw, essays), it is apodictically certain, that repression is cinema. orson welles was a THEATER director>mfw someone says "citizen kane" is better than "vertigo"
>>43899745>did your edgelord phase never endebbs and flowswhich one are you in the mood for? 19th and its consequences, gas tptb, gas 85% of men, the nogs and da joos, or?I usually prefer nuance when we're getting down to it though
Playing violent video games to chill is normal lolAlso you're 19 still some more time to mature and distance urself from the things that make you feel like shitI luv u, were all gonna make it
>>43899745No my edgyness was always poser shit. I'm a big softie in the body of a school shooting suspect
>>43906137Emos, punks, goths are more often than not softies, and they're not posers
>>43906471I'm not any of those things. I wuz chud like >>43904997
