>>43899983
>18yo man with agp

You shouldn't transition because you see yourself as a man. When I was your age I would have put down "boy" that's the difference between us

pic is really outdated. back in 1991 can't you be more creative

That's not AGP sweetheart, that's GD.
You're wearing women's clothes because they're soothing you.
And your jerking off multiple times a day because the testosterone drop post-nut is the only relief your girlbrain gets from the incessant T-poison.
This is actually classic, you're textbook, as soon as your T-levels drop down to normal female levels you'll not only feel better, but you'll discover you're able to function again. And as your body changes to be more you you'll start to feel better about yourself.

The AGP thing you're referring to is men who use women's clothing, usually lingerie, as part of a kink or fetish. Sissies and so forth. These men will almost always seek out partners, usually female or trans, to fufill a purely sexual need. You're not doing that, you're just using masturbation and crossdressing as a way of relieving dysphoria.

I understand the language makes it easier to manage the thoughts and feelings, but what you're experiencing is genuine transsexuality, not fetishistic behaviour.

>>43900068
it is agp. i'm turned on by the thought of being a woman

>>43899983
You could've done both, dipshit

>>43900127
That's not what AGP means.
What you're doing is called fetishization, which is different to having a fetish. Women have sexual fantasies too, but yours are being pushed by the male sex drive. Like I said once the testosterone is gone this will all stop. You are turning your genuine feelings into a fetish in order to manage them, but in reality that's something you're doing after the fact and you're really just seeking relief.

If it was actually just AGP you wouldn't be jerking off multiple times a day. You would be seeking out sexual partners with which to fulfill sexual fantasies of feminization. I've met lots of these people, and you will too when you start dating for real. They don't feel relief from any gender related stress about this, they just enjoy the sexual gratification of it.

Compulsive masturbation on the other hand is not fulfilling a kink, you're probably seeking out more and more depraved pornography as a masturbation aid, but you're also masturbating when you're ABLE to, rather than when you'd really like to. The bad news here is that this is providing only short term relief at the expense of creating a larger long term problem. Your body will compensate your frequent masturbation with higher testosterone production which will make the dysphoria so much worse.

Has the rage started yet?

>>43899983
I wish y'all would stop posting pictures of me on 4chan. It's not funny.

>>43900210
rage? i'm angry all the time

>>43899983
sucks buuuut dont kys. develop a masochistic fetish instead if you dont already have one.

>>43900210
Does masturbation actually increase testosterone production? I thought people said it lowered it. I just don't want it to go up, obviously. Sorry to derail

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>>43900234
Yeah. That's because your brain is not wired to handle male levels of testosterone.
Like I said this is CLASSIC GD.

Get over this blanchard shit, it's complete bullshit, start figuring out a transition plan.
It will take a while for you to actually accept this but you are in fact a girl.

One of the biggest myths is the "I felt like a girl my whole life", in reality that's quite rare, and for most of us it doesn't even make sense (what does "feel like a girl" even mean).

>>43900288
i'm on hrt. i masturbate less but i still masturbate thinking about being a woman. agp

>>43900271
It lowers testosterone in the short term, but the compensates for that with higher production in the long term.
So as long as you keep masturbating you will have lower testosterone, but if you were to stop masturbating your testosterone levels would shoot up due to higher production without the draining effect of masturbation.

I used to masturbate until it hurt and I have skin tags on my dick from doing it too much.
Now I basically don't masturbate at all, and when I do the reasons I do are very very different. Plus I don't get that feeling of relief afterwards, because I'm basically permanently in post-nut clarity now.

>>43900303
What are your levels?
And you're still not describing AGP.

>>43900325
levels are good

>>43900338
I didn't ask if they were good, I asked you for the numbers.
If you're experiencing rage, which you are, your T-levels are too high.

Estrogen monotherapy usually only reduces to about 150-250, male levels at your age are 600-700, female levels are 0.7-2.0.
I know trans women, myself included that will start to experience the early signs of rage when their T-levels climb above 2. You might be at 100x that.

Stop being a malebrained retard pretending you can tough it out, get your bloods done, if your T-levels aren't less than 1.5 consider increasing your anti-androgen.

And in the long term you'll probably want an orchie.

>jerking off in women's clothing multiple times a day for the next 10 years
Super cute you should keep doing it.

>>43900430
last test was estrogen 315 pg/ml and test 0.25 ng/ml

>>43900537
Your E is too low.
And if those were the real numbers you would not be masturbating 10x a day.

So maybe cut the shit. Because I'm not here to mother you, I explained the fucking facts, you're not AGP, you're a woman. Adult human female.

What you do with that information is ENTIRELY on you. If you want to be healthy and have a life worth living, you need to deal with your own shit. If you don't then at least try not to be everyone elses fucking problem.

And whatever the fuck you do, at the very fucking minimal least, SHUT THE FUCK UP WITH THIS BLANCHARD SHIT. He has not been taken seriously since the fucking 90s.

>>43900570
i was masturbating a lot before hrt, nowhere near as much now. but i still imagine having big tits and a pussy and get turned on. how is that not agp?

>>43900315
Ugh, that sounds like what I remember. I'm on bica, so I know slight changes don't matter, but I overthink everything and I've been doing it more lately, I assume, because of being on progesterone. Need to get an orchi already so I can stop worrying

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>>43900288
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T3wcxHiorJ4