This world isn't good for trannies. I have no family, no friends, I know nobody. I will be homeless in about a month and I have no more willpower to do anything about it. I'm out of HRT and too depressed and dysphoric to go through the process of getting a new ID, which I need to buy crypto. Most days I don't even cook anything or do anything at all because I'm too depressed. I just cry or stare at a wall for hours.There was a lawsuit against me made by TERFs which thankfully didn't go anywhere because I didn't actually do anything but it still cost me a ton of money and made my mental health worse, which was most likely their real goal. I had some money saved up to get FFS that I had wanted all my life and after the lawsuit and the other things that happened because of it it wasn't enough anymore. I was raped and sexually assaulted. I was beaten up by different people all throughout my life. I was betrayed by people I trusted so many times that I don't trust anyone anymore. I have no one. I tried talking to a "friend" recently but she betrayed my trust again after betraying me several times before and it was maybe stupid to go back to someone who already betrayed me but also I have no one and I really did care a lot about her and wanted to be real friends again and not fight anymore. It makes everything worse because I don't know why I should bother living when people I care about always treat me so horribly and bystanders never do anything or join in on harming me. I feel like most of society is just bad people who don't care about other people and only care about themselves and nothing else.I don't actually want to die otherwise I wouldn't be crying about it. But I can't find the motivation to do anything about it either. I want to be alive but not live in this society with these people that don't give a fuck about others and only kick down on trannies whenever they can. I hate this world.
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>>43902417>There was a lawsuit against me made by TERFsWhat happened?
>>43902417do u do injections and are in us
>>43902417You don't need an ID to buy crypto, go to a crypto ATM (also yeah nuke)
>>43902417tuff album cover
>>43902417boo hoo
>>43902444I don't want to post too many details about me but I was doing activism and that made me the target of the local TERF group and parts of the nazis in my city. They accused me of being part of some other group that was targeting them. They had no evidence so I didn't end up going to jail or anything but lawyer was still expensive.>>43902456Yeah I do injections but I'm in Europe.>>43902495I've never seen a crypto ATM here. I just checked a website and it the closest it showed me I would need to travel 4 hours and buy an expensive ticket to get to one.
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>>43902690god forbid a girl complains about her life
>>43902417>I don’t actually want to dieThen live to avenge yourself
>>43902588>Yeah I do injections but I'm in Europe. eu?
>>43903486Yeah
>>43902417>which I need to buy cryptowhy do you need a new id? i've been using my moid passport for everything and never had problems.t. manmoder
Just get up and walk somewhere else on earth and see what happens then.
>>43902417OP get a ticket to the US and start over. picrel is from my old apartment in SF, which is probably the best place in the world to be someone different and to be a tranner.life is firey in its beauty. hold on, dream big, and rip off the rear view mirror.
>>43904218this, move somewhere better
>>43902417Yeah
>>43904108I did all the legal stuff ages ago. I just need to renew my ID but it costs a bunch of money and they don't let you bring your own photo so I would have to get photographed there and all that combined with the bureaucracy just makes me not want to do it. Idk I'm just extremely depressed and barely manage to get out of bed. A while ago I had an accident that could have killed me because I don't care anymore and was reckless. If I fell in front of a train I'm not sure I would have the willpower to do anything to save my life.>>43904218Yeah liberal US states seem a lot better than my country tbhon. I'm a foreigner here anyway and the US is more multicultural and has a better trans culture. I wish I could move but I'm too poor for that too.
>>43903486retard
>>43904218Looks really pretty. I miss the ocean>>43905101Not every country in Europe is in the EU. The UK and Switzerland for example
>>43902417if you want i can send you a vial probably, dont think i can really help with anything else though, but add me if you want to ssbb910
>>43902417Cry me a river bitch if you don't like it kill yourself you don't suffer shit compare to people in África who are dying of hunger and living in the street. Maybe if you stop doing activism and make your fetish your entire personality maybe life would be better for you you said yourself your poor and have no money why waste your time in activism then taking care of yourself retard.
>>43905139Thank you for the offer unfortunately I'm too paranoid to give anyone from here my address and I also don't really feel like I deserve it. Thank you though, that's very kind
>>43905193if youre sure, could maybe send it to a package pickup place if they have it in your country, idrk, could talk it over and see
>>43905081>Yeah liberal US states seem a lot better than my country tbhon. I'm a foreigner here anyway and the US is more multicultural and has a better trans culture. I wish I could move but I'm too poor for that too.same>>43903185amen
>>43902417Yeah life sucks
>>43905193what country are you from like anon said package pickup or there might be other options if we know
>>43902588>They had no evidence so I didn't end up going to jail or anything but lawyer was still expensive.what, in what country can a civil lawsuit put you into a jail?
>>43904218>OP get a ticket to the US and start overdo you anons even realize that it's not that easy unless you want to live in the US illegally
