There's something deeply mentally wrong with me, deeply, deeply mentally wrong, deeply, deeply mentally ill and it’s not even that i might be trans it’s the incapability to be truly human. To feel all there. To genuinely laugh when someone tells a joke. I am not here mentally
>>43909225Stop listening to that album for a start. Its not healthy for you. I know its comforting in a way but u need to stop it.
>>43909225Goated album, have it hung up in our window
>>43909351It speaks to me like no other work. What else could I listen to?
>>43909430>It speaks to me like no other work.I know and Ive been there. You need to put it down. For me I just took a break from music for a couple months to help get my headspace cleared a bit.
>>43909225i get it, after 10 years i kinda realised i wasted my time thinking too much. your humanity is all about doing things, being brave, being willing to get hurt and to be okay with it happening.
>>43909778I wish i could stop thinking so much and just do
>>43909430there's a lot of other good music out there with similar vibes to this tho. could be fun to find other albums like it
>>43909225I always though it was funny that the album cover depicts a murder victim not a suicide
>>43909225I struggle to believe that some of us aren't just stuck like this for life. The disconnect and alienation you and I experience at each and every moment in our lives is just far too great to be fixed by any "human" means. At least it feels like that, and I've never in my life got proven otherwise
>>43910849Some people were just genuinely meant to be alone and disconnected ig. Ig ive learnt to grow comfortable with it at least a little, maybe one day ill go live in the forest lol