I feel like most of you are in the middle...
>>43909983Sorry cant read that many words.I dont even wanna fuckin worry about it anyway just let me be a tomboy
I'm hsts but autism-wise im totally fucked >gundam>planes>guns (less nowadays but i can't un-know all the worthless gun shit in my head)>model kits>godzilla>mtg>40ki have literally every stereotypical tranny hobby minus vidya so ive been getting into reading to balance it out but yeah its literally over im a soulhom
>>43909983omgggg i remember wattpad
>>43909983>shmups>mmos>guns>geology>gacha games >eroguro>taoism and shintoism
>>43909983this chart makes zero sense. if anything being a quiet autist is a feminine thing while being a loud one is a masculine thing
>>43909983>fifa is autismthats the most normie gun and ball gamer shit ever
>>43909983What if I'm not autistic?
>>43909983Autismbinger
>>43910041The stereotypical cases tend to be unintentionally loud however
>>43910041The most feminine of autists are very loud and they willTRAUMADUMPTRAUMADUMPTRAUMADUMPINFODUMPVery expressive people with lots of piercings, tattoos, pins, they wear their special interests on their sleeves and are generally upbeat and fun people to be around. Excited about a plethora of things and love to share info about it. But they are absolutely loud. Male autists tend to be rowdy with each other and sometimes sperg out, but other than that are the weird quiet kids that don't bother others. People in the middle tend to mask themselves out of any expression
>>43909983>Adopted cold introvert posteriorHEY! MY BUTT IS NORMAL BUTT TEMPERATURE!How did this rumor even start.
>>43909983>Self-harming>picrel>spotty employment>sensory issues>undertale>autism creature>plushies>visual novels>anti social>no dramaam i fembrained? not autistic btw, just comparing and looked at some points in img
>>439100012/3 of autistic women report being a tomboy in youth. The deeper you look the more you will realise that most things that don't "pass" are just autism
>>43910030>shmupswanna be friends?
>>43910055Things that are normie can still be picked up by autists and be taken into extreme obsession. I know quite some autists that know all the players, all the stats, will sperg out, and have their diagnosis. They fit in so well with normal men that you won't really see them, nor do they need social refuge with other autists
>>43910030Eroguro is fembrained, congrats
Don't forget to visit /NDgen/ btw>>43909940
Green: YesPurple: FormellyBrown: KindaDark green & gray: idk
>>43910495nigga is color blind
>>43910503UHM SORRY LET ME TRY AGAIN:LIMEDARK MAGENTADARK ORANGEDARK GREEN AND MOSSGo fucking kys annoying bitch
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>>43909983i feel like i'd be a lot happier with a much heavier dose of male autism lol -_-
>>43909983Wtf is race autism?
>>43911147*chuddening intensifies*
>>43909983I like legos but I feel like that’s too far to the left it’s way more of a normie thing than trains
>>43909983>Not expressive, monotone (sometimes)>Linux (Fedora Workstation GNOME, but only because I got fed up with Windows, refuse to buy Apple products, and tried Mint Cinnamon and found it clunky. Fedora just works. GNOME is satisfyingly elegant and easy to use. Don’t know how to use the terminal.)>Mostly gynephilic; had a gay phase before I twinkdied>Awkward body language>Dislike being known; makes me anxious>Would’ve met the diagnostic criteria for “Asperger’s Syndrome” back in the day; didn’t get diagnosed despite being examined by psychologists as early as age 3 due to institutional incompetence>Hate normies>People-averse>The weird guy in class back in the day>Anti-social>Sperg out when people ask me questions when I’m overwhelmed>Social anxiety>Referential humour>Anti-social>Hypervigilant>Sex dysphoria; also a bit of gender dysphoria (I dislike it when people assign beliefs, motivations, attitudes, or behaviours to me that I don’t have or do just because I’m a male; I also dislike it when petite immigrant woman display that they feel intimidated by me by physically moving away from me when I sit down on public transit)>Social anxiety induced NEET and hikikomori>Physiognomy (formerly)>RSD>Snooty (occasionally; only if someone is truly retarded)>Extremely perceptive of patterns>Blames others (increasingly less now; I blame myself a lot more these days)>Used to have weird politics; now I’m a doomer>Unemployable (maybe, though I’ve never applied for a job in my life and was laid off the one job I’ve ever had, which I was nepo hired for)>Pessimistic about society>Race Autism (formerly)>Philosophical anime (Evangelion)>Brainbleed from seeing other Autists>Tall, anxious, nerdy>Interests: politics, philosophy, history, archaeology, linguistics, literature, music (classical, microtonal art music, electronic, vapourware), internet culture
>>43911791>vapourwareI meant “vapourwave”>Sensory issues>Emotional dysregulation>Hypochondria>Not great at masking unfortunately; come off as slightly strange, nerdy, anxious, and surprisingly direct but not rude, usually>Bisexual>Most likely have some undiagnosed personality disorder, not sure which>Self-harm (formerly)>Trauma- and infodump on others with little regard for their senses (formerly; I’m now too withdrawn/restrained to do this again)>4chan>ADHD, trouble reading, even things I want to read>Unemployed>Misunderstood no matter what I say or do>Focus on random bullshit instead of things that would improve my lot in life>Like TADC (don’t own any merch of anything, though)>Don’t spend money on interests>Don’t collect anything>Don’t participate in fandomSigh. I yearn to transcend myself
>>43909983>Brainbleed from seeing other autistsSeriously, what causes this? When you interact with someone even slightly more autistic than you it's like nails in your brain
My main special interest is gambling, though I don't actually gamble since it's a bad idea, but I learned mahjong and poker strategy to an intermediate level, watched/read a bunch of gambling documentaries/manga/etc., have a fantasy world casino with a suite of games some with real rules some that'd only work in fantasy, have to restrain myself from adding casino scenes into other creative projects, watched streamers for the first time ever during the slots trend then stopped after, made casino themed levels in games with level editors, get a giddy feeling whenever that one meme of The Sopranos at the casino is posted, etc. Feel like that's probably pretty male brained sadly but I've never encountered anyone with a similar interest
> undertale heavily skewed female> history interest skewed female> sonic heavily skewed male> race autism not exceptionally malebrained> consumerist hobbies and funkos at opposite ends of the spectrum somehowwho made this?> t. rans male
>>43913325forgot pic
this actually made me feel a tiny bit better about how male brained I am tbqh
>>43911949>>43913546fuck forgot brain bleedanyway it's probably just shame from seeing someone who behaves similarly to you and realising how fucking weird you must come across during your least masked moments. Or perhaps it's second hand fear, I feel that when I see my autistic friend do something weird, I feel worried for her social standing and it makes me very stressed.
wtf is thought policing?I mentally "shut out" a lot of my own thoughts, especially ego dystonic intrusive ones, is this thought policing? I've been trying to stop but it's genuinely so hard to, every time I blink the thought goes away only to return a while later
>>43909983idk im all over the place, didnt figure it out fully until a few months ago after 2 years unemployed from college burnout>amab, hyperlexic around 3 >nobody noticed it was autistic trait>didnt have the obvious austism, didnt figure out that i could complain or say i wanted things until like middle school>only really melted down at school cause socially incompetent, people just assumed i was a sensitive crybaby >had to learn to memorize social scripts to socialize, didnt figure it out mostly till late high school>get computer engineering degree, but suck ass at classes with shittons of arbitrary formulas or rote memorization: chemistry, functional programming, or anything with shit teachers>basically only started caring about appearance after being in a bunch of social clubs and for professional reasons>burnt out after college, only then diagnosed with adhd and anxiety, and started looking into autism seriouslymy traits kinda reach both all the way to the left, and as far right as vocaloid, but i mostly just webcrawl random pages about economy, world news, chinese internet culture, cooking, and medical stuff. i only have a bit of social anxiety when it comes to people i know, more like i dont know what they want to talk about and i have no idea what original things to say because i just mirror their vibes because i know theyre not into weird niche shit like me. otherwise i can mask pretty well, im just tired of not knowing who i am.
>>43913688heres my thing. harry potter and danganronpa were more childhood things, but yeah its been hard to tell whats actually me from the masks i wear to fit in
is being a linux nerd gameover for male brained?>22 yo virgin autistic man moder
>>43912580can you post the sopranos casino meme, i havent seen it
(I used the newer template from another thread, forget which)
>>43909983autist 40 year old neet
>>43913654Think wokescolding or shipping debates. Most groups with male expressed autism are quite edge while female expressed autism is stiffling in how much you can differ from the group. It’s related to endless internal discourse
my mind is more masculine than most of my cis male friends, i dont know why the fuck i am the tranny
>>43914402maybe its not, but after years of overcompensating maybe that is just my personality now
>>43909983no (ftm)>fnaf not mentioned faketismis fnaf malebrained or fembrained?
>all these retards marking themselves as "Exceptionally high IQ" but also "NEET" or "Spotty employment"el mao
>>43914530i know this is going to sound self aggrandizing but this website is anonymous so fuck it.Everyone told me i was smart when i was young and i totally believed it, i went through HS and almost failed everything, i decided i probably wasn't but now looking back on the tinker projects i got up to and seeing as I can get good grades now that i take estrogen its a really weird feeling to realize that i really do have a gift most people don't have, but now it just feels like a responsibility more than anything because i dont want to let my family/the world down and i know life is really hard for trannies if you are not successful
>>43914546you can believe me or not but sometimes i get up to stuff and it almost makes me feel bad to show it off what i am up to too much because it just makes them feel like i am better than them, and i always used to have that "i am dumb" feeling and i still like everybody around me i dont want to make them feel bad because they are really nice and have done nothing but support me
>>43914546>>43914561i think society just values whatever i have too much, yes you probably want people like me to design your machinery but that's about it, i feel like everyone else deserves about the same as me but so much weight was placed on if i had it or did not and it does not really feel right to do that
>>43910093 waow me, i hate myself for traumadumping/infodumping and how loud i am. everyone hates me too
>>43914546>>43914561>>43914579maybe this was a fucking humblebrag, i am sorry, but i also kind of dont know what it means now that i am in this position of being the gigachad after being the random fuckup for so long
early 20s mtf, low-mid 130s iq (tested a couple times). self harm was when i was younger and headcanon is about real things not fiction>>43914511interesting results, tell me more abt urself>is fnaf malebrained or fembrained?very slightly malebrained but moreso generally lower iq autismbrained
>>43914530high iq is 100% compatible with being too retarded to hold down a job
>>43914745bragging about iq is correlated with not holding down a job
>>43914752see, you get it! being good at solving puzzles for an hour doesn't make me not a lazy incompetent piece of shit who can't govern my own life properly
>>43914758you should try to do something with your life, i thought i was kinda dumb desu and I was a loser until i wasn't and its a really weird feeling to realize i could actually do something interesting
>>43914776i'm putting it off by going to grad school 2bhnot sure i really want to go into academia but i don't want to go seriously looking for a job until i'm at least another year or 2 on e
>I can press a squiggly line buttons on a computer for hours at a time, this makes me smarter than you. (in theory)At least those people have some sort of skill, but most 4channers barely have hobbies or creative talents. There’s legit some low functioning special ed children that contribute more to society than them. It’s overall meaningless if you don’t apply it.
>>43909983dont know if i have autism or not just sorta picked stuff that applies to me. red is a yes yellow is a used to
>>43909983/NDgen/ server:https://discord.gg/VdUymv6wqD
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>>43915086never joining another tttt discord server.
>>43909983i dunno what to make of this. think i've picked up more feminine traits as i've got older
>>43910009hsts doesnt mean "attracted to men". you are agp with an emasculation fetish
I will never be a woman.
>ftmis it over for me
I hate my malebrained interests , I don’t deserve to pass desu
>>43915421forgot a few
>>43909983The way this is structured is really triggering my autism
>>43909983i honestly don't understand a lot of the male autism stuff despite being a "male autist" for 17 years of my life.
I don't know what most of this shit means. Anyone here know any good books about trains?
also why is there so many different font sizes and why isn't it in columns or rows or something I can't tell where half of these end or begin
When did Danganrompa become a girl autism thing
>>43909983what does this mean?
I tried turning it into a spreadsheet but I can't be bothered this is broiling my brain by how retarded it is, can anyone tell me what any of the stuff left means
>>43915966forgot to remove "hypochrondric" I assume that's just misspelled, I know what hypochondria is
The rest of these I'm just unsure of/unable to judge/still confused by what they mean.I'm not even autistic or gay and I got important things to do. IDK why'd I waste so much time on this. Fuck you OP and whoever made picrel.
>>43909983you tell me
is it fembrained or mailbrained for ur special interests to be true crime, serial killers, torture methods etc. ?
>>43916687>mailbrainedAnyway it's neither, it's a normie old person thing. People with nothing going in their life. It's boringbrained
>>43909983i've had people accuse me of being autistic for most of my life but i got officially tested and was shown i am not autistic so now i'm just confused. dont have adhd either. i'm some other unspecified version of neurodivergent. for instance, i love trains, guns, and hololive and i also write fanfiction on AO3 and have extremely fucking weird kinks like poop and farts
>>43916705Or maybe you just like things, and there's nothing wrong with you. Not everything is a diagnosis. You're allowed to just like things
>>43916705nasty. I don't believe in God but you should really pray.
>>43916705They call that masking
>>43909983I'm all over the place on this chart and not autistic am I fuckedTo clarify I was initially into the anime and fantasy games for gooning to the cute girls and the hack n' slash action (hi3 prime example) then changed to centering on lore and specific characters if that mattersalso grand strategy and sandbox games are basedt. current (returnee) undertale and deltatrooner
>>43917480Im just gonna be honest to you chief:you have autism. You are trans and into nerdy shit. Just no way you prefer being amongst 4chan autists instead of normoids without being at least some neurodivergency
>>43917499I might be fucked then cause I ended up hanging out with a family friend's autistic 8 year old kids irl somehow instead of getting actual friends my ageI'm not a pedo by the way I just listen to them talk about space n physics and tell them about touhou minecraft and computer viruses in return
>>43916744i mean i have been in therapy for 9 years of my life, there is something wrong with me>>43916817next time you poop, just think of me :)>>43917308i think it may be masking but i've gotten so good at it, it's just kinda my default now. most people when they meet me say i see very confident and i'm a good speaker. i was actually a manager at a grocery store for a while
>>43909983im very much right in the middle
>>43917661Not just shit, but anytime I see some sad sperg vtuber fan I'll think of you and associate the two.
>>43917712rent free
>>43917661>there is something wrong with meClearly, but that's not what I meant.The fact you like trains and guns doesn't mean you are neurodivergent it means you like trains and guns, like majority of men in the world. I'm counting trains as representation of machinery in general in that
>>43917812i literally am neurodivergent, just a more spicy kind. its a mix of OCD and schizoaffective
>>43917847I didn't say you weren't I said it doesn't correlate
>>43917862you have autism don't you anon
>>43917866no, I just like trains and guns
>>43917871do you ever feel like other people misunderstand you? like there's some sort of disconnect between you and other people?
>>43917888I'M NOT AUTISTIC REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Going really loose on the definitions here.
>>43917939>can't read half the shit you marked
>>43917952Yeah, the in built photo editing app on this phone fucking sucks, but I cba to download a better one.Had to switch between the pic in this thread and the one I was editing because of it.
BLArtAestheticsSensory IssuesSHFanficReligionGatekeepingHypochondriacAndrophillicCollectingHCOther than gatekeeping I am embarrassingly female autism, which is good. I already knew I was pretty female brained though, I only got along with boys in school due to devious levels of masking.
>>43909983transfem twink enby, do I autism pass as being somewhat neutral?
>>43909983I wouldn't consider myself autistic by any stretch of the imagination, and for a lot of this, I didn't really know what to fill out. For example, "compartimentalized masking". Does that just mean I know when not to talk about things and when to do so? I don't like the word "masking" because it seems overly pathologizing and inseparable from autism, but I do change my behavior a lot depending on who I am around (like most people do), and I always feel like I am pretending to be someone else entirely when interacting with others, so much so that I feel almost ashamed for betraying my true self after the fact. I have been accused of being hypervigilant before, both directly and indirectly. This mostly comes from back when I was in school and when I still had friends, I would oftentimes point things out to people and almost all of the time nobody else would observe it, unless it was something like a woman's ass, which I myself wouldn't even pay attention to unless someone pointed directly at it or it was very big. I also just feel like I don't really have any more than a passive interest in anything, so "hyperfixations" don't apply to me. I used red to indicate interests or behavioural patterns that still apply to me and dark red to indicate ones that would have applied when I was younger. I used to exclusively wear sweatpants and cut the tags off of all of my clothes because I couldn't stand how it felt against my skin, alongside a couple of other minor things, but I grew out of it by the time I was 13 and also that's just common for most kids and not enough to be indicative of any sensory issues.
>>43909983>into the fantasy genre for their characters the fuck does this even mean? How are fantasy characters meaningfully different from any other characters
>>43918469>the fuck does this even meanMy guess is that it's the opposite of "into fantasy for their lore, themes, politics". In other words, low fantasy vs high fantasy.Like, picture someone who is into Harry Potter because of Dramione, rather than sperging out about the time travelling.
"Autistic girls don't flirt, they just stare at you and anthropologically study you."FFS I guess I have autism and it passes
>>43918562>a reddit meme, made by a tranny, says I'm actually a woman for realsies you guysI'd say something but frankly regular women are also this retarded and pathetic, so I guess good for you Anon
>>43909983gendered interests are a meme
>>43918469A lot of this is lateral thinking and meant to be understood based on vibes. But yes sorry it's vague. What I'm trying to say is that people who have a more stereotypical expression of autism tends to like fantasy worlds and can endlessly talk about their systems, their lore, the worldbuilding, how one important guy conquered X or Y. In more stereotypical female expressed autism as seen on like Tumblr or whatever, the fantasy genre is used as a vehicle for interesting characters. Take Astarion for example. His existence is unthinkable in the modern world. You need a fantasy setting to have fun little goblin men and gay vampires. These people endlessly talk and draw and ship these fantasy characters. They don't talk about the deep world lore. That's the difference. When looking at the fantasy genre, we see once again, the books that focus on worlds and lore are more read by men. The ones that just use the world as a vehicle for unique characters are more read by women.
>>43918153>"compartimentalized masking"This refers to people who are their autistic selves around select people or the internet. Just completely aware they're a bit strange. Then they go outside and mask all their weird ideas and traits. Perfectly falls in line with the average 4channer who may or may not consider themselves autistic. This is in contrast to people that either don't mask, or mask at all times even within their own household, online, to a partner, or other autists when such a thing is not needed. Stuff like hypervigilance is more ADHD. It's just traits of ADHD are often included in autistic people that fall in the middle.
>>43918076>ReligionI feel like this one needs more explaining. It seems to be that more male-expressed people tend to really delve deep into theology and metaphysics or even just endless (a)theist debates. Women are more into religion and spirituality to understand people better and to give them some structure in life. For them it's more about how spirituality works in practiceOne cares about the transubstantiation of the eucharist, the other about how the different vibes in churches and the social structures within.
>>43915678>>43915706>>43915966Feel free to ask about any entree. I do think I didn't represent them well. Bit lazy since this type of autist is what people think of when they hear autist. >>43915421>>43915509Looks like a very balanced person. I feel like I should say that I have seen very feminine cis women fall within train autist and all their tidbits. And I've seen otherwise very masculine cis men have fandom autism. It's just a way to predict the type of autist you have in front of you.
>>43914530High IQ above 130 is a legit disability. I won't sperg too much but a lot of IQ is how much external stuff you internalise. If your brain is always open 100% to information then sure reading a book will make you pick up on a lot of info but it's virtually impossible to have high IQ and not have sensory issues. High IQ is it's own neurodivergency and they often underperform at school if not supported for it. I know it's bait but I like for other people to become interested in it.
>>43909983>Undertale is fembrainedFucking lol, UTDR is entirely propped up by trannies
>>43918928what's>thought policing>flat affect>brainbleed>contextual humour>the cohort thing>classical autismand why is apergers in quoutes, most of this is probably just language barrier and me not being very smart
>>43919009>Thought policingis the tendency to moralise people into staying into a coherent group. Think of something like wokescolding. But it can also be endlessly debating about pro or anti shipping positions. Generally speaking, these communities have endless discourse. More male-expressed autists don't really care if someone throws a slur around. They can debate interests and sperg about videogames and if information is correct, but they don't sperg out if you're following the in-group moral system as much.>Flat affectrefers to a way of speaking and showing emotion. Flat affect is basically just a train autist monologuing in a monotone voice. I personally know a woman who was diagnosed with "classical autism" who never showed any emotion when speaking even when she was happy or distressed. Very very sweet person and very feminine. Don't let the position on the chart fool you.>Brainbleedis a term used to describe the kind of mental pain you receive when you see someone being more autistic than you. Contrapoints made a video called "cringe" where she kind of mentions how people obsessed with Chris Chan are kind of Chris Chan themselves. It's a bit like that. People tend to say they cringe when someone stubs their toe or makes a social blunder. But brain bleed specifically, that is the more slowcutting thing you can’t stop as you see someone be autistic over and over again constantly and you can’t stop it. It’s hemorrhaging your brain as it’s been lacerated over and over again with every autism moment made right before your eyes. it is the defining reason why masked autists deny to themselves that they have it. >Contextual humourWhen looking at Tumblr you will see that they have a highly specific way of writing and their own grammar structures,, like.. the grammar is the emotions. It's something you need to pick up on. It's highly contextual and it is all part of the humour and the timing of the joke. I should rename it to in-group focused humour.
>>43918625A channer made it
>>43919009>Cohort thingI made this chart because autism is not well represented at all. Especially women fall through the cracks a lot. Know all the train time tables? You're autistic. Know all the horses and how they work at 7? Well, you're just a girl. Cohen's cohort refers to a guy called Cohen that studied autists and came to the conclusion that autism is an "ultra male brain". Because IMO he only studied train autists. He only looked at men and women that had a very stereotypical way of expressing their autism and socially they will come across as very masculine or androgynous for women. But when you take a look at fandom autism, you will see that a lot of autists are actually HYPERFEMININE. Much more than neurotypical women in a way. So yes. It's a little sperg out gripe I personally have with Cohen's theory and I want to kill the brainworms associated with an autism diagnosis for mtfs. >Classical autismBack in the day before autisms were all rolled into one condition we used to have a lot of sub-types. One of these is "classical autism". It's really all about being a bit slow on language and social skills. As opposed to something like aspergers where you are super duper smart. Classical autism is basically renamed to train autist here and culturally dissected in how they're expressed. Aspergers would be expressed around the middle of the chart. On a personal note, I think the subtypes of autism brought a lot of flavour to it. Even if it would be wrong, I just want people to know I'm a huge sperg and WILL endlessly talk and type and will GET ANGRY over random shit I care about.
>>43919129>>43919182Thanks, Anon. Actually looked up thought policing earlier and got a similar definition but it didn't seem right in the context
>>43918076not just you but, what do you guys actually mean by hypochondriac? i dont get it, i get extremely curious and like to research about what might structurally be behind my medical issues, but at no point am i anxious about survival because of every small thing. this must be some extreme woman behavior
>>43918684huh. the more you know. guess im more into the woman type one? whichever that one is. i couldnt be assed to play anything more complex than a well-doing but mischievous thief/cheapskate in any dynamic narrative type game. mostly because i want to both have the good endings but also have the uncontrollable urge to yoink and hoard every utility and valuable item in sight. in fictional media im definitely more focused on the characters though
>>43919472It's one of the vaguest entries and kind of for a reason since it's a bit of a cognitohazard. The way autism works is that most people have no clue whatsoever whats wrong with them. They will read about BPD, NPD, ADHD, trauma, personality types, astrology, sheep intestines, fucking ANYTHING that might fit them and what can help them become "normal" and "functional". However, the autistic mind, for very complicated reasons that I won't get into now, tends to BECOME the symptoms and illnesses they read about. Normies also work this way, there is this common meme where normies act sick to get out of school and then actually feel a bit sick because they larped so well. But autists are extra susceptible to this. Look it up. It goes a bit further than that. Autists have more "somatic pain" too. They can talk themselves into having pain that's not actually there. But yea lots of autists go from trying out one disorder to the other, and every time it just becomes so SO possible and then the symptoms drop when they stop paying attention. It's diabolical how this can go on for decades before someone decides on autism and it finally all makes sense. It's more in the middle because autists on the left and right have a more defined idea of self and their own inner feelings and sensations. It is autists in the middle that are more searching-for and easily swayed by becoming things they find cool or engage in.
>>43919893Little addendum but the same thing happens in BPD people. Borderline is characterized by being "a bit of everything". It has overlap with a shit ton of disorders, including hypochondriac. They too eternally seek wtf is wrong with them and why they aren't functional and will temporarily be filled in by whatever they read about and then it will go past them when something new arrives. This is not related and just me sperging about stuff. Open to any questions but I will go to sleep for now
i don't call myself enby atm bc people would see me as a theymab, but when i have ffs I'm gona come outand i think im malebrained bc my interests are metal, goth and punk music, gothic literature, horror movies and things alike
>>43920180those things aren't malebrained get real
>>43920180ohh and im a gatekeeper >>43920208i listened metal for around 2000 hours since a year ago, mostly atmospheric but even those are malebrained. but ik gothic literature, horror movies, punk and goth music is fembrained
As said here, an interest isn't inherently male or female. It is the reason behind it and what you focus on >>43918684 .When it comes to music, men just tend to obsess more over albums and bands and categorizing their genres. Women are more swayed by the aesthetics of the band members and will post much more about the human side. One likes the band Kino, the other will take a Viktor Tsoi as their profile picture.I can go on endlessly about any specific topic. Even just fucking Sonic has gender differences. It is autistic women that tend to make AMV's or memes where he personifies autism. Autistic men care more about the sonic world and how the games have become terrible. Neither play the games, but the enthusiasm is there.
>>43909983hey sisters, I laughed at most of the memes on the right...does that mean I'm pawtistic?
I wasn't out to my therapist or the psychs doing my assessment but when I showed her the eval she actually remarked how unusually "female presenting" my autism was for a "guy"
didnt notice it until im just now posting but i absolutely love danganronpa especially kyoko
>>43909983does it?
>>43909983Autistic cis girl here. This chart is pretty inaccurate for other neurodivergent girls and me, who I grew up with. Most autistic women tend to have more normal mainstream interests. For me, it was always fashion, music, and psychology. The most niche it got was arcane; for other friends, it was similar to me, but with art and HTTYD. Most of us love Pinterest and just have our interests on there. Autism isn't really our identity,y just one aspect of us. Regarding IQ, most autistic women in my family have high-average to above-average IQs and are more socially adaptable than autistic men.We actually care about our appearances and social norms, unlike men.Also, AI could tell a male autistic brain from a female autistic brain 87% of the time, and that was due to brain activity and structure, which can be impacted as young as eight weeks when testosterone changes the brain.
Also, the chart signifies that more masculine people have higher IQs and associate femininity with less intelligence. This is incredibly misogynistic. Since the group in the middle aligns with more stereotypically masculine traits and what would be considered "male-brained"
>>43922672similar happened to me
>>43909983>Tall, androgynous, anxious, nearsighted and nerdyman fuck you
>>43923185Its almost like it was made by a coping trannoid for other coping trannoids to keep the circlejerking bubble going
>>43922672Whats your IQ
>>43909983Unironically I think this graph just made me feel 1%less dysphoric my autism is almost exclusively on the right hand side sweet
>>43923493>>43923989point in case, this is just so unbelievably pathetic
>>43923989This is bullshit. Most autistic women have normal interests and not those weird interests on the right-hand side or any side of the graph
>>43923929128, probably higher though because I was on quetiapine and felt like a zombie the day I was tested
>>43924144Are you pursuing a degree or anything, or is the intelligence going to waste on random forums?
>>43924150I have a degree in physics but it was kinda nerfed in school by depression. I have a few publications and stuff but none of that has really translated to employment
>>43909983No.
>>43924026Define normal autist shit
>>43918928>Looks like a very balanced personthanxs, though should mention despite receiving a late diagnosis for aspergers / asd when I was 17 dont necessarily identify with the autism label. indifferent to being perceived as autistic vs my struggle of schizoid tendencies (also diagnosed at 17 and reconfirmed at 22) resulted in a lot of isolation from other girls during childhood. Other dysphoric problems aside its partially why I felt transitioning was right because that function is more prevalent amongst cisgender men in my anecdotal analysis of peoples behaviour, albeit could concede its likely very underdiagnosed for cis women like autism was for a long time. You may want to add that in the middlish zone of your chart =)
>>43924417I already did, most of us like fashion, music, psychology, and art, lmfao. Most girls I know likeEven autistic girls find hazbin hotel enjoyers weird asf
>>43923146It’s bad bait but I will respond anyway before some tard starts believing it.>blablabla you don’t know womenHalf my friends are autistic cis women and I saw a whole range of them in my life.>Fashion, music, psychologyAll included in the “most female autists” part of the chart. The fandom Hazbin Hotellers are generally speaking more autistic.>Autism isn’t our identityThe more you move to the right of the chart, the more autism becomes part of identity. It’s why I included autism memes and autism gender.>blabla high IQ and socially adaptableHigh IQ autists tend to be geared towards the middle and they are the most socially adapted. You don’t seem to be disagreeing with the chart on any point>>43923185High IQ trends towards the middle and is associated with better masking techniques. Lower IQ is on both ends.>>43923404Common phenotype when I went to autism school. >>43924026The people on the far right do exists and they’re women for the most part. MOST WOMEN however are at “most female autists” part. I know I’m engaging with a samefag but I can’t help but not bite>>43924487Yes which is why a lot of autistic women love snark, lolcow, farms communities. They get brainbleed from seeing unaware loud female autists and bully them. Partly to feel better, partly to get them to a place of self-hatingly awareness
Dear autists, read - How to handle neurotypicals: A field survival guide for the neurodivergent
>>43924644Still, the centre comes across as male-focused. Probably important to mention here that IQ tests work differently on neurodivergent individuals or are very varied, as in extremely high in certain areas and vice versa.
>>43924644Also, I don't bully low-masking/high-support needs autistic women. I actually befriended them and tried to help, but some ended up being emotionally abusive at best. The only thing that embarrasses me about autistic people is the "gender ideology" slop.
>>43924644>>blablabla you don’t know women>Half my friends are autistic cis women and I saw a whole range of them in my life.I'M an autistic cis woman. I think I know them a bit better than you...
>>43909983unlike the japanese one which was based on actual demographic surveys this is just pulled out of your ass
>>43909983>speedrunning>malehave you been to a speedrunning event before? there's a huge amount of transgirls and there's even some cis girls
>>43909983the annoyed replies make me like it even more
>>43909983All I know is that the layout of this image is annoying me, and I can't be fucked to figure out where I sit on it, but I am an actual diagnosed autist post doc in a niche of engineering
>>43909983Why do autists have a higher chance of personality disorders?
>>43926013didnt mean to cross out yaoi/bl that should be grey
>>43925824>huge amount of transgirlsso... it is male then?
>>43926013>>43926020forgot to clarify iq is like 115 so i crossed out both.also i do think this chart is just sort of a pulled it out of your ass situation...
>>43923146>>43923185>Also, the chart signifies that more masculine people have higher IQs and associate femininity with less intelligence I think OP's intention was left/right = extreme for each gender, middle left/right = average for each, center = average for everyone, so then it wouldn't be sexist to have the IQ stuff there. But then there are some weird choices like also putting racist and misanthropic qualities in the middle as well so I just assume it's more malice>Most autistic women tend to have more normal mainstream interests. For me, it was always fashion, music, and psychology.I get the point you're making but it's funny you use this example when 2 of those are directly under "most female autistics".>The most niche it got was arcane; for other friends, it was similar to meI mean I knew a girl in highschool who pretended to be a cat and another who was obsessed with anime and did the Naruto run in gym class and greeted people with "konnichiwa." You, being relatively normal, probably just didn't associate with these types as much.
Me personally, I am SPQR retvrn avtistic tranny
I think history is way more malebrained than fembrained
>>43925193>>43925218>>43925287Did not read>>43925824Speedrunning fits this particular cloud of symptoms that TENDS to happen more in men. >>43925911ADHD and autistic people usually have rough childhoods, more sensitivity to rejection and lastly the identity diffusion from masking makes them more pliable to the symptoms and behaviours of personality disorders. It's more seen in people in the middle because of said masking and because of the fact people in the middle let in people and their thoughtforms more. Left and right both have more rigid impenetrable minds.
>>43926042I pulled all of this out of my ass. Empirical schizoposts are what truly makes us understand a condition better than the DSM ever could. >>43926616>MaliceIt's just that a lot of autistic people fall for weird ideologies and spot patterns in controversial stuff while also not caring much what the rest of society thinks. Many people joke trannies and chuds are the same. They're just both autistic. The type of autism usually expressed on sites like this.They're also more misanthropic. I don't see train autists or fandom autists go on long huge rants how normies and Chad and Stacey work deep down and why everything is shit because of it. People in the middle trend towards a negative view of normies and society.
>>43926738This. Return to Cybele.>>43926926It's like the fantasy example, men and women are interested in history for different reasons. Just being into history isn't very meaningful and the chart fails to account for that. Autistic men prefer the big changes, the wars, the political moves, the generals, the economic changes. Women trend towards fashion and daily life and art and the different aesthetics. Here is an example of Rome autists:Middle left of spectrum:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUyPjwqNRQAMiddle to middle right of spectrum:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qXQopue9fOE
>>43909983hmmmalso a good chunk of this is very obviously socialisation, ive been all over this chart depending on age and friend group sex
>>43925824lol how did the afabs end up there
>>43925824>ADHD and autistic people usually have rough childhoods, more sensitivity to rejection and lastly the identity diffusion from masking makesmood
>>43927471I think most special interests are open to autists, it's all about finding those patterns and reducing uncertainty. Generally speaking people still engage in them in the same way: highly systematising or highly emphasizing.How about the neurological stuff like sensory issues to textures or food? Did hypervigilance ever change? It usually does just a bit throughout your life depending on how many stressors someone's got. Though, I have never seen female train autists ever go wildly expressive or sensitive to stimuli even after years of hanging out with fandom autists. The reverse is also something I've never seen.
Guys what is my personality based on this post history?https://archiveofsins.com/lgbt/search/text/virgin%20autistic%20moder%7Cmanmoder>virgin autistic man moder
>>43928355Nobody's reading all that
why does everyone hate me. I am not welcoming in any lgbt place I go to. I hate my life, I don't exist.
>>43928512It's not like you seem to care about anyone else either.
>>43928512You are asking people to study your post history and do all the work instead of just summarising it and making it easier to engage with
>>43928342wtf does systematising vs emphasizing mean
>>43928605Whoops, I meant empathising. Systematising and empathising are different approaches to special interests and how to categorise information. Systematising is where you create systems out of information, endlessly ordering stuff around to make the systems around you predictable. Can be train time tables or even how Zelda timelines would work. Empathising is trying to predict humans, characters and their behaviours so other people and society become more predictable. Generally speaking, certain special interests just work better if you trend towards systematising, like trains. And other special interests just work better with emphatising, like psychology. This chart I made is loosely systematising because it's not concrete, it's still vibey, and it's about people and their behaviour. So it's right in the middle of systematising and empathising expressions of autism. So two type of approaches can find themselves into the same topic. History can be both systematised and empathised for. It is perfectly possible to take a systematising approach to women's fashion or an empathising approach to trains. This is why it annoys me when someone goes "oh no my special interest is something male/fem-brained". NO, it is the WAY you interact with said interest that's important to how stereotypically expressed your autism is. I added specific special interests as vibe words so people understand the trend. But two people will focus on very different things for the same topic. /his/ is different than #history on Tumblr
>>43928693dang I do bofa
>>43928724Would you say you fall somewhere around the middle in the chart?
>>43928739let's see>exceptionally high iqmeme tests say 120-135-140 maybe? so probably 100ish with some bits being decently better, some noticeably worse>hypervigilancepart-time, other times being retardedly oblivious>gdnah, thank fuck I don't have that at least>hspye>soc anxiety neet hikiback in the day, now got bigger impediments that are the first blockers. thankfully not in a situation where i can be a neet any more>rsdmucho>extremely perceptive of (((patterns)))some yes, probably retardedly oblivious to others>the other stuffyeah sure maybe somewhat. basically mixed bag since I have a few of the fem things, a few of the masc things, and had a decent bit of the mid things
>>43909983Please rate>nonbinary>sex repulsed>trauma and infodump others>gets called cute and sweet idk how true it is>HSP, possibly ADHD>OCD>can socialize fine but dislikes getting too close because people are a pain to deal with>people pleaser>neoplatonism>astrology and tarot>shumps and other arcade genres>Tabletop RPG>BL/Yaoi>Headcanons>likes fantasy because of lore, theme, and politics
>>43909983>Linux>programming>imposter syndrome>slowpoke & perfectionist>lots of interests (drawing, music making, game dev, language learning), never pursues them>wastes time watching videos on YT instead, YT content as main source of info>wastes time on Wikipedia articles about linguistics>asocial, social-curious>no drama>brainfartdump>dad jokes & situational humor>socially awkward political takes>unfiltered>furry, loli, guro>open world games>denpa & 2hu arranges>industrial>taijiquan
>>43928878annoying fag out of 10
>>43929065Lmao why
>>43909983i suppose i'm average. however, i'm pretty sure i'm schizotypal or schizoaffective and not autistic.
>>43929041its kinda interesting that like . most ""edgy"" people are kinda drama-less. never made the connection but all the ppl i know irl that are into guro and that sort of stuff dont really get into arguments>>43928878was gonna ask if something bad happened to you growing up but this really just reads like the average autist. or like an average kind of autist>>43909983i did play some hearts of iron when i was in highschool but thats because i had a crush on a guy who played a lot of it. pretty sure he hated me. i did an IQ test when i got diagnosed with autism and my working memory score was so low it made my overall score unintelligible so idkkk what that means for the overall iq score stuff on here t. mtf
>>43929387>nonbinary>trauma and infodump others>HSP, possibly ADHD>OCD>gets called cute and sweet idk how true it is>can socialize fine but dislikes getting too close because people are a pain to deal withthe phrasing alone on those two>people pleaser>astrology and tarot>BL/Yaoi>Headcanons
>>43909983Either I pass excellently or this was made by a trans person wanting to feel better about their autism. I assume the latter