QOTT: Have you ever used borderlien catfishy pics on dating apps or discord or similiar? has one of your sisters catfished you?last:>>43909149▶Info:What to do if I am bored? https://rentry.org/mtfginfo1What is my fave color? https://rentry.org/mtfginfo2Spaghetti Info Dump: https://pastebin.com/7MMaN94p▶Hormones:Soup Information: https://rentry.org/mtfghrtFor additional Jail information, please visit >>>/lgbt/hrtgenCrime Level Information: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htmInformed Crime Providers: https://web.archive.org/web/20161219123149/https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf▶Style/Passing:Fashion Guides (Videos): https://rentry.org/mtfgfashionBasic Skincare and Makeup: https://rentry.org/mtfgskinmakeupI'm tall! Where can I find clothes that fit?: https://rentry.org/mtfgclothesVoice Videos/Training: https://rentry.org/mtfgvoiceBeauty Diagrams: https://web.archive.org/web/20180609105528/http://imgur.com/r/BeautyDiagrams/newMakeup Tutorial: https://web.archive.org/web/20230516071228/https://imgur.com/a/JO33K/Size charts: https://web.archive.org/web/20170108070652/http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pants https://web.archive.org/web/20150627085242/https://www.nationalworkwear.com/size_conversion_chart.phpVoice Training: https://pastebin.com/fG8pFyxD▶Misc:Trans women have woman brains (Video): https://rentry.org/mtfgbrainMTF Timelines: https://catbox.moe/c/afyn1tTransition timelines: https://web.archive.org/web/20170331232820/http://imgur.com/a/qWpxvStreaming Room: queup.net/join/mtfgHoly Mantis: http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m25606MEXb1qa135ko1_250.gifIRC Channel: irc.rizon.net #mtfgdiscord hugbox: https://discord.gg/XmsWNRPu63
what's a borderline catfishy pic? if you mean I take a flattering picture that's not reflective of how I look at every moment of real life yes obviously
Finally got my orchie.. I feel like I've been nothing but happy since.>qottNope I don't use dating apps and most of my photos are from candid angles on normies social media. I use flattering photos but I don't really effort to angles or anything like that. >Has one of your sisters catfished youNo, the closest ever was when I hooked up with a girl who had gained like 100 pounds since she took the picture she sent me. Does that count?
>QOTTof course i have. especially on the internet where i want to escape my life. i've never used filters, because they don't suspend my disbelief, but anglefrauding absolutely does. yay for anglefrauding!
>>43920774Yea in reality im hideous but I always use one of many angles that fully hides my grotesquery :^)
>>43921301do you get phantom ball itch with an orchie
kill the spawn of saturn
>>43922372thats literally all the olympian gods though. what do you have against them?
I did my injection today and im already worrying a little about next week's>>43920774I tucked in my tummy and pulled up my skirt for one in a hook up app. I had relaxed full bodies though, but I made the skirt my front pic. Got me a lot more messages than the authentic ones after
>>43920774> Have you ever used borderlien catfishy pics on dating apps or discord or similiar?if you arent anglefrauding on dating apps you arent doing it rightFunny enough the hour after I made an account on one of those apps I matched with someone who immediately asked "are you ftm". not too sure how I feel about that
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you just smear that shit on and when you think you're done keep going
>>43920774has anyone here taken lexapro for anxiety? I only have anxiety in social situations and when ruminating. I was given a script but I'm too scared to take them. The side effects and the whole thing where it takes a few months to taper off.
>>43920774I look so cute every time I see myself in the mirror but in photos I’m ugly. Idk how to explain that.
>>43922793watch a tutorialbest advice i can give is put your eyelid into a position where you won't flinch. i like holding my eyelid open with my other hand as i do it for stability
>>43922865because photos turn 3d into 2d and are heavily reliant on lighting
>>43922896Ok but why don’t they do that to other people…
Basically, I want either to become a woman or to die.
how do I get my bf to stop touching my dick?I've asked him to, told him it's physically uncomfortable, but he keeps doing itthe worst part is how swollen it is after, like at least be gentle fuck
>>43924183stop having it
>>43924324it's stuck on there pretty hard I can't exactly put it away in a drawer
>>43924183The absolute worst. Penis becomes horribly swollen and painful after moid hands have grabbed it roughly.Not during sexy time, but during normal time, you need to very clearly state to your bf you do not like this happening. Tell him how upsetting it is for you, and how its an important boundary that helps you feel safe.If after saying that to him, he continues to do it, he doesn't love you or care about you.
>>43924183You got hard after?
>>43924444I've talked to him about it but when we get into it he just starts touching it anyway, mostly just jerking or frotting but like you said, rough.>>43924490not hard, swollen - like puffy and wide, sore
I bought some womens clothing for the first time in 15 years. Only to wear around the house though.
it's completely evil how expensive ffs relative to how simple it islift the skin flap, shave down a bit of bone, if humans didn't pass out from intense pain i could simply do it myself i think, but no, tens of thousands of dollars.
>>43920774>qottEveryone angle frauds if they can get away with it
>>43924541I had a moid like this before. I assume you're on estrogen?It makes the penis very delicate. Cis moids masterbate roughly and they assume thats how everyone else likes it. Its a sign of low empathy that you've told him but he continues to not listen.You face a choice now, either you accept you dont matter, your safety and comfort doesnt matter and your boundaries dont matter, or you leave.
>>43924630>accept you dont matter, your safety and comfort doesnt matter and your boundaries dont matterstop making it sound hot
>>43924630>I assume you're on estrogen?yeah for a few years now>either you accept you dont matter, your safety and comfort doesnt matter and your boundaries dont matter, or you leaveehh I feel like that's a bit extreme, most cis guys don't seem to listen to their partners in bedit is what it is though, I can keep his hands away if he's busy getting a bj or fucking me
>>43920774>QOTT: Have you ever used borderlien catfishy pics on dating appsI struggle with this because I want to give an accurate representation of myself but I also want to get matches. And like >>43924609 said its probably ok if everyone else is doing it too? Its not like I want to handicap myself on purpose if everyone else are being liar cheating anglefrauders
>>43922390the one deserves a slow death chocked by his brother until the eyeballs pop
theory true
I’ve always been on DIY HRT for 5 years but am trying to schedule self pay SRS. Most places seem to want some documentation of being on HRT for over a year. Anyone have an idea of what they want? Is it just a letter from a doctor saying that, my dr would probably write one, or is there some proof of prescription required? Same for a gender dysphoria diagnosis, do I just have to go see a psych to get a letter?
>>43925702requirements i've seen for ffs/orchi were 2 letters from wpath certified therapist + psychnobody's asked for proof of hrt but they do insist on those signed letters as a prereqthats in the US, not sure about elsewhere
>>43924586become a surgeon then
>>43925886Apparently Thailand requires something to show it.
>>43925960sort of a transmed>tits or gtfokek
when i went to get my letters the therapist got really mad and corrected me when i called it a sex change and told me to call it a vaginoplasty but that has way less aura than just saying sex changei ended up flaking and my letters expired anyway sob sob sob
QOTT: are u dumb? theyre all catfishy pics… im chopped…
How do I act more feminine?I live in a country where HRT is hard to ge, but I want to at least prement myself a little more feminine. I am somewhat androgynous looking, bt my moves and gestures are quite masculine and "wide".I guess I can do this when I'm mindefull about it, but I want it to become part of me.
>>43926363why is your the rapist autistic
Is there any complete medical text - I'm talking textbook tier stuff - on gender affirming care? All inclusive, everything from talk therapy to SRS type omnibus book.
>>43926620Official guidance for doctors is to make shit up as they're going along and winging it.
>>43926789I love medicine by vibes but I feel like someone would've written the book just to write and thereby sell the book yknow
I'm going to eat a lot of carrots so I turn orange
>>43926868Being serious tho you could ask Chat GPT? it might give you a good answer?
>>43926991Orange man bad
>>43927012I loathe AI more than you can comprehend so I shan't be doing that. Guess I'll just trawl pubmed some more.
>>43927037I did it for you and it said : Standards of Care for the Health of Transgender and Gender Diverse People Version 8Produced by World Professional Association for Transgender Health
>>43927054I'm upset but thank you.
>>43922905it does happen to normal people they just arent aways as dysphoric
ic-26 desu
>>43926620ferrando's comprehensive care
I already asked gaygen (No i'm not Paige) but what is the most satisfying dildo size?
>>43927871the one that is the exact size and shape of your partner who you love's penis
>>43927888>your partner who you love:(
>>43927899yeah
>>43927888are you saying good sex depends on having some sort of fun and enjoyable social dynamic with someone instead of a penis that lines up to hit your prostate at a specific angle?
I dont have a boyfriend I just want to know how many inches of plastic cock feel the best... pls...
>>43928001yeah
>>43928025for me its 7 inches of anatomically correct dog dick with a knot on the end
>>43928050i'll look into it
tfw you ask for a haircut and it looks nothing like what you wanted
tfw you ask (didn't ask actually) for a corporeal form and it looks nothing like what you wanted
How're you tranmsgingers doin Today? Good i hope! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NLLLbjU0Kk
>>43928175enjoying some music keeping it calm gib skewer
>>43928248Same same, come visit have all you wan :)
https://youtu.be/wuota6fD9b4
>>43928399Damn, good emo. Also mood :^)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQEY1gPeZgk
>>43928442https://youtu.be/ME6SxA7AfSc
>>43928558https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCOe4x-LXcEHave a hanky ready, these usually make you sad :)
What would be the worst fucking playlist? Genre wise at least.
>>43928072itll only be a few weeks no worriesu check out threads 4 trans or nah its where i found my stylist, i feel awkward as hell but they got pride flags n shit up at tha salon i found so
>>43922116Dont you still have part of the sack?I assume thats what actually gets itchy
>>43928648Death metal
>>43928648https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cWDtkynl1QkOr this genre
>>43928697lmao
>>43928733Was a gremlin recc
>>43928667>>43928697these do seem impossible desu
Extreme social anxiety tranny here, I have to go to a new doctor soon and don’t even know how to bring up being trans. I’d like to get blood work (and hormone scripts) if possible, but don’t even know how to broach the subject without crying. I’ve been on HRT like 4 years sometimes legit sometimes DIY.I feel like it’s easier with a male doctor but I feel disgusting to bring it up to a female doctor even more, but for blood work and stuff I guess I should IDK.
>>43928862drink, I always drink before any doctor's appointment. I had to go see a dermatologist about a growth on my calf the other year that I thought might be cancerous and I got drunk first because it would've been embarrassing otherwisehonestly I find drinking makes most of the things wrong with my brain better at least long enough for me to go take care of things I need to
>>43920774>qottluckily im short so i can just naturally anglefag to hide my massive jaw bone and double chin
>>43928900Uh I have to drive to get there nona, good idea though otherwise.
>go to the Asian grocery store with a drink isle that rivals Tokyo kombini>buy delicious drinks and snack>go to the Japanese arcade>play dense de go and pop’n musicToronto is so based です
>>43929009even better>>43929055unless they have onigiri/bento like you'd get in japan it's just a pale imitation I'm afraid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VeAXLO00OFoI would like to be able to sing like chet baker. Never before have I heard someone sing almost exclusively in a male chest range yet sound so approachably feminine.
>>43929093The grocery stores have bentos and onigiri but the onigiri are 4 dollars each and I’d rather spend that at the arcade desu desu
>>43929156bro, Muse? CAKE? every 80s singer ever?
>>43929229>almost exclusively in a male CHEST rangeAlso, are we thinking of the same cake? John McCrea doesn't have a feminine timbre at all.
>>439292214 bucks if they're any good sounds cheap as hell wtf
>>43929279idk what a chest range is
>>43929290I D K nano-chan, they used to be like, 2.50 at most just a few years ago. Inflation hit the prepared food market hard. Stupid capitalism, baaaaaaka. Also I’m just cheap desu
is it normal to feel like killing yourself after a haircutI just want to cry it looks so bad
does my ass pass at all?only 3 months hrt, need to go from 190lbs to 130lbs.https://litter.catbox.moe/yf5y1ma7oq36tvkt.jpg
>>43929330why not make your own rice balls
>>43929334Yeah bad haircuts suck :( don’t kill yourself tho it grows back
>>43929311Well I expect you've never done speech training If you're AMAB and don't sing/haven't feminized your voice, chest voice is basically where you speak and is best contrasted with head voice or falsetto, which is kinda flutey sound you get when doing a mickey mouse impressionDeveloped singers are good at "bridging" their head and chest voices into a unified, even timbre. This is what Matt Bellamy of Muse is doing basically all the time. John McCrea does literally the opposite of this where he basically never goes above his chest register and more or less just talk things.If you listen to the Baker I posted you'll hear the range he's singing in is almost exclusively a place where your average male could just speak the pitch and sound natural, but he's making it sound feminine in the process. That's the unique sound I'm talking about.
>>43929345I tried before and really messed up. I saw that you can buy the seaweed and plastic ready to go online so I’m a get some and try again
>>43929330oh I know I mean I've just been taking inflation on the chin for so long that any prepared food less than 5 bucks sounds incredible to methat said I've been to canadia and I couldn't live there why is liquor so fucking expensive>>43929345me personally I cook 95% of my meals but I really like having access to prepared food that isn't going to turn the contents of my stomach into the entirety of blighttown or make me stare at my banking app in despair later
>>43929363yeah I've never needed to>>43929353it's like I know that, but I look horrible now and I'll never look not horrible because regardless of my hairstyle, I'll always be ugly. this just puts a fine point on it>>43929371gl, it really isn't too hard once you get the hang of it honestly most of the time I don't even make a ball I just put the filling on top of some rice in a bowl and eat it like that, bc I don't need to take it anywhere lol
>>43929398>yeah I've never needed toREPLY TO MORE OF THE POST THAN THAT I WANT TO TALK ABOUT SINGING
>>43929412https://voca.ro/1kXPOH5vMixFidk how to sing but I do it anywayis the head voice or falsetto when your voice cracks
>>43929453Hey you're not bad for someone who doesn't sing. Silent night is my grandmother's favorite christmas song. And you do sound super feminine until the low note, I can't do that sound.The only real difference between head voice and falsetto is how it sounds, if your voice cracks it's usually going to sound falsetto-y.
>>43929478stille nacht was my oma's favorite too, my opa preferred o tannenbaum. he was a really good operatic type singer>until the low note, I can't do that sound.oof tfw man voice confirmedthat's about as deep as I can go thoughdo you study singing, like professionally?
>>43929334Sometimes when I have too high expectations or bad rng, Luckily you can always cut it again and hair grows back. I recently cut my own hair and it looks soo bad lol I got too cocky>>43929055I wanna go to Canada one day sounds so cool
>>43924586mine cost a $200 copayt. american tranny who isnt afraid to move to the west coast
>>43929543https://litter.catbox.moe/8jngwpdc14enqxlk.jpgI look like Lord Farquaadit's so over
>>43929597>https://litter.catbox.moe/8jngwpdc14enqxlk.jpgYou could pass is england
>>43929517Oh didn't mean to insult I meant I can't sing with the feminine sound you do, poor sentence construction. Your singing voice passes incredibly. >do you study singing, like professionally?I used to, sort of, and I work in music but not as a singer. My singing voice is the one unmistakeably male thing about me that I've never felt dysphoric about but I don't care to sing in front of cishets anymore since I don't want to scandalize them with the contrast.
>>43929597>JUSTTry lots of hair products. Like it depends on what my current hairstyle is but sometimes some random curl cream, or salt water spray, or just normal hair spray saves my life.
>>43929602deeply insulting but I'm half English so I guess that's good>>43929613oh tythat's still cool though, working in music makes sense since you know a lot about the stuff involved. most I've done is the car singling and a bit of blowing on an harmonica. been thinking about getting a lyre thoughdo you play any instruments?>>43929653I still have the product from the haircut earlier in lol, it was some gel and leave in conditionerhonestly not a fan of lots of product though
>>43929676>I still have the product from the haircut earlier in lol,owari da....
After eight years my dad successfully guilted me into responding to a letter by talking like he’s getting ready to die or something.Are they normally mellowed out after this long or is he going to go right back to come-to-Jesus bullshit and make me become a terrorist?
>>43929676I play basically all the rock n roll instruments (guitar, bass, keyboard, and drums poorly) but my day job is at a recording studio where I do very little playing and a lot of frustrating personality management for not a lot of money.Wouldn't trade it though.
idk man I'm cooked. think I'll have to go on hrt again because tranny
>>43929752idk my dad killed himselfI don't think there's a normally
>>43929938Damn I’m sorry that sucksFair
>>43929752iunno, in my experience they kinda just get worse, even if they're sorry or something, especially if they have some of those old age conditions then they can be really immature and spiteful
>>43929784that's cool desu
have to wait 6 weeks for my health insurancehave to wait to find a therapist and psychiatrist in my planhave to wait to be diagnosedhave to wait to be prescribedhave to wait have to waithave to wait
>>43930204Man I hope not, he sounded more introspective in the letter, but ever since I dropped the response in the box I’ve felt like I got tricked into something and am just going to be depressed and annoyed by the response.Hoping if the wrong name is on the envelope I can have the self-respect to just toss it without opening.
>>43930235I feel you I'm waiting for two months longer to get an appointment to get a letter to schedule a consultation years out to wait potentially years longer to get a fake pussy installed
>>43930264yeh, I mean, the other side of it is that if u want to resolve things before they could potentially get like that, then now is probably the best time if he's really being introspective
do you have dimples of venus chat?
>>43930349mine are more like dimples of hephaestus ngl
