Got drunk and now im borderline suicidal over the fact that I Will Never Be Cute/Pretty.I understand that historically as a male you're supposed to be an ogrecore worker bee and it doesnt rly matter if you look good BUT i can't help my information era neurosis.Its basically the only thing i desire and i will NEVER have it NO MATTER what i do.Could.overdose on hrt and exercise twenty five hours a day and i still wouldnt have it.Its fucking over.I need to get over myself and figure out how to kill myself.
>>43929340it sucks so bad. i just want to be cute like just a little bit..
>>43929340felt. i live through my anglefrauded pictures
>>43929356SameLike not even 250k usd of surgery would help me.its simply hopeless
>>43929340cismoid i forget are you on hrt and boy/manmoding or are you full on repping
>>43929400I'm cisgender and considering hrt for looksmaxxing but i doubt it would get me any gains and i like having my fat incel penis a lot and wouldnt want it to shrink or get ED.
>>43929414sad. but understandable.also i dont know if this is 100% true bc i'm just letting mine shrink but sometimes u can use t gel to keep your dick from doing that
>>43929340take your HRT, retard
>>43929447Where would i get t gel?A doctor wont prescribe it for no reason
>>43929414anyhow if you can get over the dick problem i think you should do it if for no other reason than future you's gonna be mad at you for not
>>43929451idk ask an ftm. dunno if you can get it online or what
>>43929458Eeeh we'll see.
>>43929340You kinda suck at repping ngl
Wait there's two seperate cismoid tripfags? Never noticed that till now.
>>43929414you know you just have to get it hard for a few minutes once or twice a week and it won't atrophy right
>>43929340>iwnbawGiven she's haremoding, will she never be a wabbit?>got drunkLikewise desu. What are you drinking and how long ago did you start?
get a nose job, it significantly changes the face without being super expensive
>>43929340this may sound weird but i kinda feel the same as a ftm. prehrt i looked like a hon. my traits make me pass as a regular man and im happy that i get to be stealth, im incredibly fortunate. but idk. i saw a client at work the other day who was a pretty man and it kinda had me thinking about how even when i was trying to be fem and attractive, forced to wear dresses in a far right catholic household i never was "pretty." theres this photo of me at 14 where i just straight up look like a very sad teenage boy in a dress, even with long hair. maybe im intersex or some shit idk.
Most people aren't super attractive, why do trannies treat this as an existential horror?
>>43931940im cisNoid bc its funny
>>43934536because ugliness in trannies is seen as proof of evil by the rest of the world, and ourselves tbdesu. so, we internalize that. like, look at a hon, and look at an ugly cis woman. would you rather be the hon or the ugly cis woman?
>>43934666You claim to not be evil but you have devil's trips. Interesting
>>43934642>>43934666mistyped the tripcode fmstl
>>43934672>You claim to not be evilnever said that. i invoke the fifth amendment
>>43929340hi kitty!you will never be an ogrecore worker bee. HRT now
>>43934721Wont do anything. Im nasty due to genetics
There are tons of pretty men lol, you're not ugly because you're a man
>>43936099>No. I wouldve gotten on e had i passed my finals but i have not done it so its over.>THE MOST RETARDED THING HAPPENED HOLY FUCKING SHIT.>NETANYAHU WAS ON THE LOOKOUT. AS SOON AS I SAID I WOULD GET ON E HAD I PASSED MY EXAMS I WAS TOLD THAT I ACTUALLY DIDNT FAIL(GOT ANOTHER CHANCE WHICH I COMPLETED)keep your promise transfoid
>>43936116Doesnt change much + all men but the pretty ones are invisivle to foids
I feel so uncomfortable i can't derive joy from anything so i've just been pacing around. Also its time to sleep but im too wired to so i will probably lay awake for 7 hours.Gonna drink.I really would like to quit before it becomes a real issue BUT its the only thing that makes me happy or even capable of watching the time pass by idly otherwise im freaked out and anxious.I hate being a baldlet sm.I fr need to figure out a more permanent solution because it's just annoying being this out of wack and never at peace.
>>43937029Sounds like drinking is already a problem
>>43937039Not rly since i dont do it more frequently. 2 times a week average. Most worker moids do beers daily. The issue is that in mentally fucked due to immutable physical reality so it won't ever get better only worse and i'm out of copes
>>43937029>it's just annoying being this out of wack and never at peaceAlmost like there's a reason>I fr need to figure out a more permanent solutionI mean...
>>43937110Hrt wouldnt help
>>43937123I never said hrt. You've got hrt too much on your mind. Maybe try asking yourself why you're saying that hrt won't help on the tranny board
>>43929340i wont be cute but fuck it, doing the things that make me happy make me feel nicer about myselfI used to see an ugly man in the mirror but honestly he's kinda handsome now.Still a fucking man though gdi
>>43929340>historicallymale beauty has historically been valued across nearly all premodern cultures and time periods. male aesthetic renunciation has only ever been a value in times of extraordinary militarization, such as the roman empire or the napoleonic wars. remember that we're still living within the aftershock of two world wars. their effect on the culture still lingers, but it's dying down with each generation. you ARE allowed to be cute + pretty and it IS within your grasp c:
>>43937195It is not within my grasp.What could i even do to achieve itAside from hrt
Its over :(Cant even cry anymore
>>43937221makeup, hair + skin care
also hrt
>>43929340you're probably accentuating the negative too much, this is typical of BDDif you grow tits and get rid of your beard there will be men who want to fuck you, that's how it worksyou can quite easily look like an ugly foid and even ugly foids have no problem getting laid and getting called cute by their orbiters
>>43929340sorta unrelated but the concept of calling zooble a theyfab lmfao
>>43938676oh yeah and even if you're completely bald you can wear a wig, lots of women do thisif you've got some hair left you have other options, and estrogen sometimes revives hair growth
>>43938676No i'm balding and ugly.I have looked at photos from different angled and gauged reactions of others. I am simply ugly.
>>43938717I dont want a wig.
>>43938760so what though? even objectively very ugly women don't have much trouble finding men to date.the male sex drive is strong enough that men will fuck anything vaguely female looking. you will find some man who'll think you're cute. maybe not a man you'd find cute, but people can grow on you.as for the wig, if you need it, you need it. price of admission right?
>>43938834I dont care about dating or being a woman. I want to look good. Thats my main thesis but trannies keep projecting gd on me.
>>43938834Notice how the OP post isn't>I will never be a woman and it makes me sadIts>I will never be cute/prettyI literally dont care about having sex or relationships. I just want to look good
>>43929340modern life is truly terrible as a man, not only does your body make you miserably unfuckable by nature, you are basically just treated as fodder your whole life. i dont blame anyone for wanting to be a woman or trying to become one even though its impossible and delusional. any man would do it if they were crazy and depressed enough to attempt it
>>43936116Yes you are. Testosterone is the hormone of ugliness. Every pretty man would've been an even prettier woman.
>>43929340>picrelwhat's the point of trying to conflate reppers with 'moders?
Drinking doesnt make me feel better anymore.
>>43940268Yeah, that's how alcoholism works. You don't feel better drinking, you just feel worse when not drinking.
