I have multiple accounts on various sites (reddit, insta, facebook) where I pretend I am a woman. I have operated these pages for years and have done very well at making them appear genuine. Food pics, landscape posts, just random blurbs about topics that a normal person might make from time to time.I do this because every so often a man will message and I get an opportunity to sext with them. This is my fetish and I dont know if there's a term for it. I know "catfishing" fits it but I dont do this to scam people out of money. I do it because it gives me sexual pleasure to deceive the other person into thinking I'm real and sexting with them. My most successful account is an instagram account with around 1000 followers and I specifically target black inner city men by interacting with hood news posters and interacting with the likes and follower lists of small time rappers. It is extremely easy to bait these people into following because they are not terminally online and worried about catfish 24/7. I have sexted with men who have accounts with 6 figure follower counts.I dont particularly feel gay because I do not feel an attraction towards men's bodies outside of a large dick (this is why I target black men). I have constructed each account around women I personally find attractive and whom I have a large collection of images for each so I can easily sext with people and post without it being suspicious. Am I gay with extra steps cause this just feels like a psychological thing to me. I dont really feel any shame for it which is why I'm able to be so open and objective here about it.
Trans women are gay men with extra steps.
>>43931511idk but im glad to see someone else acknowledging that their desire for sexual connection is less about attraction and more about needing a game to play and win. I feel a lot of shame for my own inclinations unfortunately
>>43931526you didn't even read the op, gincey
>>43931511you're meta attracted, you like that you hold the seuxal power you don't have in your real life through catfishing as a woman, frankly you are straight with extra steps
>>43931588That kinda makes sense I guess. I guess sometimes I feel a little embarrassment about how much effort and time I have put into doing this. I used to run one with picrel's images plastered all over the account but abandoned it cause I was arguing with myself about it not being believable due to how hot she is and how unlikely it would be for her to be single, so I abandoned it and started accounts of women who arent 10/10's for it to be more believable. It's that kind of effort and time that I sometimes feel a little shame and self consciousness about but it quickly goes away every time.
>>43931528Would this just mean OP is pan or something
>>43931511bump cause interested
>>43931855idk ?? maybe? i feel like it's in a separate sphere than gay/straight/bi/pan/ace/etc. like it's not about attraction to a person really (well. i guess the dicks thing means it is a little bit) but to a concept or experience
>>43931511There's a lot of gay guys like you >black hood men fall for it Nigga being mad dumb as always kek
>>43931511Also you just watched too much porn bro ngl
Yes I pretended to be a woman called Rebecca on chatib.us for years where I gooned several hours a day pretending to be this massive fucking slut. I was coping with how much I detested my appearance. Today I'm on estrogen and happy. I stopped doing it.You're likely gonna crack too, hopefully not. Have fun, the thrill is real.