>be tranny>decide I want to play dnd because autism>find group>it has another player who's a tranny in her 30s>her pfp is a selfie where she's very clocky>she keeps calling herself a "bimbo">describes how scantily clad her character is>I redouble my commitment to never leave boymode
>>43932538that's you on the bottom right i assume?
>>43932538Thanks for reminding me why i should never give in to the urge and play any tabletop rpg with random people. I'll just continue my pathetic woman larping in singleplayer videogames like a good hon
Wow a commitment to stasis in an entropic system. You must be a genius.
>>43932538I can sorta relate. Recently trying to come out of my shell by downloading Grindr (it's the one place where I was really ever to make friends that I met in person, even if they didn't last long).I occasionally get a text from a tranny nearby and get really happy, only to see that it's one of the pupplay degens. I have no idea why Grindr trannies hooked on pupplay like meth. It always grosses me out and makes me not wanna touch the tranny with a ten foot pole.
>>43932538this image is making me want to rep.
>>43932573I think ugly trannies find dehumanizing fetishes appealing because not only are they uncomfortable in their own body they also deep down know they never will be. Like they can't sex-larp as an attractive woman obviously so they sex larp as a fantasy creature (puppy girl) because fantasy creatures don't have beauty standards.This is only compounded with the humiliation fetish likely caused by PTSD from being raped by natal puberty
>>43932603I've noticed that the most chopped femboys will do the most disturbing fetish shit just because they want attention.
>>43932559we can play together and be happy gigahons forever after
>>43932603Tbf, a lotta ugly nonpassing trannies aren't as degen like me and the ones I follow on twitter, although a lot of them are either boymoders or extremely dysphoric 24/7 and will prob end up killing themselves. So ig if you're an ugly troon, the only 3 options in life are rope, boymoder, or pure ultradegeneracy
>>43932538this is why agp-ers annoy me so fucking much
>>43932538also this is going in the hon folder for sure.
>>43932628or rep to avoid the embarrassment of all of these
>>43932681Take your HRT faggot
>>43932681I feel like only one of those 3 are really embarrassing. If you rope, why tf would you feel any embarrassment when you're just dead. And for boymoding, people who know you throughout your life might comment on your appearance changing, but I mean you'll basically just be treated as the same ugly man as you were pre hrt, which can be embarrassing but not uniquely embarrassing, unless you get caught as a troon somehow.
>>43932538id marry bottom left on the spot
>>43932628If you're truly ugly you manmode. Calling someone that looks like myself a "boy" is embarrasing and cringe
>>43932694i dont have any
>>43932830Boymoding is just the usual term used, don't get your amab titties in a twist over it
>>43932844Kill someone if you have to. Real men troon.
>>43932844Honestly I feel like repping would be like the third worst option. Nobody wants to be a degen, and you're just plain dead if you rope.Repping long term will just make you realize how long you've let testosterone completely rape your body into the filth it is now. At least if you're an ugly boy/manmoder, you can at least say that you gave it your best, you're not letting testosterone rape your body as much as possible, and possibly someday, you might be able to get the money for the surgeries needed to pass.With repping, I don't really see how it won't lead to roping or a sadder life than boymoding.Look into diy. I remember hrt cafe being a thing a while back, that might help you get some.
>>43932850do i really want it if i cant get myself to do it? the answer is no, forcing anything never ends well
>>43932890Where are your balls man? DONT THINK JUST DO IT GO GO GO
>>43932896im so being groomed rn .
>>43932906you are a PUSSY you are a little BITCH are you a fucking man or not?? be a fucking MAN for once in your life take your hormones nona
>>43932890My bad, hrt cafe is down. This is the closest thing I can find for help with diy.https://diyhrt.info/You're free to make whatever choice you wanna make, but if you really are a repper, you're prob gonna feel a deep pit of sadness for the rest of your life. And again, you can always just boy/manmode if you don't pass for a while/ever. It's not that much work, only real issue is if your boobs get big enough to be noticeable, and I hear usually a sports bra keeps em covered enough (mine are way too small for me to really worry about that).
>>43932890how old are you anon?
>>43932890Yes I repped for like 6 months just because i was too ashamed to click the buy button on the hrt websiteYou'll feel relieved and wonder why you didn't do it sooner
>>43932931wow 6 whole months
>>43932938I'm exaggarating it was more like 4 months + 1 month of waiting for the packageBut it felt longer because i disassociated super hard during that time
>>43932906Yup, we're grooming the shit out of you. You were once a bright and promising boy and our dirty filthy troony paws will grab all over you and turn you into a disgusting sissy pupplay poly troony degen with no hope of ever having a normal social life. You're one of us now, nigger
>>43932943Also I repped before just for different reasons/on a different level this repping stage (the final one) is just the most relevant here
>>43932538ya know years ago i would look at op pic and laugh at the hons but now i just feel sad and pity them and hope they have happiness in their lives
>>43932931i repped for a whole fucking decade from like 11 to 21 and iwnbaw you wer enever a real repper and you have rogd
>>43932918im a repper but not in the toxic masculinity kinda way.. im still only attracted to men so pretending to be manly was never something i was interested in / i was not socialised that way, im simply choosing the middle ground of being a kinda feminine gay than trooning out cuz it sounds unrealistic and scary>>43932923i read it before when my friend tried to get me to transition but i never followed through in the end
>>43932954see >>43932948i will also nbaw
>>43932955wtf why isn't it working? I tried everything
>>43932955Again it's your choice but repping is prob honestly the most miserable thing you could do besides roping. At least degens seem happy in the way that Lenny from Of Mice of Men was happy right before he got shot and killed
>>43932968sports fans are happy too
>>43932955Pls don't be retardedBeing a femboy will not work you will twinkdie at 25 at best if you're lucky probably earlierYou don't have to socially troon ever you can just manmode it'll make you objectively more attractive even as a gay bottom
>>43932972>Being a femboy will not work you will twinkdie at 25 at best if you're lucky probably earlierthe whole femboy thing is cringe and no one engages in it other than straight leaning bi dudes with agp and i guess annoying ftms. also ive already been kinda twinkdying (is that even how u say that..?) i dont care tho ive learned to see people including myself for their personality and not their appearance >You don't have to socially troon ever you can just manmode it'll make you objectively more attractive even as a gay bottom??its not about being attractive tho lol
>>43932955the thing is, as a cis man, you can only be "feminine" in the sense of crossdressing and looking like a man in a dress, and that's not the kind of "femininity" I want.
>>43932538Yeah I absolutely cannot stand that type, I feel like I almost die of secondhand-shame every time I have the misfortune of encountering one. I try not to judge from surface level appearances since many hons are just victims of bad luck or circumstance, but some of them do act exactly how they look.
>>43933025femininity/masculinity is not just appearance, thats a very close minded way of seeing things
>>43932993>the whole femboy thing is cringe and no one engages in it other than straight leaning bi dudes with agp and i guess annoying ftms.You're being purposefully obtuse and ignoring the largest group of people identyfying as femboys (or feminine men or whatever its the same thing): MtF reppers.>also ive already been kinda twinkdying (is that even how u say that..?) i dont care tho ive learned to see people including myself for their personality and not their appearance This cope will not last trust me... Humans and society at large including you and me run on lookism. When you see a disgusting old man in the mirror where there used to be a potential luckshit you will weep>??its not about being attractive tho lolMy point is that even if I'm wrong there's literally no downside to taking hrt as a gay bottom, there are ways to not get breast growth and keep your dick working if you care about that.
>>43933066feminine gay men and femboys are 2 VERY different things lmao. feminine gay men are fembrained when femboys wear over the top pornbrained stuff to make up for the fact that they arent and uh, i dont find men disgusting maybe thats your misandry showing which is probably also what motivated u to transition in the first place
>>43933088you seem based let's be repwives
>>43933088Nta and I agree with what you're saying, but honestly if you really are trans, I don't get the point of being a repper. If you're not trans then you're not a repper, and if you are trans, why not just boymode?
>>43933088>misandryok mb maybe you are just a moid james charles phenotype, carry on fag
>>43933109>if you really are trans, I don't get the point of being a repper.
uh wow don't tell me the people who act the most supportive are actually the cruelest to you
>>43933055"femininity" is an umbrella term that describes a number of behavioral, presentational, and physical traits. what I want is to look female, so being a "feminine man" without hrt who still looks like a man wouldn't be fulfilling to me. do you want to look female anon, or do you want to look like a man in a dress?
>>43933130I mean I comparison to boymoding. You can be full of estrogen and still choose not to look like an ogrehon
>>43933130They could just manmode and enjoy not masculinizing, smoother skin and not having a libido, if you're not mentally ill then gigahons are not a good excuse for not starting hrtAlso bottom left passes with ffs and finasteride
>>43933150this just sounds like adding extra steps to the dissociation process
>>43933163It's damage controlI'm not denying if you look like that you're fucked but I'm just saying what i would do in that situationEither that or jump off a bridge
>>43932538Top left isnt even that bad
>>43932844>>43932877hrtcafe's dead, current best site to find sellers is hrtcafepwnxncgj7nic37nb2hrypks5pqj4czzoasj5y7cihdi2gteyd.onion
