Recently my friend group has said some things that has made me paranoid that they are aware of my past from high school. In high school, I experimented with my sexuality and had a boyfriend for a short amount of time. I did not openly broadcast about it and we split up a couple years later. I just always felt disgusted with myself and we split on good terms. I do not really consider myself gay despite these experiences. I tried them, had a little fun but consider myself to be straight. It wasnt for me. I have never even alluded that any of this happened around my friends, I am very careful about it.I need a plausible excuse for this incase it is ever directly brought up by my friend group. They are highly homophobic and will absolutely disown me and leave me with absolutely no one if this happens. I need something that would sound plausible to a cis straight normie that would throw them off from thinking I was gay or had any gay experiences despite potentially having contact with gay men. I am summoning 4chan's most powerful and skilled deceivers, please.
how would they find out about it? like to even b able to bring it up?
>I'm straight >posts gay shit
>>43940859For a very brief period of time during the relationship I had a public status on facebook saying "in a relationship" and linking to my boyfriend at the time. That is the only place I have ever made it public but it was only for a short time and even then I remember doing everything to keep it from notifying people about the relationship status change. They would have had to been closely inspecting my facebook profile during that period of time and remember it several years later. I do think I am very paranoid tho and I'm over analyzing generic jokes about gay people to be directed at me when they are not.>>43940874I feel no shame for jerking it to fugtrup's link
>>43940903ya ur just being paranoid bro chill put. They couldnt know…
>>43940903Bro you aren't straight
>>43940813Just own being a bi guy
no shame in trying to date a guy and see if you like it - but i feel like if youre really straight the relationship would lasted a lot less than a couple entire years?also youre posting gay porn?idk just say he was a close friend and you jooked about being homo like all staight bros do. staight dudes act more explicitly gay than fags a lot of the time because they think it's funny.
>>43940813tell it to them straight:you were unsure in high school, you fucked around, you came away certain of your heterosexualitynone of your homophobic friend group has had the balls to put their straightness to the test
>>43940951>but i feel like if youre really straight the relationship would lasted a lot less than a couple entire years?We got together because I had just recently got out of a really bad relationship with a girl who cold dumped me out of the blue and I was very depressed and vulnerable. He noticed it and we ended up together because he was a twink who was extremely into me. I let it happen because I was both very turned on by being with a hot twink and because I was too ashamed of revealing the truth that I was not super into the idea of broadcasting to everyone I know that I was getting my dick sucked by a man. It took a very long time to break it to them that I would never be able to not feel ashamed about it and I did and do still feel like a terrible person because of it.
>>43940951TrvkeMy straight friends are absolutely obsessed with lurid homoerotic "jokes"
>>43941090>I was very turned on by being with a hot twink>I was getting my dick sucked by a mandude youre bi just accept it it sounds like youre just ashamed of who you are for no reason
I hope you can get comfortable with yourself man.
>>43941113>>43941148I have known these people for over 15 years and they are your typical chud normies who consume right wing content all day. I cant exactly just come out like "yeah I was fucking a guy in high school" and have them stay around or look at me in the same way. I think a lot of people on this board forget how hateful and non accepting the vast majority of normal people are.
>>43941242So don't? You're worrying about something that is very unlikely to happen.
>>43941242im not talking about your friends. I'm talking about you. You said youd never be able to not feel ashamed of yourself. You are paranoid that every single gay comment is about you. Youre clearly dealing with some shame about your own identity.I know what its like to have chud normie irls. I grew up in a hick town where the highschool grad class was like 35 people. it definately fucks with you when youre trying to come out but ultimately you dont need to tell them unless you really value their friendship. and frankly theyre not worth having as friends if they drop you over it. the people who need to knwo youre a faggot are the people in your immediate social circle and maybe your family. otherwise you'll never be happy hiding that side of yourself forever.or if you dgaf you can just date a woman and you'll pass as striaght. hell chuds are stupid so if you have a female ex they probably dont even assume youre gay anyway.
Say he pressured you into it if they homophobic they won't fw him anyways
>>43941090I >was both very turned on by being with a hot twink>getting my dick sucked by a manHOTmoar link please
What are you hanging out with Jehovah’s witnesses or something
