> transfem, realised at 15> try to come out to bitch mom months after coming out as bi"No, you're not, and even if you were I would never support you"> okay.> try to kill myself because of course, what the fuck"No, you're not trans, you just wanted attention by almost killing yourself"> okay.> let myself rot for three years as testosterone fucks my body over and makes me look like a gross man> try to come out again"This time I will acknowledge it, but I won't call you by your pronouns because this is SOOO hard for me you wouldn't get it I'm grieving you"> okay.> 18 years old still no HRT still no girl clothes still living with her because I'm poor as fuck and in a poor as fuck countryIs it genuinely over??? Do I just kms at this point or what
>>43947622what r u posting this on? sell it and buy diy
>>43947642some shit pc my stepfather built years ago. can barely run fuckin hollow knight so i wouldn't bet on it selling for shit
>>43947622tpd (total parentoid death)
>>43947622post BTC/XMR address for donations from anons
I realised at like, 6, but i came out around with the full words the same time u did , but after i tried to kms -- your mom sounds just like mine, but she dis not mind that I discovered DIY while still a minor bc she is also neglectful
"transphobes arent going to hell for eternity"dont make me laugh
This is pathetic holy shit. Starting DIY HRT for a year supply cost $100 US.
Why would it be over? Your priority should be to find a way to get on HRT asap.
>>43947791mfw $100 US literally is double my life savings because of my country's economy
Yes you are already a mid shit. If you wait 2 more years you will be a late shit and hate yourself for the rest of your life for starting HRT late.
>>43947622sad as fuck, girl. save to get out of there, i guess? im in a similar situation but i'll get to leave when i get to college.learn to sew or other fembrained hobbies if you dont know already. won't do you much help in the mirror but it will distract you as you wait and it won't make you feel worse. learn to shave and do your nails and do makeup and stuff, small things you can hide, yk. i did encounter this one girl on the board who didnt get estrogen for money reasons who was living in brazil i think, and she simply shaved a hell of a lot. she didn't pass but she seemed moderately happy and definitely didn't look ugly. good luck nona. please dont kys
>>43947843I can shave well enough and for all her bitchiness she did teach me to do my nails (she's one of those "You can just be a gay feminine man you don't have to be a tranny!" fucks), ig i'll have to wait. ty tho
>>43947908If you’re really fucking broke you can get birth control pills, that’s what they do in south east asia
>>43947933nta but do those actually work if you're desperate?
>>43947945Yes. As I said it’s what the Asian trannies use, they start taking it early teenage years. Once you’re an adult or financially independent you can get real HRT.
>>43947959Wish I had known about this back as a repping teenager, fucking kill me it's over. Thanks for the info though.
>>43947622fwiw some diy vendors offer free hrt (aurelia, symphony, allie) but you might still have to pay shipping>>43947747+2 if i can get my hands on some crypto soon ill be sure to throw a bit your waygood luck nona <3
>>43947622life as an oldshit is pretty great. sorry that happened lil bro
>>43947622>>43947695Steal money (or stuff to sell) from your parents
>>43949080>life as an oldshit is pretty greatlienvke of the century
