i do believe in aap but i dont experience it
i dont necessarily find arousal in imagining myself as a male, and i dont look to live as one because it excites me
i think aap applies for theyfabs and hefabs mostly especially the ones obsessed with yaoi etc

Why not just be a very, very VERY butch lesbian but without taking testosterone or outright identifying as male?

You know what I would be THRILLED if a woman could figure out how to wear men's clothing but not just formalwear or shitty skater gear but actual high fashion well fitting tailored clothes with real colors and good fabrics - yeah I would love to see it. Women, get on that it. I'll be waiting when that never happens (scoffs in gay).

does an outlet for AAP exist the way sissy shit exists for AGP

I’d say AAP is real. I experience it but in a different way because I’m not attracted to moids. I like to imagine myself as a ripped frat-bro fucking a lot of women. When I see pictures of women I imagine how cumming inside them would feel. Also I like being degraded as male, like SPH, being called an incel, creep, imagining a woman getting angry that I couldn’t get it up, imagining a woman getting angry that I got it up at a bad time. I wish I could jerk off on all my anime figures and fuck my anime body pillow with my dick, make cum objects, etc.

>>43952844
Truetrans

What’s even the point of socially transitioning at 22 if u missed out on 19-20 ):

It'll never get better

Take HRT! What else can you do with your gender dysphoria, I don't think anything else can solve it. I as a moid myself always get envious of women when they discuss female stuff too, like periods or related things, but I can't do anything about it

>>43951637
I get turned on when I imagine I'm a handsome guy and I do not get turned on when the attractiveness factor is out of the equation, so I think it's not AAP. It's more like watching a hot man from up close, getting under his skin to experience him completely. When I'm not doing that, my baseline dysphoria is non-sexual.

>>43952918
19-20 is nothing special. 24-28 is peak. Transition now to get some of the peak.

>>43953685
Alr did but still wondering if social transition is worth it…

>>43952918
What's the point of socially transitioning at 22 if you missed out on 12 lol

>>43953719
I dont even know ):

>>43953719
Might wanna keep your autopedophile slop to yourself.

>>43952844
You really get it anon. I feel similar however I like to imagine myself with more of a DILF body. I find it odd, to me this is the most obvious definition of AAP, so finding out it's mainly used in the context of uke fantasies is baffling.

>>43952664
Feels like any "outlet" will just wind up looking like a failed attempt in the same way an AGP honmoder might look in sissy gear.

ever since I started exercising properly and see definition in my arms even when they are relaxed, I get horny from flexing in the mirror

>>43952330
It’s hard to fashionably dress a body that you’re deeply uncomfortable in. It would require highlighting things you don’t like about yourself. Confidence killer.

>>43953952
You are uncomfortable with the female gender role and the expectation that a female body is supposed to feel attraction to men, since you do not.

Just do a comfy butch lumberjack style. Lots of flannels and patterned sweaters. Good clothing is about an eye for design elements and quality fabrics and construction.

>>43953962
>do a comfy butch lumberjack style. Lots of flannels and patterned sweaters
Why are you trying to ruin op's life?
Slacks, chinos, shirts, polos, men's sweaters, watches, preppy outfits. NO VESTS. Gym recommended since the style looks ridiculous on fat people.

>>43954002
Because anon thinks it’s funny to push dressing like a butch lesbian who are notorious for dressing like shit on innocent young femreppers minds. It’s fucking sick. No one should ever be brainwashed into dressing like a lesbian. Not even lesbians

>>43953962
>You are uncomfortable with the female gender role and the expectation that a female body is supposed to feel attraction to men
there is more to it than that. ftms wear comically oversized shirts and pants for a reason. sometimes even seeing the contours of your body feels mentally damaging. i want to kill myself every time i glance down on my thighs

>>43954308
why don't you like being attractive?

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>>43954337
>what i will do to a chaser if i ever see them in the street

>>43954337
i dont find female form to be attractive in the slightest

>>43954337
Females are more like cows than humans their bodies are repulsive and I hate being one

>>43953962
Disgusting bitch with a disgusting taste can dykes leave us alone

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>>43953962
>You are uncomfortable with the female gender role…blah blah blah

NO YOU FAT FUCKING CUNT, I want to look like Lars Ulrich

>>43954355
I know you're aap but don't you at least get solace that others find that extremely attractive?
>>43954493
Maybe the part of the brain that is designed to recognize the female form as being desirable is just not being activated, or maybe it's just a male thing in the first place idk.

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>>43954516
the goon tongue that good?

>>43954520
Have u ever thought of slitting ur throat

>>43954520
I sadly find women attractive but I'm a mentally ill retard so I find them disgusting as fuck when I remember that I'm one

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>>43954534
YES

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>>43954544
Real im so cucked by dysphoria

>>43954520
i am not attractive, i am disproportional with moided skull proportions and brown rotting teeth, and i like it that way because itd be worse if i was attractive. when others fetishize the aspects that you hate about yourself you do not feel comforted by it you feel betrayed and disgusted because theyre acting goo goo eyed over the things that make you want to commit suicide everyday. its like if you had a huge rotting gash on your face and everyone compliemnted that huge rotting gash. it feels awful

>>43954553
That's exactly it nothing is worth it i have zero reason to like women when they don't even like me because I'm a dickless retard

>>43952664
Himbo Sleep instead of bambi sleep

>>43954584
You shouldn't like who you're not physically compatible with in the first place

>>43954618
not how it works, otherwise all women would be lesbian

>>43954628
all women are lesbians, most just repress it

>>43954628
pussy cannot plap pussy it just doesn't fit inside

>>43954637
And what makes you say this bs

>>43954642
>clueless

>>43954672
how does deep slit enter deep slit? you need a rod

>>43954690
>he has no idea

>>43954693
do the pussy lips interlock? that's just on the surface and not a tight fit

>>43954721
>he doesn't suspect a thing

>>43954727
it surely must be a gaseous queef exchange in a synchronous manner

>>43954763
>he's getting mad now
oh no...

>>43954763
Kek'd.

>>43954772
I got it! pussy 1 inverts and enters pussy 2, grool exchange commences soon after to perform insemination

>>43951637
i wanted to be a male autistic repper so i transitioned ftm now im 5 years hrt but the sissy thoughts arent starting wdid?

>>43954544
the inverse of this is why some mtfoids go misandrist+transbian

>>43951637
aap feels pretty descriptive to how i feel. still that part of me feels very separate to how i conduct myself and present on the daily. its stupid

>>43951637
all the niggers rejoiced when the holocaust happened bcus they hated the jewis so much

That is why we should'nt give any money or aid to africa

>>43952330
Because being dysphoric ≠ being genuinely masculine, if I was actually 'malebrained' I would have fully transitioned by now. I'm not particularly feminine either but being an unfeminine woman is socially better than being an non-masculine man

>QOTT
Yes it exists but I don't have it, my sexuality is messed up in other ways

>>43956328
What?

>>43956360
Retardbabble

>>43952664
no because women being masculine is normal in society

>>43954337
>t. my husband

>>43954520
>don't you at least get solace that others find that extremely attractive?
i wish i did. i would really be a cis woman if i did

>Maybe the part of the brain that is designed to recognize the female form as being desirable is just not being activated
yea sure i just need to get dicked down or whatever

>>43954849
this is what happens in t4t lesbian piv sex but the other way around so close enough

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>getting ads about the services that the state offers to pregnant women

>>43951637
Yes I believe im better defined as an autoandrophile at least more than I'm an "autohomoerotic"
Infact it may be getting worse

>>43956328
man wtf is with all the racist terfs coming here lately. where are they raiding from

>>43951637
take your HRT, retards

>>43960664
No thanks jew

i feel no camaraderie or sisterhood with other women. if i could become a biological man under the condition that all of them will have to spend the rest of their lives in niqabs financially chained to their husbands id do it without even thinking. its funny when i talk about hating men and a bleeder starts thinking that i am on her side. if i hate myself for being female it is only logical that i hate you for being female

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Why aren't YOU girlmoding to T?
You don't need to transition to take hormones

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i wish i could just be a lesbian, but i'm so utterly uninterested with everything that has to do with lesbianism. lesbianism is so deeply impotent and pathetic. imagine loving someone and never being able to connect your flesh with theirs in the most meaningful way. a lesbian love store story is only interesting when one of the women clearly loathes her femaleness. no thanks, i'd rather just die a virgin.

>>43952664
What do you think Heated Rivalry is?

>>43962303
I am, and it just made me a fembrained hyperfeminine cis woman who secretly takes testosterone. Now what

>>43962303
it just starts to feel pointless after a while. i feel so doomed by the perspective of being depended on a synthetic chemical for the rest of my life, ive stopped taking my mood stabilizers for the same reason

>>43962328
Its so fucking boring being a lesbian, ive never met an interesting one (who wasnt at least a repressor)

>>43962328
>lesbianism is so deeply impotent and pathetic
real. glorified asexual trauma bonding nonces the lot of them.

>>43962328
>>43963884
>>43964365
>nooooo don't have the sex that is actually enjoyable
>i-it's not real sex, okay?
>you must stick things up your hole even though it feels like nothing

>>43964404
I wish i had a dick to stick up a hole

>>43951637
Would you guys enjoy the company of a male repper who voice trained to sound like a woman?

>>43964404
uh huh sure. you go on right ahead keep confusing sensuality with sexuality. one day you will figure out what a retard you are

>>43964644
enlighten me, oh socrates

hi

>>43967058
hi jarb
how goes it

>>43962303
this is based but also sometimes it's not enough to alleviate the dysphoria for some people and let them get on with their lives

Hey femrepgen I'm really sad and retarded. Being a 5'2 foid is nothing but a worthless existence I should probably just force myself to marry a real man and get raped till I forget about trying to be a man and kill myself. Or should I just kill myself now?

>>43970256
there's a secret third option: fill your life with the things you enjoy and stop trying to torture yourself beyond what you're already dealing with

>>43970268
I will never be happy because I'm not a man

I hate being a disgusting female with a disgusting female body. Being a female is inherently humiliating. You only exist to be hated and used.

>>43968252
my therapist is trying to make me befriend someone irl and im honestly afraid to message them still

also debating whether to tell my parents about the hrt stuff again, i just dont feel entirely capable of managing myself like that just yet. i feel like such a retard i kinda had a meltdown after going out to buy groceries without my binder and i had to lay down for a few minutes

I want to fucking kms why can’t i just have been born a man why am i forced to have massive fucking hips and lymphedema i can’t even transition bc i would just look like those shitty pooner memes fml

>>43970435
why did you go out without it?

>>43970458
i actually had just gone with my dad to buy stuff and we got back home but he forgot something and was in a hurry but i had already changed into my pajamas. i just put on my big coat which did make me look flat but i didnt feel flat inside and it was horrible

>>43970475
do you ever plan on getting top surgery?

>>43970492
i Really want to but honestly feels impossible

and also my husband wouldnt like that

>>43970498
>honestly feels impossible
why?
>and also my husband wouldnt like that
lame and gay
you should prioritize feeling more comfortable in your body

>>43970549
>why?
wouldnt be able to afford it and in a few years likely would no longer be covered

>you should prioritize feeling more comfortable in your body
yea which is why im considering hrt at all but honestly still somewhat scared its gonna have the same effect on me as it would in a yaoi obsessed twink wannabe foid and give me reverse dysphoria or make me bald or some shit (though idk exactly how worried i should be about that one because ive already been having problems with pulling out my hair LOL)

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Please remind me why I shouldn't transition
I'm also 5'1

>>43970669
You're looking mad breedable repper sis

>>43970677
I know that's why I'm killing myself

>>43970256
>marry a real man and get raped till I forget about trying to be a man
Probably. You'd be happy. Rape correction is real.

>>43954567
holy shit retard go brush your teeth. Gum disease isn't worth it.
>t.knower

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>>43970669
rate my thunder thighs

>>43970761
Retard

>>43970475
unless you're a larping mtf, you should get on t if you want to stay flat and androgynous at the very least. you're approaching the second puberty and it's going to hit like a freight train. right now your face is very moidish, but it will not stay that way for long.

>>43970605
I feel like your husband that clearly sees you as a woman might be making your fears and insecurites worst
I know this is a lot easier said that done, your life already must suck and he might be the only person that can suport and comfort you and the prospect of losing that is really scary
But you can let this cloud your actual judment to much our else you will turn into a detran terf coping with every breath they take that being a woman is heacking beutifull actually and you should love it and they are happy ohh so so happy

>>43952844
me too anon

>>43970788
>being a woman is heacking beutifull actually and you should love it and they are happy ohh so so happy
im already doing that LOL

ALSO I REALIZED I FORGOT MY TRIP yea i was trolling somewhere else lol

>>43970817
Yeah but your cope is so weak that a kid saying their dad is president is more belivable then when you say that