I can't even go to shows anymore I just compare myself to everyone else and end up spiraling. I should've just stayed repressed, it was a self-defense mechanism and now I'm defenseless. I'm so tired of being dissociated from my body I want to be present I want to be me but when I am it only emphasizes just how much my body doesn't at all represent me. I would've been so beautiful but my body had to be raped by testosterone. I could've done so much, soared so high but nope- giant forehead, neanderthal brow ridge, bruce wayne chin, very broad shoulders, MASSIVE shoulder blades, big lumpy vascular forearms, spindly wrinkled old man hands, a disproportionately large rib*cage*, narrow hips, linebacker calves, and big-ass man feet. I miss the hope of early transition.
where the fuck did this "raped by testosterone" line come from, and can we kill every troon who says it. modern internet spaces already think the concept of rape is a joke that carries no weight, and they already think trannys are oversensitive ninnies who scream bloody murder over the mildest inconvenience, this is like a perfect shitstorm for them to latch on to at a time when optics are at an all time low anyway
>>43952140We are in our own space retard. We can say how we really feel here without need of worrying about optics.If we were on xwitter then I could see your complaint.
>>43952155ive seen this line everywhere, twitter, insta, tiktok, all the public spaces. think it originated from twitter.
>>43952140Only someone who was born in the correct or a least a feasibly passible body would say this. At least rape victims don't have to wear a fucking scarlet letter.
>>43952140the Matriarchy wants men to hate themselves for being malenotice how much louder and more common self hatred for males is?
>>43952134i never realized other ppl felt like this
>>43952155You don't own the space, dude. And lying about rape here won't serve you any better than when you lie out there.
>>43952140back to xitter, retard
>>43952134Im sorry for you maybe you can still find somebody else to love you. While looks are important they indeed are not everything. Your personality also matters.
>>43953373It's not that I can't find someone who loves me, and I do love myself but it's hard when I look in the mirror and all I see is a big scary man
>>43952140>oversensitive ninnies who scream bloody murder over the mildest inconvenience,so, women?
>>43952215>notice how much louder and more common self hatred for males is?retard, males are louder about it because they are allowed to be, while when women speak of the immense self hatred and internalized misogyny they ALL experience their words are dismissed or ignored
