this is not bait nor a larpi dont know why, normally i despise christianity, but the thought of submitting to christ makes me incredibly horny, i cant focus on anything elsemy parents are totally against religion and especially critical of christianity so they never took me to church or taught me anything about religionlast year i wanted to read more into christianity to know like if maybe it was true and i was missing out or whatever just because i didnt know what it said and i decided that if i wanted to really know how it felt i had to try converting to christianity at least for a weekthing is, when i tried reading the pater noster out loud and got on my knees to pray to christ i got a massive erection and the more i prayed the more excited i got, even secreting some preejaculate. i wasnt imagining anything sexual either, just christ hearing my prayersi felt bad and that i couldnt continue so i dropped the christian larp immediately, but since then ive developped this delusion (that i only really indulge in when im horny) that god makes me horny as his way of showing me im his child or whatever, sort of like the ecstasy of saint theresa and i imagine myself wearing the habit of a nun and cumming just by praying to christ and having like this occult thing where ive reached gnosis through sexuality or whateverthis only happens with christianity, ive tried imagining some similar scenario with many other religions but none get me even remotely like thisi havent even read the gospels, ive only read genesis some years ago and im reading exodus right nowoutside of this i dont really like christianity, where i live protestantism is nonexistent and everyone is catholic, and every overtly catholic person that has interacted with me has treated me like shit. there a few muslim immigrants who are actually very nice to me but i dont have any weird thing with islamwhat the fuck is wrong with me
>>43952745this is really cute ><
>>43952745>femoid gets sexual thrill from submitting to a patriarchal fantasyalso water is wet and cats are sometimes orange
>>43952824but why only christianity and not judaism or islam, or any other religion for that matter?
>>43952834christianity is full of basically vibes whereas judaism and islam are for old autistic chuds splitting hairs over wording in the talmud/fiqh
>>43952745same thing happened to me, go to a gay friendly Church, eventually you stop getting boners
>>43954425>go to a gay friendly Churchtheres only one church in my town and i really doubt its gay-riendlythere is a church in a nearby town which i guess proclaimed itself gay-friendly but apparently it got backlash from churchgoers because they didnt want "sinners in the house of god" etc etc and they confronted the priest mid mass so i would be scared to go regardless of how gay-friendly it isit probably is good advice, it would become less and less exotic and i would just be accustomed to it, but then im afraid that if i stop going then people would look down on me as if i had fallen back into sin
>>43952745Based durer pic.As a catholic man I'd date you just for that.
>>43952745>This post is off-topic.>>43952792Not really.
>>43954803how is it off-topic, i am a biological male who has erotic fantasies of being a female nun, its agp, it is very much lgbt related
>>43952824Dürer cooked with this one
