>no friends >bad at art despite drawing for years >crippling social anxiety >unhealed trauma.>not in therapy >unmedicated ADHD>high possibility of autism>life ruining anxiety that prevents me from having an income.>covered in cuts/scars from years of self harmI am the literal definition of a subhuman who shouldn't be alive.
>>43953344forgot to add that in a tranny which makes my anxiety worse cause it feels like everyone wants to kill me.
>>43953344You're not bad at art + therapy is a psyop invented by netanyahu that doesn't actually help you
Bad art can not exist if you have intention, meaning and purpose for it
>>43953364I tried finishing another art piece today, and I couldn't even get the fucking background colors to be good. My understanding of how to set up good competitions, how to pick good colors, how to make the art look professional, is completely shattered. I haven't improved in art at all, my skills are stagnant. I absolutely can make bad art, it doesn't matter what my intentions are if I can't execute it properly. I'm a shit "artist">>43953359therapy does feel like a waste of time tbf. but I think I definitely need to get back on medication
Show us some of your art
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>>43953385One time I tried to do an online art course because I wanted to be more than a talentless perverted piece of shit moid. I went through the lessons relatively well but just stopped spontaneously when confronted with the first hard excercise. At least you're disciplined enough to actually do something with your life.
>>43953407That's yours? Looks professional, great job. What's your setup like? What do you use? I know nothing about art basically
>>43953344>no friendsthat'll take a toll on your health. this vid helped me a lot personally https://youtu.be/94aRd65W0AI but could be infeasible depending where you live
>>43953410that's literally me though. I haven't even finished the art books I own because I'm an inconsistent fuck up. I don't have shit going for me to be honest.>>43953436Ty <3 i draw on a laptop and use a Huion tablet ^_^it's an ok setup but I lack the skill to make anything good sadly >>43953437I'll watch it soon. I pretty much gave up on trying to make friends though. I'm always feeling anxious and it's impossible for a talentless neet to make friends, especially these days.
>>43953437let's give it a shot, I'm stuck being sick in a heatwave anyway>>43953511>impossible for a talentless neet to make friends, especially these days.if you get lucky, sometimes all it takes is someone you vibe with and spending time enjoying each other's company regularly. or even just being human contact for each other
>>43953511What does good mean to you? To me the stuff you've posted looks good, and cute.
>>43953511I'm not gonna accuse you of attention seeking cause this seems like a genuine cry for help so just know that you could literally make money off of ts
>>43953511>talentlessyou really are completely delusional aren't you
>>43953344I like your drawings. If you want to improve more you need to practice inna way thats autistic and not fun like doing squares from different perspectives over and over
>>43953344i think u could do OC commissions if u wanted to desu ur art looks good. i also enjoy watching ur vids if that means anything to u
1. You choose this.2. Then give up or continue trying – your choice.3. You choose this.4. Trauma isn't real. It's an excuse you've chosen to give yourself.5. It's a scam/quackery.6. It's not real.7. It's not real 99% of the time.8. You choose this.9. You chose to do that.You are not unhappy/unsuccessful because of some condition you have failed to meet. You are unhappy/unsuccessful because you have stopped trying. Instead of trying and risking pain/failure you have an excuse. "I can't try anyway because... I'm.... err... autistic! I'm actually a woman! I have trauma!" It's not real. Your life will vanish before your eyes unless you realise it's not real.
>>43953725>em dashtry again, bot.
