I feel like I used to be bi as a kid but internet pornography made me gay. Is this possible or was I just always a super repressed homosexual?
>>43955115i think everybody is bi deep down and weather you see your self as bi, straight, or gay just depends on the mental construct you've created
>>43955115I tried to jerk off to gay pornography (actual gay pornography not reddit bisexual gampslop) and even though i was a turbocoomer at the time it did not make me gay and i found it disgusting so unfortunately i had to troon out
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>>43955115I was 100% straight before I started autogooning to furry femboys in middle school #ngl
>>43956109It's weird because, as a kid I liked boys and girls, but I always felt more romantically drawn to boys. When I was old enough to experience sexual attraction, I never really cared about breasts or boobs, but I remember being attracted to cock, balls, ass, anus, and pussy. I think the first time I was ever aroused was due to a picture of a naked man.When I got older I discovered porn and gay porn turned me on hard but felt dirty/wrong to watch, so I didn't watch it. When I would fantasize without porn I usually fantasized about men. When I was like 16 or so I gave in and started watching gay stuff. I pretty much exclusively have watched gay porn since and I've only ever had sex with men. I'm not even attracted to women anymore, like if I see a naked woman spread eagle it does nothing for me. I never notice women in public. I've tried to make myself straight or bi again because I kinda want to have a traditional family someday. I think your theory makes sense. I think pretty much everyone is a degree or bisexual... but I think if you aren't actively bisexual that shit goes dormant.
>>43958288Well , if you are not disgusted by feminine cues it's already a w. And even if in the case you don't find back this lost attraction, you can still do roleplay, it's frowned upon but people can't be attracted to a sex , but feminine or masculine cues , use this knowledge wisely so you can achieve your goals.
>>43955115porn made you gay and a bottom. same thing happened to me
>>43955115sexuality isnt fixed and changes over the course of your life in all people.
>>43956221You probably weren’t 100% straight if you were stumbling into funny porn & then grooming to it
>>43955115You are gay
>>43955115You sound like a gay leaning bi dudeTry watching some gay-adjacent straight porn like futa on male, tranny on male, or male on tranny and see if it does anything for you
>>43955115>>43956210It always starts with furry shit. Furry shit is a gateway drug
>>43962921Never really been into trans stuff or futa as an adult because femininity doesn't really attract me. A few years ago I did get into FTM guys/cboys a bit. Not sure if that's still gay since they've got a pussy.
>>43960017I don't really like femininity. I won't say that I'm disgusted by it, but I've gone out with a few feminine dudes and I was sorta like... wishing they were more masc. >>43960039Darn!... but I'm vers.>>43960053That's a very reddit answer. I posted this question there once and pretty much everybody said "If you were able to get off to gay porn in the first place you were never straight. Internalized homophobia can cause you to think you're straight. Sexuality changes throughout life. Blah blah blah."Why do most people just stay straight then? I think a lot of women are bi, but most dudes are just consistently straight.>>43962954For me, I was aroused by IRL dudes before furry stuff, but felt dirty about it. I did look at furry stuff, like redrusker and Rotten Robbie, tokifuji- mainly because it felt safer. For whatever reason my brain let me enjoy two dudes fucking if it was two cartoon animal dudes instead of two actual dudes. I don't know if it was social conditioning or what, but when I was young and I'd watch IRL gay porn I would always feel really really guilty about it.
>>43964192>Not sure if that's still gayIt is not and you are right to question it because you're not gay, you find mentally ill retarded homophobic straight women with mutilated bodies and internal organs attractive. Between the two I would know which one is actually the bigger loony.
>>43964370Well I mean, look at Buck Angel and tell me he isn't cute. I have a genital preference and I can't see myself ever actually sleeping with a FTM transperson IRL, but some of the ones who pass really well can be pretty cute.
>>43964479>>43964479>Well I mean, look at Buck Angel and tell me he isn't cuteHe isn't cute. There you go. Especially when she open her mouth and starts talking a womanly clutch falls out. And when her hands start articulating and talking in a very femininenomenon way.