I have actual very real dysphoria that makes my whole life miserable, a lot of days I can’t even stand to look in the mirror at myself. Yet I get the AGP euphoria boners, how can I reconcile me being trvetrans with the obvious AGP.
>>43957566the boners stop when crossdressing feels normal, getting excited over something exciting isnt mental illness.uh i mean ur agp better end it then
>>43957624basically this>>43957566yeah your story sounds a lot like mine, basically only wanted to look at myself wearing a mask. had agp feelings when wearing my first dress, jacking off with painted nails etc., it's a bonus that wears off when you're fem fulltime (but dysphoria gets a lot better). you should look at what you get euphoria and dysphoria from and just try to feel the best you can.
>>43957566>how can I reconcile me being trvetrans with the obvious AGPBy reading Blanchard's actual work.
>>43957566my general impression after observing troons for the past 15 years is that the more dysphoric you are the more agp you are and if you're not agp you get little to no dysphoria. you can also have nondysphoric agp it's more like an inverted U curve
>>43957566Boners can be from adrenaline rather than arousalt. used to get boners during terror episodes as an abused teenager
