>be femmy "straight" (really bi) "boy">heavily into femdom since young>some fantasies about soft-domming girls but femdom dominates>I'm a boy and straight so i must be a masochist switch>really just so disassociated from my male body that I get sadistic arousal from imagining it being hurt, crawling naked etc.>got bullied for being feminine and it's the early 2010s so I become fervently MRA>try being dommed, don't like it, conclude I'm into GFD but don't have much luck>something I notice and hate is that many dommes reserve softer treatment for female subs>later end up transitioning, realise I'm bi and a sadist with men>sadistic domme with men and soft domme with women exactly like the dommes I mentioned>My biggest kinks involve misandrist degradation of various kinds>MRA past probably only made this so much more erotic for meI've become what I hated and it feels so hot.I'm not an actual misandrist and outside play I treat subs equally (and if biased towards anyone it's fem male subs, actually fem ones not sissies) though.
>>43957751ive said it before and i'll say it againmisandry (men are evil) <<<<< misandry (men are sex objects)
>>43957771MOMMYOMMY
>>43957799sorry im a hon i just happen to have good opinions
>>43957751>sadistic domme with men and soft domme with women exactly like the dommes I mentionedwhat would you with a neverpasser like me
I think most sub men just like being degradedMakes things worse for me because I wouldn't mind some gentledom here and there but if I ended up getting lumped together with this "le pay me and eat my shit le slave xdd" shit then fuck that
>>43957814but do you actually like subby guys?
>>43957852yeah, although ig mostly in the abstract
>>43957879>ig mostly in the abstractbut why just that?
>>43957895bc im lonely and don't get out much, i just fantasize about it.
>>43957908damn
>>43957923yeah its kind of pathetic
>>43958086cmon it's still bdsm, people are allowed to be awkward even doms
someone shared a link a while ago it was tumblr with gentle femdom captions or something, fuck i loved it but i don't have the link anymore and i can't find anymore. the captions were more focused on men's bodies so that's why i liked them. subby men can be so cute and sexy
>>43957751Literally my life story.>masochist who hates being shamed of subby side>engaging with mainstream femdom is hot but feels wrong>turns into genuine switch trans lady>who enjoys catfights/both directions with women (and perhaps likes the idea of dominating men)I wonder if my Ballbusting fetish has anything to do with being trans …