I started wishing I was gender dysphoric about 7 years ago, then slowly learned about hrt and started taking diy hrt around 3.5 years agoButI’m not gender dysphoric. I just wish I was. Thus Im not a woman let alone a trans womanI’m stuck as a faketroon and even my therapist concluded I should consider detransitionIt is over.
>>43964472dysphoria is unnecessary (mostly bc its often hard to id and differentiate from other stuff), gender euphoria is actually what makes someone trans, so if being a woman makes you happy then just do that and be happy
>>43964609gender euphoria isn't realit's only that the highest form of pleasure is the abatement of pain. the worst sickness is one you get used to having
>>43964809Thats kinda funnyTo wish you were I’ll so you can cute yourself Of itI’m insane
>>43964863you are ill retard. google imposter syndromethis is like the most common thing for abuse victims and will naturally occur elsewhere e.g with gender dysphoria
>>43965721NoI obviously don’t have thatIf I was just imposter then I’d at least be doing stuff to further my transition while I was still doing that. But I tried things once and besides hrt never really advanced my transition. Effort matters. Abd I had none to so.
>>43965756you're an extremely obvious repper deluding yourself and noone is going to entertain you on the basis of being immovable on this. you have no idea how common you are
>>43965766Sometimes I like to bully OPs that are obvious pinkpill/validation bait. Like fuck you, you know what you’re doing
>>43964472Therapists are literal pure evil archons especially when they talk about trannies as if they know what they're talking about dont listen to themThis is just psychological self harm and you should troon NOW
>>43965778No Im seriousI’m not valid Im not in the mood to bait pinkpolling fetish shitI’m genuinely grasping with detransition shitI came out now to people again telling them Im no longer trans or aby of thatIt’s over. I’m overFuck it all
>>43965790I tried tgat clearly I lacked the effort to do a transition which al but means it’s not for me
>>43965766I’m not a repper I did hrt and Im now detransitioning
>>43964472i really relate to your posts op. i think i should go to therapy but i don't bcos i will then have them confirm im fake tran and should detrans even though it's true and im in stuck in some weird stasis rn.
>>43965943Just pull the bandaid
>>43964472>im not dysphoric>very obviously unhappy with malenessyou are letting language games cuck you!!!
>>43965989its hard especially when i don't want to internally and im scared of some body things returning to a bad state. how did you do it? do you have dysphoric esque thoughts creeping back in
>>43966009and to clarify without even pinkpilling you if are cis i still think you are letting language games cuck you
>>43966009>>43966032It’s my inactions that cuck meA woman would act differently than just boof hrt and pretend im anythingI lived almost 20 years with no tranny shit. It’s just all fake
>>43966022I don’t knowI just accepted Im like thisIt’s a little comfort to know I’ll always be depressed and aby dead of masculinisation is just fear of growing oldI was already old and masculine before hrt anyway.
>>43964809i feel happy when i see myself looking cute and fem, thats gender euphoria
>>43964472if u are takin estrogen is because you want, you do it because for you is better than being a manso if u dont take hrt, u would be a man instead of a woman, and that makes you feel bad because you are not a womantldr ur just retarded and gaslighting yourself that you arent trans and you dont have dysphoriathere is no such thing as not having dysphoria and taking hrt, there is no such thing as euphoria without dysphoria, they are concepts intrinsically tied togetherdont let any dumbass tell you otherwise
>>43966483What if I took hrt to satisfy my fetish and becayse I felt like I would disappoint certain people and made fun of for being a weird fetishists, so I took hrt to prove to them and myself it’s something deeper than what it is but in reality I don’t need it or should get it and Im a weird fetishist and so pathetic i let others decide for me and I basically lied to mske them tell me I should take hrt and hid the fact Im not trans and it was all feminization fetish weirdness?
>>43966204>didn't read the post award
