>have always had light gender dysphoria >mom starts projecting her hatred of men on me while also saying I can't be a man because men are evil and I'm a good boy>puts my gender dysphoria into overdrive and want to be a woman ever since>hate that I don't see myself as a man but also hate that I am a man>figure if I have to be a man then I at least want other people to see me as a man so never tell anyone about my dysphoria>work really hard to appear as a manly cis guy>people see me as one and even though it hurts a bit I've never been happier because at least people finally see me as a man>start getting into queer circles towards the end of and after college>finally with people who would understand>finally can tell someone and have this weight lifted off of my shoulders >finally I can talk about my dysphoria without people thinking I'm less of a man>TADC finale comes out>everyone starts referring to Jax as she/herI'm going to have to keep this a secret for the rest of my fucking life aren't I
>>43966526Why are you stupid
olw nigger demus wuz de rooler ov de jooz
No one over 20 even knows what this bullshit youtube tranny show is
>>43966592we had a 37 year old married guy come here posting 6000 word essays avatarfagging as this thing
>>43966526Welcome to the club>dabbled with the idea that maybe I don't like being a dude for most of my teenage years>actively forced to live up to some 60s value of a macho man>still get shit all over by the small amount of family I had>locking it up tight in a nice little box forever>still get thrown out on the street at eighteen for being a faggot (I wasn't even out a fag at the time they just assumed)>fast forward years later>fucking hate Jax>get to the end>it finally clicks>the tiny handful of people I still hang out with just keep whinging about "JAX LE TRANNY???"
>>43966526Can relate, but my circumstances are easier, I'm just more of a coward.Ironic that a character depicting the harms of avoidance and repression, may lead to a culture that reinforces those things, because the positive attention hurts too.
>>43966526>im going to have to do the thing that made jax kms aren't i?
