why should i even bother being trans if people gendering me female just fills me with hate because i don’t believe they could possibly be doing anything other than hugboxinf me
>>43971869>why should i even bother being transto be my wife?
>>43971869how do people respond if you are dressed ambiguously? excluding only the most woke locations, no random people are going to hugbox you
That sounds like more a personal issue that's fixable then anything about transitioning itself
>>43971869> why should i even bother being trans if peopleits not a choice nona. get in the estrogen
>>439718951/100 customers at my job gender me female (dressed ambiguously) and every time it happens i just feel sad and angry and deceived instead of taking it how i should and being happy>>43971885good luck>>43971901it’s worse that its personal. i am just broken even if my circumstances for transitioning arent that bad. i am so cruel to anyone who doesn’t pass in my head and id feel guilty ever befriending anyone who doesnt pass perfectly or expresses themself more than me because i know id just judge and feel embarrassed to be around them and i dont want to be this way but i just am so why bother. nobody deserves that
>>43971925>good luckpost discord let's get to know eachother
>>43971925You should really consider therapy nona, it makes nobody happier to compare themselves to others so much. I'm sure if you try to love yourself just a little more every day, you can make yourself just that much more happy.
>>43971946don’t wanna>>43971981does it actually do anything. i dont know it just sounds magical to say all my unconscious judgements against others similar to me can just go away because of therapy lol>>43971916i started it but i keep stopping
>>43971869BOOBS
>>43973811they’re growing, i’m still not happy. now what?
>>43971925>i am so cruel to anyone who doesn’t pass in my head and id feel guilty everyeah internalized troonhatredkeep on tranning op, important part now is to stop T from doing more damage, and you'll slowly fix yo brain with time, to the point where you're well-adjusted and happybut do this for future you
>>43971869Maybe you can center your life on something other than your genitals and holes
>>43971869>i don’t believeIt's up to you to find whatever motive you need to stop thinking you can read peoples minds. You don't know what they think, that's kind of one of the biggest things that makes life hard. I hope someone can help you do that some day, but it's mostly up to you desuMaybe some day you'll come to think whatever you want to about yourself despite thinking anyone might just spit in your face and lie for fun, that might be worth it, but life will never be worth much while you assume "Truth isn't comfortable, if it's painful it's more true, honesty is brutal"
>>43971869take the estrogen nona
>>43975300that’s what im trying to do but i’m scared of being ostracized and homeless>>43975324i’m too late for that>>43975367i think i agree in theory but in practice idk… society hates us. i just want to be happy
