After 3 years of manmoding I think I've finally reached the point where I need to socially transition or kill myself. I cannot be a man any more.Why should I even try if I only go between work and home? Girlmoding in a chudded out warehouse where I just clock in and out without speaking to anyone? Girlmoding at home, even if I wouldn't recieve outright hate, would be extremely embarassing for me.I don't have friends. I never learned how to talk to people. When strangers talk to me I just want them to go away. I don't go to the only gay bar in town because I don't have money and I wouldn't have a way to get there and back without drunk driving. I only have a motorcycle so my hair and makeup wouldn't fare too well in the helmet as well.Girlmoding doesn't seem worth it at all but I can't stay boymoding. What do I do.
I feel like socially transitioning would just be imposing my delusion on others. I would look like a man in a dress and I'm sure any tranny that sees me would instantly think "this is why conservatives hate us"
Somebody respond i need a reason to live
Become a barista, work at barnes and noble or find a more feminine entry level job that pays well
>>43975344The trannies that think this are bitter and or hypervigilant.>imposing my delusion on othersTERF and Chud brainworm. Get the brain exterminators.>>43975235At least girlmode at home.Not all women wear make up.If youre in a chudded out town where you dont feel safe, consider moving or at least driving to a not chudded out town every once in a while.
ok can anyone answer who is mid supposed to be - theyfab, gigaluckshit or?
>>43975424I already have a better paying job>>43975442Why would I bother girlmoding at homeNo benefit to it and i get judged by my familyClosest major city is Portland and I have never once felt safe there
Generaly at the 3 year point you should know if your ever going to be able to pass or not. Or at least what surgeries you will need to reach that. You talk like your uggo, but most girls tend to overdo it in the self loathing department so I'm kinda assuming your actualy ok looking or at the worst mid.Sounds like you really just need friends and support through this.
>>43975467People tell me i look like soph so no im not ok looking and it would be really fucking clocky if i girlmoded
>>43975466Girlmode in your room then or something idk at the very least learn how to take care of your hair. You dont necessarily have to dress super femme either - you can wear more andro clothing thats made for women. Ik that sucks but idk, at least you'll probably be *less* judged.The point is to do it for yourself. Its why youre doing any of this, at all.
>>43975489What does that even doWhat is the point of girlmodingWhat does doing it for myself meanWhat benefit do i get from thisI think im just going to kms
>>43975475soph is ok you just have unreal standards cause of tttt brainworms.
>>43975516Im not soph
>>43975475OK so your mid, guess try and save for FFS. Probably going to need multiple rounds of it if you have sophs cheekbones. You need to get a BF/GF to help you through the transition. Not like pay furniture but just cover the bills while you work, that's what I'm doing for my fiance. I keep us fed and housed while she gets on that grind.
>>43975525Your upper end mid, I feel the vibe that you probably have a top tier body too. Anyway a little FFS and a few more years on HRT and you'll be good. You just need to learn to love your self more.
>>43975501>What does that even doAlleviate gender dysphoria idk>What is the point of girlmodingIdk what the point is for you but the point for me is to express myself in a way I like to. I dont like wearing men's clothes>What does doing it for myself even meanWell, youre man moding so ur presumably on hrt right? why are you taking hrt? figure that out, and youve figured out what "doing it for yourself" means. Clearly youre not trans for your friends or whatever chuds will tell you.>What benefit do I get from thisRelief from dysphoria, practice with fashion, feeling more comfortable with girlmoding in your home or in public. Its a process>Im going to kmsSee you on the other side if u do, at least visit me. Whenever Im on shrooms and have The Goddess The Mother The First Femme embody me I pray for and gather the lost souls and we have a dance and a trans fem ghost party basically
>>43975525U look fine to me desu
>>43975534>just spend scrimp and save thousands for surgery that might not work instead of being able to have literally anythingFFS meme needs to die>just get a gf/bfWow really simple thanks im sure someone with money would want someone completely broke>>43975544>a few more years on hrtThis is the tranny version of "dont worry about being short you keep growing until youre 16/18/21/25 bro>>43975545Kill yourself
>>43975565Dunno what i did but love u too, babe.
Just accept being an enby looking fag
>>43975599I would rather die than look nonbinary
>>43975610It’s okay, women are no longer afraid of me because I physically can’t assault them.
>>43975235My plan is to just keep taking hormones and keep dressing male and keep denying that i'm doing anything, and if I end up looking like a woman wearing men's clothing that'll be kinda awkward and funny i guess
>>43975624You’ll end up looking like a very obvious fag.
>>43975624I tried that but i just look like a man with tits
>>43975565I mean I met my fiance pre HRT and we ended up dating later on after she her first year of HRT. She was also deeply in debt and helped her get out of the hole. Now I know not everyone is going to do that for someone else, but there are people out there who actually want to do good and help people.But hope is out there, my fiance was about to jump off a bridge due to her situation before we started dating things were so bad for her. But I took her in as a friend and later we started dating from there and now we're both the happiest we've ever been. If she would have posted her situation on 4chan people would have probably told her "give up, rope yourself, your cooked" ect. I'd rather give you hope than more rope fuel OP
>>43975659being perceived as a man vs a woman comes from the little thingslearn the walk, learn the talk, and learn how to do ur hair n shit too
>>43975673Kill yourself
>>43975634well i already am like 1/4 one so it's whatever>>43975659also acceptable, i accept whatever society's reaction to me will be (i am severely cucked i know)
>>43975780u gotta let some sunshine at some point sister
>>43975235Just girlmode you can just bee urself but as a girl like imagine you were born a girl but you grew up autistic and male socialised or whatever anyway we’ll just be a weird tomboyish thing or whatever and then figure out if you like more girly stuff ideally get girl friends or like go get laser or your hair done and try and make girl small talk and stuff idk it’s ok to be weird as long as you’re not somewhere it’s legit dangerous
>>43975235Social transition is what you do when you are no longer seen as a conforming male.
>>43975516Wasn't soph banned off 4chan?
>>43975344well if you don’t end up finding out soon, you’ll end up detransing like me, not worth it anon just be yourself even if it’s a bit cringe. this site has insane expectations
>>43975525it is so bad but its not a nightmare, could have been much worse
