what did you wear to your first HRT appointment / pill collectionand what was the drs reaction to your attire
Korn long sleeveMens jeansBeat up basketball shoesLight neckbeard stubble
>>43976004looks like a decent boymode, sans the beardwas there any animosity?
>>43975984black hoodie, baggy jeans, and converse shoes
>>43976017Ts was a man mode but the beard was more or less cuz I woke up an hour before my appointment and didnt have time to get fully readyAnimosity, i wouldnt say so. The doctor was a Practitioner Nurse, and the other nurses there were nice. It was a little awkward but I broke the ice with the other nurses and we talked. The practitioner was actually pretty caring, if a bit bored and jaded cuz she was at work and it was a quiet looking PP.I went to another appointment, and the practioner was also very nice. The nurses theygendered me though, and gave me that same jaded "at work" vibe
>>43976052i will get something like that, just in case
>>43976056thanks nona, i hope it wasnt too scary for you
>>43975984My favorite latex maid uniform, of course.
>>43975984Just fucking walk in wearing whatever, it doesnt matter, you're majorly overthinking this nona
>>43976088Nah wasnt scaryI have pretty bad anxiety and didnt wanna be "that girl" so I just didnt correct them. Told myself it was training not to assume pronouns.
>>43976107i just want to try out hrt, i think i would feel a bit happier if i had breasts, otherwise i know that i am not really a woman
>>43976108out of curiosity did you troon in your 20s?
>>43976130>i think i would feel a bit happier if i had breasts, otherwise i know that i am not really a womanTwo and a half years ago I was exactly where you were, sugar. Like actually exactly, I didn't think I wanted to fully transition-transition, I was a confused, recently-realized non-binary person and my literal main concern was "i think I would like my body better if I had tits" I got my HRT at Planned Parenthood.If your state does Informed Consent treatment you can literally just walk in and ask for it.
>>43976140I transed at 22 but I started repping at 15 or so
>>43975984birthday suit so I came prepared for the GG (Gock Guillotine)
>>43976851Who wants to join my new tranny metal band called Gock Guillotine
in this country they still have that system where they make you crossdress to their office to see how reasonably you can pull off a female look before giving you a drop of hrt as a repper who has failed to obtain hrt from black sources i dread that it will happen to me even though i believe i won't troon ever
>>43976616would ne nice if i had a reason to take E in perpeptuity
>>43976837> 22at least you can still get that bit of hip growth on E
>>43978705Nah, 6'0" heightfails every tims
>>43975984glassesolive green bodille blousesilver family necklacec-cup bra blending with my skintoneThe Amazon Skirt™ (black)dark capezio tightsblack laced bootsthis was also what i wore to my uni lectures that day. i'd been girlmoding for over half a year and DIYing for two years (pills sublingually early on and then cypionate) already so it wasn't really a distinctly special day to me. i knew the cypionate was working—i used to post on passgen around that time and anons would say i was a passoid or passed as FtM pre-HRT (more accurate imo) in more androgynous outfits and i mean i literally had breasts—but i just wanted to be sure i was safe, so i went official so i could do labs (and get HRT) for free. i remember the receptionist and the doctor saying i looked cute, but there wasn't any particularly memorable reaction beyond that. no animosity or anything, they were rlly friendly actually! i was able to get a non-hondose prescription after just two appointments specifically because they knew i'd already gone as far as doing DIY (although on the second appointment, they made me go through an injection tutorial and watched me inject saline to be sure i actually could do it ig)
>>43975984a shirt and pants, lol. and i was diy-ing for a year already.i never socially transitioned (because i think it's a humiliation ritual) and nobody really cared. i do kinda-sorta woman mode in the summers though (dresses are simply more comfortable on extreme heat).
>>43981461> womanmodingi am so jelly
>>43981614thanks i feel more confident now
>>43975984>long hair>no facial hair>twink build>covid mask>compression shirt>joggersi told the guy i didn't wanna be on t anymore and he asked me a few questions about what effects i was okay with and then started me on 1 mg every normal, basically felt like walking in to talk about a rash or whatever