Any other AMABs on E feel like "transition" failed them but for reasons unrelated to their body?I am actually pretty content with my body/appearance now, but I'm still a man because I don't want a vagina and I am too malebrained. I made zero IRL friends from middle school onward am so socially retarded I get mistaken for autistic, meanwhile women tend to have more friends, be more bubbly, and be more social. Even literally autistic skirt go spinny trans women still have friends, polycules, cliques, etc. On top of that my sexuality is "fixed" as opposed to that of women which is malleable."Transition" didn't offer me salvation because I'm nothing remotely like a woman in anything other than appearance, so I'm just a high-grade crossdresser or f*mboy.
I'm the same so I fujomode. I'm constantly mistaken for a theyfab or pooner which in its own way is gender affirming.
>>43976244I don't give a FUCK
Malebrained and fembrained is retarded bullshit to make people behave how society wants them to. Everyone should just do whatever the fuck they want, genuinely grow a pair.
>>43976506This nona is right
>>43976506It's not, it's a real thing. You can dismiss it and say YOU don't care personally, but it's no more retarded bullshit than vaccines or gender dysphoria.
>>43976244If you are under 5'6 you are a women
>>43976702>actual researchbased
I feel this way too. My appearance is fine but every time I notice myself doing malebrained shit I think IWNBAW. I don't really have any female friends, but me won't have normal male friendship with me because of the way I look.I don't know about you Nona, but I often feel I am drifting in the limbo between men and women, occasionally reaching out to touch the edges of either side. Its kinda lonely.
>>43976244>"AMAB on E">transition in quotes>"im still a man"you cannot exist to others if you dont exist to yourself first. your inability to make friends is downstream of that
>>43976972I'm 5'6". I'm a guy.>>43977801I largely gave up on making friends after too many bad experiences. Hope you're able to make it.>>43978065How do I not "exist to myself?"
>>43976302The next optics nuke! Yay!
why is it so common for tranners to be asocial losers? I dont mean this in a mean way eitherbut the amount of "im autistic and made no friends past the age of 10" stories on this board are crazy and pretty saddo none of you people have friends? really?
>>43979951OP here, I'm not autistic, turns out people don't want to be your friend if they think you're gay and so you never have an opportunity to develop friendships at a critical age and it ruins your entire life
>>43976972Nah im a transmaxxing manlet incel that wouldn't have trooned if he was born a chad, actually
>>43976244hrt made you a womanan incredibly pathetic one who probably wouldn't be able to live on her own, but a woman nevertheless
>>43980139>hrt made you a womanIt didn't, you need HRT and to want or have a vagina to be a woman. I don't have or want a vagina, so I'm a guy. My brain is male on top of that, so I'm a guy.
>>43980173you don't need a vagina to want to be a woman, that shit was made up by creepy old chasers using the thin veil of a doctorate so trannies conform to what they want
>>43980215>you don't need a vagina to want to be a womanYou do, trans women called me a transvestite anime pedophile skinwalker who needs to stay the fuck away from women when I erroneously called myself a woman before. Men don't give a damn what I am or call myself.
>>43979951Do online friends count as friends in this question?
>>43976244I get it and feel the same, but idk why you gotta hate and invalidate yourself over itsure there is not another woman alive who wears milsurp and has weird hobbies like fixing old zippos and soldering, except for meI am that woman and I am alone on the barren earth
>>43980355they fell for the psyop
>>43976702Better research.
>>43976244>>I am too malebrained.malebrain is entirely made up and idiotic. my ex gf was way more malebrained that I ever was, so everytime I doubt myself for having "malebrained" thoughts I remember her and feel better about myself.
>>43981640Older and debunked by the newer article I cited. Nice try though
>>43981661It's literally not made up, read the thread.
>>43981691No that article did not debunk anything. I checked the text, did not even mention my article.
>>4398174780% accurate, more than MRIs, for predicting gender but uhhh...that's fake because it just is ok
>>43981691>debunkedThat's not how science works, dumb-dumbNothing gets debunked, data is data, age of data doesn't matter, quality and quantity does.
>>4398178480% accuracy is pretty darn good and you'd have to be insane to dismiss that. Does being more verbose help?
>>43981762>guys I made an epic test that spots the difference between Aqua and turquoise blue they're so different!!!Creating a semi accurate prediction for gender ≠ substantial difference between the genders.
>>43976702>This choice of terminology is not intended to suggest that the observed differences are biologically rather than environmentally determined
>>4398178480% accuracy can mean a lot or jackshit depending on sample size. Throwing random numbers doesn't mean shit. Unfortunately the only way to get a grasp of the statistical reality is to read the whole thing.Also I was criticizing your wording, "debunked" is not something that exists. Contradicting data can coexist.
>>43981814Does it matter? Regardless, it's too late and I'm male even if we assume the most benign interpretation
>>43981833I meant to quote >>43981798frickiddy frick
>>43976244 why don't you try to be more like Dylan
>>43981903Because I'm not HSTS>>43981833That's a pretty fair sample size
>>43981937You did not say what the sample size was, you just gave me one of the results of the tests passed on the sample, not it's size
>>43981959Are you illiterate? It's literally in the abstract which I uploaded as an image.
>>43982007I didn't read the paper, I was criticizing your wording. I don't know if the paper is solid or not, I was JUST criticizing your wording. After reading, the sample is quite large indeed, but the condition of test administration lack in quality, because of poor tools and controlability of conditions (Questionnaires online suck, that's why solid tests like the WECHSER AND WAIS IQ test can't be passed online and need to be passed with a therapist in real presence).A mixed bagAlso, the paper that "contradicts" yours, (it doesn't contradict shit, it's just different data) is a meta-analysis, so usually way stronger evidence because it computates the data of a lot of researchs.
>>43982141>because of poor tools and controlability of conditionsOnline questionnaires are pretty common. Ideal? No, but I wouldn't dismiss the paper outright.
>>43982165I don't dismiss it, I just don't take it as a final authoritative word on whether or not a "male brain" and "female brain" exist or not.I take into account the data with all the caviats associated, aka knowing that it is not perfect data but evidence to be taken into account, with the rest of the data on the subject.
>>43976702>>43976244>>43977058FEMALE BRAINED BOTTOMS
>>43981299based woman honestly, the right people will know you're cool
>>43979951normies are cruel so i dont talk to them
>>43976244there is the option to be nonbinary or take the eunuch pillit'd probably help you to just find community in general that aligns with your interests and the people meant to stick around willyour transition hasn't failed, you just need more of a social life.. maybe look on facebook or other social medias in your areas for groups or events that happen and see how you can get involved
>>43979890idk it seems you refuse acknowledge that by definition, a person who takes female sex hormones and enjoys the results is a "transwoman" and for whatever reason you call youself an "amab on e" and uses quotes around "transition" as if youre not actually altering your body chemistry to physically display female secondary sex characteristics
>>43982257I'm an uke and not female brained. Like that's the whole problem. >>43983007I am a eunuch already, I don't subscribe to enbyism (for myself). >it'd probably help you to just find community in general that aligns with your interests and the people meant to stick around willUnfortunately not possible if you're an otaku in America who doesn't balk at Diddy shit and isn't Queer or Far Right.
>>43976244You won't be a woman no matter what hobbies or personality you have, so might as well enjoy the hobbies and personality you have.
>>43983560But I can't because I'm not a woman. I'm not "living" being isolated and not enjoying anything but fiction.
>>43976244>so I'm just a high-grade crossdresser or f*mboynothing wrong with that, though.the only reason i'm not a full time high-grade crossdresser femboy is because the logistics would be a nightmare in my country.there's really nothing wrong with being an hrt femboy. your problem is social dysfunctionality, not that you're "malebrained">>43976281IKTF. this year rumours started at work that i'm a detransing FTM
>>43983731>there's really nothing wrong with being an hrt femboy. your problem is social dysfunctionality, not that you're "malebrained"Those things are all directly related to being malebrained (and male), actually.
>>43983592You can enjoy everything just fine. Look up Byron Katie. I wouldn't stop with her because the road to happiness can be long and varied, but she's a good first step towards learning how thoughts, and not necessarily life itself, is the cause of your suffering.
>>43983747nonsense. the vast majority of people somehow figure it out.it's a you problem, not a malebrained problem. stop avoiding accountability for your own failures. face the issue and fix it, anon. you absolutely can do it, you just refuse to.
trannies in this thread literally combing through studies and statistics so they can hate themselves even more,,,,son,,,,,,,just live,,
>>43983773The issue is me. That I'm a feminine male without anything in common with humanity at large. Don't worry, I already plan on killing myself.
>>43983796you shouldn't though. life is a great gift.drop the shame and just try random shit IRL. you'd be shocked how fast things can turn around. just stop rotting and be outside. let the Sun shine through you. I mean it.you're not the first one to hit this roadblock. don't be among the few who quits just because the internet taught him to hate himself.
>>43983820>drop the shame and just try random shit IRLI've tried pretty much everything but drugs which I don't intend on trying.
>>43983747social dysfunction can affect anyone
>>43984299Can, but women are much more likely to have friends and to be bubbly than men are. Facial hair can affect anyone, but 99% of people with beards are men!
>>43984363and yet, socially dysfunctional women existstop making excuses nona, start diy
>>43984447>and yet, socially dysfunctional women existAnd yet, women with beards exist! Stop making excuses nona!I've been on HRT for years. Like I said in the OP--and you ignored, because you pasted an "image of me" that's easier to deal with than the reality--I am an AMAB on E. Fuck you
I'm too 1776 pilled to be a woman. Everyone tells me that I am a real patriot and I am making a mistake. They say the pot smoking they can deal with, but this estrogen os is poison.
>>43976244>I'm wife material and this is le bad
Anyone else afraid your trans friends will abandon you for being fake trans? Just a cishet dude on estrogen
>>43986127getting trans women to accept that they're wife material is harder than getting them to accept that they pass
>>43984512good, you're one step closerstep two is to admit that a man wouldn't have started feminizing hrt
>>43986127Yes unironically, I can't be a woman and women don't like me (important for value as a man), I would still be unhappy being with a man despite only being able to be with one.
>>43976244Good good now find a man to think for you
>>43981299This could describe a significant subset of trans women. I'm one of them, and I've met plenty more in major cities in the US. There's so fucking many of us that I've seen people joke about how if they go to a trans exclusive event that they'll see 100 different extinct European camouflage patterns either on someone's body or as a tarp or what-have-you.
>>43987545>I've met plenty more in major cities in the USthat would explain why i never see anyone else like this because i live just outside a major city and struggle to find a place in the trans community because of my political demeanor
>>43976244yes im too male brained to truly fit in with cis women not even considering my my giant masc body and head.i just take e bcos it give me relief from masculinisation and i feel better on it, i don't want to try force myself to pretend. it wont work i can't do that long term. i probably can't remain a cis man on e long term either it comes with its own challenges however.
>>43979917more like you're a passoid why should I give a shit about your hobbies
>>43987628>struggle to find place in community bc politicsI kinda get this. Ostensibly I am a communist but I'm not woke like the DSA larpers, and I say slurs which also gets their panties in a bind; so I also struggle to find people. Most of my friends are cis dudes who can handle that, but finding fellow trannies or even cis women like me is a tall order.
>>43976244Imagine envying ppl bc they're in polycules lmaoYou don't need to go through so much hassle to get an std, there are easier ways
i looked down at all my organs and tore out my ego and now all these words are nothing but meaningless murmurings. i recommend you do the same>forget your love of humanity, for it will free you
>>43976244i consulted with my dick and it says you're a woman
>>43988215Everyone on this board is so inappropriately sexual
>>43981640>have been EXHAUSTIVELY analyzed!!!!1>the brain IS NOT """""""sexually dimorphic""""this eliot chick was a diversity hire wasn't she
>>43976244Genuine question, have you considered the fact that you don't have to choose to be a binary woman, you can just be a pretty girly boy? Maybe this board needs an enbygen, I need more people to talk to
>>43990145urmum was innapropriately sexual last nightheyoooooo
>>43991394I'm not enby.
Oh for fuckin certain I am a just a sad nerdy gooner male who didnt speak to anyone for long enough to brainworm myself into becoming trans but like, my life is better since doing so and its kinda too late to go back now so im trying to accept the choice I madeStill, sometimes it hits me and im like fuck, im such a broken creepy freak and I hope I dont make people too uncomfy
