all i want in life is to have an abusive relationship that ends in my partner coercing me into a suicide pact unfortunately im so unlovable that i cant even find someone to abuse me, let alone force me to kill myself
Had a girlfriend who was on the milder end of abusive and it was so bad I was put off women forever
>>43977327even someone mildly abusive would be enough for me, i would never leave them as long as they made sure to treat me terribly
>>43977286abusive relationships are lowkey peak i miss mine so much desu..good luck in finding one
>>43977541Honestly, it feels good being close to someone no one else would put up with
>>43977574there’s something so special about the cycle of them hurting and and u clinging desperately to them for comfort afterwards, just the cloves thing to heaven on earth for me
Talking to yourself is cringe.
>>43977820Right, they hurt you in ways you can't believe, then they're the only one who knows what you've been through, and they dote and hug and praise you. Nothing feels better than being spoiled for just enduring it
why would you kill yourself with such nice hips