maybe that's the only way they'll understandpic unrelated
>>43979040it doesn't change anything
Nobody will react the way you want them to. There's something you actually want, you want them to feel so bad for you they give you what? That thing is what you need
>>43979126i need to show them, somehow, that being stuck as a man is genuinely painfulto the point where i'm considering REAL suicide. i can't bring myself to actually do it, but that's the pain i feel, and so far none of the ways i've tried to explain dysphoria to them have been successfulthe only thing i can think of is to show them that it has consequences
>>43979274They won't believe you, even if you actually committed suicide they'd just blame you being trans causing that, not the pain of gender dysphoria.
>>43979307i'm going to vomit
>>43979332I'm sorry nona, but there isn't a way to force willfully ignorant people into being understanding.
>>43979274You don't need them to understand you to transition, what you actually need is to transition. People do not respect death or suicide, people's interest beyond themselves is fleeting
>>43979417op can make some more effort to convince family they are legit. but you are correct, op needs to just transition.>tfw youll never a be a real nautilus
>>43979523>>tfw youll never a be a real nautilusthe real tragedy of this all
>>43979040thats called a suicidal gesturedo you have BPD by chance?
>>43980093not as far as i knowi'm not usually like this, even with people who hurt me
If they don't already understand then that won't change it. They probably just don't want to understand. Don't hurt yourself trying to prove your suffering to people who aren't worth your energy
>>43979040I totally get how you feel, that urge to make your internal pain external just so people will realize it, but it won't work. Like any art people will just interpret themselves in it and if they don't like you now they will not like you after this. They will just see you as more volatile, more dangerous, less of-their-world than you already may have been. Seek wholesome company if you don't have it, which I assume you don't. Much love
dangerously based for posting a nautilus
>>43982321Plus just, if you are dangerous and volatile people will avoid you not help you. Understanding isn't the point she wants results. I knew someone in pain he wanted to hurt me so I would get it so I would help but I already fucking believed him, what he needed was to be hospitalized not comforted.
>>43980093>suicidal gesture?>must be bpd>selfish behavior?>must be narcissistic>doesnt get a joke?>must be autistic
>>43982452i love the little fellas
>>43979040ok so after thinking for a while, i realizedwhat the fuck is my problem
>>43982757easily my favorite animal, I'll never forgive seals for what they did
