Repping will destroy your soul.Repping will break you down into an unstable, bitter, sad, unlovable and evil person.You will never truly be happy. You will never be loved for who you are. You will never feel content for the rest of your life.From now until the day you die, you will be desperately trying to stave off the voice in the back of your head begging you to just stop.You cannot and will not ever overcome your dysphoria, so the most sensible solution if to ditch the short term gratification and ignore the fear and at the bare fucking minimum take preventative measures and HRTrep to prevent further damage to your body.Never, EVER rep.If there is even the smallest chance of you being a future passoid TAKE IT NOWEven if you will likely end up a clocky twinkhon TAKE THE FUCKING PINKPILL BEFORE ITS TOO LATEI PROMISE you this existence is infinitely preferable to being condemned to rot forever.Repping WILL kill you
>>43979103tbf, basically everything you said there also applies to prolonged, terminal boymoding/manmodingit does ease the pain at least though
It's funny when the normal function of your body has to be framed as damage
>>43979103I’ll never be human anway
>>43979103No, I can handle it. It's irrational to be bothered by my gender. It's not the most important thing about who I am. I can contribute to the world and make others happy, and my gender doesn't matter.
>>43979103im not trans, im just an agp freak. because of that, i will never take the pinkpill
>>43979103>Even if you will likely end up a clocky twinkhon TAKE THE FUCKING PINKPILL BEFORE ITS TOO LATEnah thanks. id rather drown myself in a lake
>>43979103i repped for to long and now my life is over, i cant recover from my past mistake of repping and my life is still over but shes right never rep it killed me and it will kill you too
>>43979103>Do you want to die?i mean yeah kinda at least i say it all the time.t notevenrepping>end up a clocky twinkhon>this existence is infinitely preferableur rite tho its soooo much better and i repped for like over 10 years
Im not really trans tho I was simply experiencing puberty at the same time that I discovered gender bending Manga and couldn't stop wishing I could do that I don't deserve to transition
>>43979103shut the fuck up
>>43979103yawn, repression is a million percent preferable to violence and perpetual embarrassment and destroying your whole life. if anything i regret ever taking hrt, it did nothing and im now trapped
>>43979103Daily, and yes I'm a repper but trooning won't fix anything for me.
>>43979103you sound like my pastor.. nice, gentle man..
No man will ever love me anyways, and I’ll definitely never love myself. What’s the point? It’s too late. The worst part is I knew at 12 and now I’m twice as old and just hate myself for not doing something back when it could have mattered.
I hated repping, I genuinely felt dead.
>>43982596How did you stop?
>>43982614I just realized i had to because i couldn’t keep living that way and i was going to do it whether others approved or not, you only have one shot at life and you should express it in the way you want. And i also tried to stop looking at gender at a end all be all, and it’s okay to sometimes be fluid and present in a way you want even if society hates it. Alot of the shit society wants from u is bullshit even if that sounds too woke and whether you like to admit it or not so called hons and pooners are some of the most based people of all. Repression never leads to anywhere healthy.
Im gonna rep and endure a relationship with a woman who has no respect for me
>>43982659I don't know how you people develop the delusional selfishness to say fuck everyone else im trooning. I don't have it in me to not care. Just too many people im going to fail by being a tranny
>>43982721Idk my family alr hates me cause im mentally ill, but idk how disapproving your family is. Maybe they wouldn’t care as much as you think.
>>43982686Tbh probably the only good reason to rep is if you were dumb enough to get into a relationship with a woman as a tranny-brained individual. I don’t get how people do this, but thank you for making me feel less evil.>>43982659I probably should, except my parents no one would be upset, but I love my mom so much I don’t want to disappoint her or push myself away from her.
>>43982761I get it, it’s genuinely one of the worst things. I try to distance myself from them and fade away, because I know they will never accept me probably but I also need to do it yk. I wish things could have been different.
>>43982736Idk im black so I put too much value into the opinion of family over others and im absolutely certain it would never go well. My fate is sealed i can't be anything else but a man
>>43982776You can’t boymode?
>>43979103no actually what kills you is not having self love and self acceptance. there are old reppers who are happy and passoids who are unhappy. it all depends on if you accept yourself and your situation.
>>43982761How is that evil
>>43982790I mean, you kinda waste not only your own life but your woman’s, the person whom you’re meant to help more than anyone else in the world if you eventually troon you’ll have wasted so much of her life.
>>43982787Im not going to attempt it. I just need to accept i can only be a man and nothing can change that >>43982788Why should I ever love myself when what I want is wrong
>>43979103>there are old reppers who are happythe only "good" reason to rep is if youre some really successful tortured artist who finds meaning and fulfillment in it and whose career would be nuked by trooning. but most reppers are miserable losers and not that so
>>43982819I could probably rep forever with the right person I think
>>43982902Oh that’s sweet. I guess as long as you think even like in the afterlife you can stay with her and keep her happy it’s okay. I’m sure like after you die God can probably remove your tranny thoughts too to help.
>>43982900Its called not being a loser when repping is the morally right thing to do....
>>43982954How loving is your family??
>>43982954idk about morally right necessarily but it’s definitely the smart thing to do.
No I never want to die
>>43982964What does it matter im saving them from suffering the knowledge that they have a tranny in their family
>>43982999):
>>43979103I took the pinkpill, years ago,yet I still want to die. repping would be worse ofc, but I still yearn for death. so if you're a tranny just kys before anything, happy is not something we are meant to be
>>43982834because loving yourself isnt optional and what you want isnt wrong
Repping is natural and is the right thing to do. Troons are just coping because they're so mindbroken by AGP content that they've deluded themselves into transitioning.
>>43982999That’s bullshit and you know it
>>43983036I want to be a woman when I was born a man everything about me is objectively wrong. I don't deserve to love myself for that I should be ashamed that the thoughts even came into my head
>>43983039Everyone wants to be the other sex, it's just most people are able to hide those feelings
>>43983053Its not bullshit denying myself for the sake of others is the right thing to do
>>43983090But isn’t a society that denies you of being comfortable and secure in your own skin inherently selfish?
>>43983098I would be the selfish one not society. Demanding others treat me as something else when Ive lived as a man for so long? How is that not selfish and narcissistic on ky behalf?
>>43983139How is simply existing demanding?
Because im asking people to contradict reality. I was born a man and I can't expect no one to treat me otherwise just because I say so
I have fantasies of being a woman not because I enjoy seeing myself as one, but rather because I suck at being a man no matter how much I want to succeed at it.Life would simply have been easier if I rolled the XX dice. Repping isn't my issue.
>>43979103there’s just no point if i’m gonna be fugly and 5’0 for the rest of my life. i’ll never fully pass
>>43982721its selfish to lie to people about who you are too. maybe they wont like who you really are, but maybe other people will. if they dont like it they will probably appreciate knowing at least. its also not fair to the other people who will to not be able to find people they like, or people who are similar to you that think they are unique and think badly about it>>43982819>>43982902its true and it will fuck you both up and give her worms just as bad as the ones you have. imagine being a girl whos boyfriend wont treat her normal and the kinds of things she is going to come up with to rationalize to herself about why that is. imagine if your partner hid that from you and you couldnt figure out what was wrong?
>>43984013The real me isnt worth getting to know anyways. Everyone is better of with the made up versions of me they've created in their heads. Im not selfish im choose the noble self sacrificing path
