Woke up this morning crying. Had a dream last night that my dad and I were cuddling and kissing. I have dreams like this a lot. What the fuck is wrong with me? I’m a 30 years old passoid and he has always expressed distaste toward my femininity but we still talk from time to time. The last hug we had felt more protective and different than usual. I miss him so much and I don’t know why I’m plagued with this sex dreams about him, they’re always deeply emotional and make me want to be extremely close to him. And no this isn’t because he was emotionally distant or anything, he has always been really good at communicating his emotions… Why am I such a sick fucking pervert? Is this common? I’m 5’6” and he’s 6’, and he has a pretty big frame. I’ve always been attracted to guys with big builds, I’m not sure how related that is.
