i am a cis man on hrt
I am a cis female on testosterone
>>43988623what you are is retarded
I am a three legged dog on a skateboard
>>43988623How to get this bottom-heavy?
I’M A GORILLA IN A FUCKIN’ COUPE
I am a rat in a cage
>>43988623>>43988648Yr both so based...
I am a cis man who's gonna get FFS
>>43988648absolutely based desu>>43988666it’s easier to call myself this than to call myself a tranny>>43988733push ups, sit ups, and plenty of juice>>43988920thank you anon i’m sure you are based as well>>43989383me in the future but with clavicle reduction surgery and rib remodeling desu
We are Charlie Kirk
BAAAAASEDSO BASEDI KNEEL
>>43989684I want to cum all over his tummy so bad
I've been a cis man on hrt for one month now>>43989684>easier calling myself thisHow so? For me I know I don't pass and I don't want to embarrass myself but I'm curious about you
>>43989684how is ayase chubby if he works out so much?
>>43989687we carry the flame>>43989710you are a retard. i’m sorry but i have to say it cismoid>>43989716don’t we all>>43989735>I've been a cis man on hrt for one month nowbased. how’s it going for you so far?>How so? For me I know I don't pass and I don't want to embarrass myself but I'm curious about youbecause, for me, it would be admitting that i am not a cis man on hrt and instead a coping tranny even after i tried my hardest to affirm my male identity. i used to be pretty right wing before i started feminizing myself and taking hormones, and now i feel pretty conflicted about the whole thing i’m putting myself through>>43989814bad diet? or, in this case, the artist liking chubby young men
guys gugys guys i finally came out as trans to the doctori kinda had to because im on hrt and couldnt lie about it i had no choice!the medical establishment and insurance company know nowthey know my secret
>>43990835I always see this thread so I'm gonna post a new quandary. I'm an enby theymab looking to take hrt. I feel closer to wanting to be an androgynous pretty boy than being a girl, thinking about actually presenting as a woman makes me dysphoric, and I hate the idea of being called a femboy. And yet I fantasize about the girl in me being recognized by a lover. What the fuck is wrong with me? I don't relate to any of the typical tttt people on here, I feel more like a theyfab if anything.
>>43990835You're an olympic level athlete who gets to be cute on 1mg e a day(half of a hondose) calling a cripple lazy for not being able to run in the same track.Idk cismone-san...
>>43990923normal agp with internalised transphobia thanks to testosterone clouding your brain and making you overly hierarchy sensitiveyou should get on hrt soon. you can tell yourself it's a skincare + birth control supplement if it makes you feel better right now but you won't know how you really feel until you start
>>43991408Oh I don't need convincing to take hrt, there's almost no downsides to me. I don't want to change my voice, and I didn't care about having kids. I'm just scared of nuking my test to zero and never bring able to produce it again, so I'm thinking of doing monotherapy. I'm waiting for blood tests and then I can bully my PCP to send me to the endocrinologist. Anyway yeah I think Ive been subconsciously fantasizing about being a futa since I found porn of it, I wish I could have both a dick and vagina. I hate the idea of my penis being called a clitty though, I still like my male parts and identity, I just wish I was unironically intersex to give myself the excuse to pull off both male and female expression.
>>43991482>You stop producing t on AAIs that real?If i ever break the rep and get on hrt thats my only way bc i cant fo syringes bc i live at my family home so.Uuuh
>>43991498Not necessarily, from what I understand certain treatments actually spike test so you mindfuck the endocrine system's regulation ability for wanting to make test anymore. I'm afraid of osteoporosis and losing muscle so I actually want to keep some level of testosterone so I don't think thats for me.
>>43988623I'm a cis faggot and i've been on hrt for 14 years. If i were a woman i wouldn't be on this board hating myself for being a faggot.
>>43988623every town must have a place where phony reppers meetautogynephilic people larpin down the streethow i luv ya how i luv ya friscoooo my hair is gettin good in the back
>>43990881he just like me fr>>43990923if being perceived as a woman and femboy make you feel bad, could calling yourself a bishounenmoder make you feel better? dunno i’m just thinking aloud>>43990955trve but i’m switching to injections once the vials come in. should be a week or so left before they do. regardless, cismoid, you are way too hard on yourself, and i’ll admit that it’s bothering me. it’s just suffering for the sake of suffering at this point>>43992112me2>>43992237hi anon hru today?
>>43988623ok, tranny
>>43988623based. i should really start taking hrt>>43988648also based, can you rape me?
>>43992850I will never be cism on e and that's fine
>>43992850im having a zappatistical evening
>>43991482nta>scared of nuking my test to zeroit never really goes to zero though.>and never bring able to produce it againthat never happens even post srs. you'll be fine.>wish I was unironically intersex to give myself the excuse to pull off both male and female expressionmost intersex people can't pull off both male and female expression and most people who can pull it off aren't intersex.you need a certain type of physique to pull it off. If you have it (or it's achievable for you), great. If not, it wouldn't be possible even if you were intersex.>I'm afraid of osteoporosisThat's why you add estrogen. So this doesn't happen.>and losing muscle so I actually want to keep some level of testosteroneThe way to avoid losing muscle is to continue to use them, actually. I lost mayyybe 1% in over a decade.>wish I could have both a dick and vaginaheh, not possible at once. but possible over a lifetime.
>>43988623Hi cis man on HRT! Doing well?
>>43992855fuck you>>43992904try it it’s fun just ignore the body dysmorphia and other bodily changes>>43992925yes, it’s your life after all, cismoid, even if you’re running in circles>>43992981that’s good anon i hope you have a good rest of your evening
>>43988623Same.But do you dress and act like a guy? I do, I want to respect the integrity and divinity of cis women so I will only stay in male spaces and keep acting and dressing like a cis guy, even though I take HRT.
>>43993226>Specific physique Genuinely might be possible, I'm not a lankmoid like most people. I don't think I'm ugly but Im genuinely curious at what id look like with 40 pounds of fat off. I'm a lazy, fat anxious bastard who needs to start working out again. Also I'm starting to see male pattern baldness, I need to hurry the fuck up, I started freaking out the other day when I noticed it. If I bald I might actually kill myself.
>>43990955shut up cm baka
>>43993289Yes ma'am...
>>43993285protip: lose weight while on hrt. Cuts a lot from the timeline.>lazygotta stop being that if you have such ambitious goals.do keep in mind that you will change your mind a few times wrt identity and goals anyway. I didn't envision I'd have a neovagina in 2015, but now I do, kek.
>>43993285try out reta its crazy
>>43993360>I didn't envision I'd have a neovagina in 2015, but now I dobased. wish i could do that too.
>>43993360Yeah, finally starting to deal with the massive collection of mental health issues and disorders with a therapist and psychiatrist now, it looks like a tumblr pick and choose board. ADHD, autism, severe GAD, and CPTSD being my big 4. praying I actually figure this shit out and start living life before I rope.
>>43993494I'm on compounded tirzepatide on someone else's dime, but yeah tell me more. I never really looked much into research peptides and sourcing
>>43993581its just another glp drug, the one they're finishing up testing currently it acts more on the desire for food than on slowing digestion i was on semaglutide prior to this one and its significantly better, not sure on tirz tho
>>43993615Tirzepatide supposedly has way less digestive side effects, and I can attest that my issues are transient and limited to when going up a dose. What's the effective cost per month, plan I'm on is like $550 a month.
>>43993528>tumblr pick and choose boardsorry that happens to you. hope you do fix at least some of it.i have no community precisely because i don't have any mental disorder except some (arguably very mild) GD. It's probably why I never socially transitioned, lul.
>>43990835>how's it going so farInstead of becoming a belligerent douchey drunk when I get wasted I cry over sad stuff I think about and my skin is really soft now. So far a net benefit.>i used to be pretty right wing before i started feminizing myself and taking hormones, and now i feel pretty conflicted about the whole thing i’m putting myself throughSame here. I wonder how many of the "cis men on hrt" who post here are chuds with gender dysphoria who can't get into identifying as a woman.
>>43994049idk i ordered mine bathtub from gyna so way cheaper than that lol
>>43994227Gyna? Is that a website, or like your gynecologist lol
the best thing about summer is that I get to wear dresses and skirts with way fewer odd looks <3
So do you dress in skirts and skimpy outfits like that character you post or...
>>43994905I am not OP. And no, I don't go that far lol.Very normie dresses (tailored for my body), kilts and long skirts.I do some reenactment and there I do go a bit wilder (think picrel) but nothing sexually coded per se.t. >>43994852
>>43993231hiiii sorry for taking so long to reply snoymoder qq. i’m doing good today thank you. i went for a drive and a walk around the forest near my house earlier and it was pretty nice aside from the heat. i hope you’re doing okay>>43993265>But do you dress and act like a guy? i do for the most part, although i do crossdress from time to time>I do, I want to respect the integrity and divinity of cis women so I will only stay in male spaces and keep acting and dressing like a cis guy, even though I take HRT.fellow secret/sacred garden enjoyer? i kinda feel the same in that i believe that women have a special, powerful quality to them that men, unfortunately, lack and are unable to obtain themselves, me included>>43994091that’s good, anon. i’m happy you’re enjoying hrt>wonder how many of the "cis men on hrt" who post here are chuds with gender dysphoria who can't get into identifying as a woman.trve… i don’t feel like i deserve to identify as a woman after what i said and did when i was younger desu.>>43994852based, i kneel>>43994905i used to, kek. especially during high school with my ex bf who was also into crossdressing and anime. fun times because now i just wear casual and street clothing nowadays
>>43996247incredibly jealous...
>>43988623based and same
>>43996247>i don’t feel like i deserve to identify as a woman after what i said and did when i was younger desuDon't worry too much about that, if we all had to stick by what we said as teens/punish ourselves for it forever we would get nowhere as a society.
>>43988623Do you present yourself as a girl in public? I mean, how long did it took you taking hrt before you started taking care of yourself like wearing dresses, makeup, eyelashes, skin care, things like that.There's a lot of info online so it's a lot of work to do.
>>43988623Hey, OP. I hope you're doing well. I've also been wondering what games you're currently playing (assuming you're even playing in the first place ofc). I know you mentioned playing Peripeteia in the quite some time ago and I'm assuming you have moved onto something else since then.
>>43996519i don’t think there’s much to be jealous of desu lol. we mainly did cheap amazon costumes and regular crossdressing>>43997123true, i really should work on forgiving myself…>>43997563not rly. i mainly present pretty masc most days >>43998378hi anon, I hope you’re doing okay. surprised that anyone remembers me playing that game at all desu, and yes, i have moved on from peripeteia and am now playing Schrödinger’s Call. very surprised at how good it is ngl
>>43988623poser
got caught by heavy rain outside today and my tits were kinda visible. so I god ma'amed all the way home.kinda embarrassing, lk
>>44001949this op is a FRAUD
>>44001949>>44003258so true besties i’m chopped af </3>>44002241rain sounds nice desu. it’s been nonstop sun here and it’s hot as hell
>>43988623you probably get asked this a lot, but what's your ideal body looks like?
>>44004000nice number, lol>rain sounds nicefuck that, no. it's been cold as fuck for the whole year until literally 3 days ago. and after just 2 days of warmth, now it's cold again after this fucking rain.
>>44004000Cis man when are you going to post pics>>44002241Did the laser cheese ma'am you too?
>>44004063>ideal bodyslim, almost slender and delicate, very long hair, pale skin, and an androgynous face tldr i want to become a princely bishounen or something similar xd>>44005317based and thank you anon>it's been cold as fuck for the whole year until literally 3 days ago. and after just 2 days of warmth, now it's cold again after this fucking rain.that’s literally heaven hello??? i’ll take that over sweating inside of my room no matter how much foil i tape over my window>>44005427>Cis man when are you going to post picsface or body? cause i posted chest a month or two ago iirc lmaoi also wouldn’t mind posting face if it weren’t for the fact that i’m most likely going to be put into the Folder™
>>44002241lol
>>44005965I would like to see face just to see how other HRT men look but if you're uncomfortable I totally get it. I wouldn't mind seeing the chest pic though.
>>44006142yeah, sorry, anon qq. i’ll post chest since it’s been awhile since i last showed my progresshttps://files.catbox moe/facxi0.jpeghttps://files.catbox moe/vpg79o.jpegfeel free to make fun of me
>>43988623Do u put things up yer butt?
>>44006838Your boobs are very cute! Honestly hope I can get small ones like that, I like the idea of having gyno pecs more than dropping boobs
>>44006838>feel free to make fun of menta but you're doing great, OP. You visibly lost a bit of weight and your skin looks way better.by hrt femboy standards, there's nothing to make fun of. keep up the good work.my hrtits are a bit smaller after 9 years so once again it shows there's a lottery.>>44007193real and truegyno-ish pecs rock for hrt femboy/enby/androgynous presentation. makes it also the easiest to "girl"mode and "man"mode back and forth pretty much at will.
>>43988623>>44006838It's over
>>44007005i used to, yes. i was too afraid to order an actual toy so i used stuff like carrots, bananas, and hairbrush handles xdd>>44007193>>44007557thank you for the kind words, anons. i intend on continuing to lose weight and hopefully slim down at least a bit by the end of the year>>44007887c’est fini…jk but yeah i do have a lot of work to do if i want to achieve my goals
>>44008833ai zis că taică-tu e român. de unde mai exact? dintre șvabii vânduți de regim sau român emigrat pur și simplu?
>>44009915romanian jumpscare damn. Chiar nu m-am așteptat la asta
>>44010134lumea e mică, anon. se întâlnește el munte cu munte da'ncă om cu om.
>>44006838brownwhere are u from
>>44010152she's from canada
>>44010146Nu contează cât de mare este lumea, români parcă găsești oriunde. Chiar numai familia mea trăiește în peste o duzină de țări
>>44010219>români parcă găsești oriundesuntem peste tot acasă :)deși, e drept, n-am dat peste români în Tailanda. știu că sunt, dar n-am dat eu peste ei.>familia mea trăiește în peste o duzină de țăriîn românește nu se zice ”peste o duzină” în principiu niciodată. ”over a dozen” în română se traduce ”peste 10 țări” pentru că românii (ca toată europa continentală) numără în baza 10, nu și nu în baza 12 (ca englezii în secolul 15 de unde vine și confuzia ce se menține până azi).tot n-ai răspuns la întrebare (dacă ești OP).eu-s din bucurești. plictisitor. stau tot în România (dar nu în capitală) însă am călătorit prin toată lumea. mă vezi pe stradă n-ai prezuma niciodată că bag estrogen în mine :))
>>44010267Eu nu-s op. Și ai observat corect, greșeală cu "peste o duzină" am făcut-o pe ea că am tradus direct din engleză. Eu m-am mutat cu părinții în Germania încă când aveam 9 ani, și de atunci nu am mai scris aproape niciodată în română așa de mult. Limba încă o vorbesc acasă.Majoritatea poate nu pot să vadă că tu bagi estrogen în tine, dar sunt destul de sigur că eu aș vedea imediat
>>44010355>dar sunt destul de sigur că eu aș vedea imediatacum vara SIGUR și precis că știi unde să te uiți și în ce unghi și nu mă obosesc să ascund oricum. umblu în pseudo-rochie sau fustă pe caniculă.în Germania bănuiesc că-i mai ușor să ascunzi? ultima dată când am fost acolo (acum vreo 7 ani) am ieșit în pseudo-womanmode și nu i-o păsat nimănui. e drept, la Berlin, nu la țară în bavaria :))bănuiesc că bagi diy că birocrația în germania e horror să obții estrogen legal?
>>43988623All trannies are.
>>44006838I wanna leave a hickey on those titties....
>>43988623that’s the way ah huh a huh I like it a huh a huh
stolen valor
>>44009915when did i say that i was romanian…? unironically you might be mistaking me for someone else, sorry :<<>>44010152canada like >>44010204 said. i’m also indigenous>>44010436cis men on hrt ≠ trannies. both are completely different things>>44010503just wait until they get bigger anon:))>>44010754no u
>>43990881i just lie to my doctor
cis man on hrt, have you ever done an iq test?
>>44012627No, why
>>44012325same i did that and had to do a blood test before i got my stuff>>44012627no because i’m not sure which one is the most accurate>>44013684i would also like to know why
i grew boobs
Have you considered dating other cis men on hrt?
>>44013781but i like real men
would it be a bad idea to start a cis man on hrt discord?>>44013781this would be cute but there's none around me
>>44014421>would it be a bad ideaprobably
>>43990923>>43991482>>43993285I finally get it. I ended up watching I Saw the TV Glow, and in my post-watch state of fear, I realized who I really am. All this time I've really felt trapped, a girl in a boy's body, but in both ways. I always wanted to be a cool boy but was too sensitive to fit socially, and too self conscious to enjoy myself in the masculine clothes. My ideal self is a boy in a girl's body, expressing masculinity with feminine sex characteristics. Butch, demiboy, transfem, salmacian, idk what the word is for someone as weird as me compared to regular transfems but I know who i am now. May all you cis men on HRT find happiness in knowing who you truly are, no matter your journey.
>>44014421Thats what the repper server turned into i thought
>>43988623I wish I was privledged enough to be able to get hrt
>>44015774eastern yuro or african?
>>44015874American, but living situation makes it impossible for me to get hrt
>>44015874it's easy to get hrt as eastern yuro lol. heck, in some countries it's otc. and it's really not expensive.blood tests are way easier (and cheaper) too in eastern yuro countries that are in the EU (plus Serbia).
>>44013739mine are still growing and i’m scared that they’re going to grow large enough to the point where i can’t hide them anymore>>44013781i wouldn’t mind desu. just as long as they don’t try to rob or kill me>>44014421>would it be a bad idea to start a cis man on hrt discord?unironically yeah, there’s also the fact that you guys would probably call me a tranny and ban me if you saw my discord profile>>44014850good job, anon, i’m happy for you>I Saw the TV Glowi still need to watch this alongside TADC desu>>44015774>>44015890i’m sorry. i really do hope things improve for you soon, anon
>>44016752nta but yh hiding boobs is becoming a real problem. but lots of trannys do end up w a cups i wear binder when i have to but its not great long term and i dont wanna damage them
i just left it as a bridge ill cross when i come to it
>>43988623I would do this maybe, but I also don't want to have a shrunk cock and be infertile.
my bf pointed out that he doesn't remember last time he saw an erection on me (we live together)>yeah, that's how this works. is there a problem?>no. quite the opposite. it's hot!>maybe i should get it snipped>now THAT would be hotif you're not ready to become a cuntboy at some point in the future, microdose or don't start.
>>44017127>nta but yh hiding boobs is becoming a real problem. but lots of trannys do end up w a cupstrvke but my older sisters and mom have huge breasts and i’m scared that mine are going to get the same treatment>i wear binder when i have to but its not great long term and i dont wanna damage themhonestly might have to start doing the same soon, until then i can pass my chest off as gyno>>44017139>>44017172godspeed, anons. i hope you’ll at least consider it for the looksmaxxing benefits>>44017495i’m not usually a fan of smut but this made me feel things,,,,,
>>44018181>smutexcept it's not smut for me.i mean i did start in 2019 with the idea that i might end up wanting bottom surgery but it's surreal that I actually got to this point now.
