i hate that i cant tell if mine is genuine or not

>>43989108
Are you only thinking about your dysphoria, or do you also feel it?

>>43989169
i feel it, i think... but if it were real surely it would have materialized much earlier right?

>>43989295
What does it feel like?

>>43989086
are you FTM?

>>43989555
No, I'm faketrans mtf, so actually cis

>>43989519
dreadful. uncomfortable. nagging
the "person" i see in the mirror does not correlate with how i feel internally
i feel envious and longing
i dont like going out without covering myself up now
but for the longest time i never felt anything, just numb, which is why i have a hard time trusting myself about any of this

>>43989863
Sounds like dysphoria.
Fml, I really don't have genuine dysphoria

>>43990159
what makes yours feel not genuine

>>43990704
I'm forcing myself to believe that I'm dysphoric despite having had no issues with being a man in the past and without actually feeling any substantial emotions still. I keep thinking to myself how horrible it is that I'm a man, but at the same time I don't put in any effort to address it.
My dysphoria quite literally is fake, but it's a lie I chose to believe right now for some reason, even if I know that it'll cost me much in the future

many such cases

idk what to do

>>43991301
Well let's do the red button test, if you could without consequence change your entire life, past and present, to magically be a girl without social consequences, would you press it?

>>43989086
ok, tranny

>>43994637
yeah

>>43989086
meta-dysphoria is a real form of dysphoria dw about it

>>43989086
If u wont be slave to be trans then you gots no gd

>>43994637
yes lmao

>>43994637
Tbh, I don't know anymore. I lost the plot

if this is who i think it is, it’s hard to feel sorry for you when this is all you complain about considering what you look like

>>43994637
Pointless pinkpill test, it’s easy to make yourself think you should press the button

>>43996367
Pretty sure you're mistaking me. I just look like a man, my 18 biacromial and 97th percentile skull size (for men) make sure of it

>>43996385
I think so too. It's easy to construct a desirable mental image which is completely divorced from reality, and then in turn believe that one wants to be a woman from the bottom of their heart, despite said desire being no deeper than a puddle.
Happened to me

>>43994964
That's bs. Meta dysphoria isn't dysphoria at all. Otherwise I'd also be genuinely dysphoric about being a man

>>43989863
girl, that's the real deal

>>43998864
I wish I had the real deal

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y’all

>>44000007
What do when my desire to be a woman is superficial, self-imposed and fake?

>>44000037
i thought the same thing 4 yrs b4 i trooned. so idk, u might be wrong that its not authentic…

>>44000057
I'm certain it's not authentic because I tried hrt and felt worse. Still stuck with the same dilemma though

>>44000073
god you are a pathetic excuse for a person. i’d tell you to kill yourself for being so stupid but we all know that you’re too much of a coward to do even that

>>44000073
felt worse in what way? Be specific. how did breast development for example make u feel?

>>44000138
>how did breast development for example make u feel?
I kinda immediately started hiding myself more as soon as they became the tiniest bit more prominent, and the thought of visibly having breasts is quite daunting to me. I don't mind them all too much now, but they're easily hidden with a sports bra and I'm also a shut-in so I rarely have to consciously deal with them. I'm pretty apathetic to how they feel though, just how I'm apathetic towards everything else
When it comes to the other effects, I can pretty much say the same. I'm mostly apathetic, but that's because estrogen has barely done something yet. Softer skin is nice to the touch, but it's weird that I have it. No odor is also nice and very useful, but it's still weird. Muscle atrophy makes me worry, because what if I ever need those muscles, etc.

>>44000084
You've actually said stuff like this in more than a thread of mine, and I have no clue who you are. It's also hard to engage with what you're saying, because it just comes off as you saying this in bad faith. I don't even disagree with what you're accusing me of, but at least tell me something that could help me be less retarded

>>43998864
wouldnt it have reared up earlier

>>44001546
When did the dysphoria rear it's head for you?

>>44002641
a few years ago at 25. its just gradually gotten worse

>>44002988
Are you on hrt?

>>44004799
no