Before I started transitioning, the little self-worth I had was because of my decent body that I spent years working on. But I don't have that to be proud of anymore.>if i fast and not work out, my waist is smaller but i lose my ass>if i eat a lot and not work out, i look super bloated>if i eat a lot and work out a lot, i look jacked in a masculine way>if i fast and work out, then i feel like shit and also look no differentwhat is there left to do?https://litter.catbox.moe/o06j0b6nq216ffpa.jpghttps://litter.catbox.moe/e7o82n6ojnp8ckoh.png
>>43989181How long are you on hrt?
>>43989580about 3 years. my levels have been good and consistent for at least 2 years & im post orchi
>>43989181eat more, train your upper half less often and your bottom half more often
>>43989678I'm taking a break while I'm between gym memberships and while my knees recover, but that has been what ive been doing for many months. my lower body cant get any bulkierhttps://litter.catbox.moe/ze538bh2ilao4ym6.jpg
>>43989181oof. detroon. lose the tits and live your cis male life
>>43989775no <3
>>43989742you need to start gaining fat, you have a very low bf%
>>43990193I'll focus on it. I'm just afraid of looking bloated with no fat distributing anywhere but my torso
>>43989181>https://litter.catbox.moe/o06j0b6nq216ffpa.jpgwhy did you work out so much to look like the left pic? did you not feel dysphoric?
>>43990533I thought if I got enough positive attention from women for my masculine body and if I tried my hardest to be seen as a straight cis man, I'd be able to eventually forget about my tranny thoughts. Plus, I've always liked being active and in shape.
>>43989181Look into rib remodeling/removal, and gain fat slowly on good levels to balance your upper body. Stay active to keep your visceral fat low. Good luck
>>43991249I'm spending my life savings on FFS first, but I'll look into rib remodeling. Thanks
