i keep seeing art of jax being a happy transitioned girl and its a painful reminder that i want to be with a trans girl so badly. i want to give her love she never recieved before, i wanna give her unconditional suport and gender affirmation she never expected to experience. i want to buy her clothes and dress her up seeing how happy she is that she could be both feminine and with someone who loves her and sees her as a girl. i want to have her be vunerable with me talking about her emotions, past experiences and dysphoria/insecurities knowing she trusts me and relies on me because im someone whos there for her when needed. i want to remind her shes a lovely girl whenever shes self degrading or calling herself a boy. i dont have desire to date gigapassoids i would be satisfied with a clocky boymoder, if anything is would feel better because its them who would be beautiful to witness change and become happy. if terfs are right and trans women are men then world is a miserable place that i dont wanna belong in because it takes away my chance to take care of a woman with special struggles and experiences that deserves to be protected. i might be a chaser but im a ethical one because im not into dick and doesnt want to bottom, just mostly want to make someone happy and trans women experience uniqe type of misery that i can sympathise with
hi
>>43989435Thoughts on brown cute sarcastic boymoders?
I'm a garbo theyfab and my best friend im 99% sure is a repper like jax and I want to save her and I dont know how
where would jax’s hips come from?? they wouldnt. jax would be a fucking HON
>>43989470hello anon
>>43989435you know what you're doing opbut also this would fix me maybe
>>43989484nice, sounds like fun to hang around with
>>43989488this is a dificult situation and how to solve it depends on a person youre helping but i would say that if she doesnt know about diy introduce her to it. many boymoders started with diy because getting diagnosis or aproaching medical doctor feels overwhelming. you could also try to give her safe space to experiment with femininity, tell her you can do her makeup or give some of your clothes because you think it would fit her. many closeted mtfs lack any suport so even one person could be the dealbreaker
I had this once. Acceptance, adoration, nurture, commitment. Greatest happiness of my life
>>43989578i hope you can find someone else to experience it again with
>>43989435i want this more than you could ever know but i will never have it
>>43989435i lost my girlfriend who was this for me because im an awful person and it eats me up inside every day. i love her so much but I can tell she's so angry with me now that it breaks my heart. i struggle to not detransition a lot without her, as messed up as that is.
>>43989664It was innocent love, the kind you feel when you still think two people can be together forever. Death took that from me, I will never feel safe again.
>>43989664let's say, hypothetically, you like kidnapped a brown truetrans repper like myself, forced her into a little cage and fed her high doses of estrogen for a year, do a DIY orichectomy and SRS and nurture her, care for her and keep her locked up in a cage and bound and gagged (if she whines too much) in order for her to be properly woman-ified and after which the next 50 years she'll be in eternal gratitude to YOU for saving her from being trapped in that disgusting moid shell. this gurantees a morning wake-up blow-job, a good-night blow-job, 3 meals cooked for you: all until the day you die. and obviously I'd wear a collar to signify you own me - I mean "not me" hahaha but hypothetically this repper, boymoder, woman thing ... so, would that be fun too Sir, I mean, Mr. Anon ...
This person is 10000% a repper. I said the same shit, and now I am taking estrogen and flirt with men
>>43989488takes more effort than a self described garbo theyfab is willing to put in, youre ribbit nigga>>43989489its a simulation they can prolly give him hair too
>>43989862god forgid a man wants to make a girl happy
