>rep>realize tranny thoughts are AGP as I like being called a male, masculine, etc. just sexually like the thrill of being a woman>deranged straight man maxing>go to bathroom>look in mirror see a woman trapped in a male body>take a shower>run cardio>I imagine myself estrogenized and in gym sports-bra as I hit peak dopamine on the run>feel honfidentally trans and more compassionate and motherly and fem>come back home to goon>goon to bondage softcore hogtying porn>post-nut-clarity gets me back to thinking I'm AGP>down an energy drink>back to thinking I'm truetrans with crippling GD>sleep as I moan like picrel wishing I had a pussy>wake-up and remember what happened yesterday>"there's no future in being a tranny. at least I can see a future being a man.">repdo I just do this till I die?
take your hrt, retard
>>43989590You won't ever be a woman but you should do whatever makes you feel comfortable. If it includes dressing like one, do that.
>>43989590This is me as well except I'm a fatass that doesn't work out. I flip flop back and forth between "AGP is trans" to "it's a fetish" to "I'm literally the most masculine man ever and that's excellent" to "god I wish I had a pussy so fucking bad" all within the same few hours.
>>43989830so like wtf do we do??? just transition and hope for the best??? I fucking hate being tranny god!
>>43989590>do I just do this till I die?Pretty much, just throw in some other copes like drinking, sleepmaxxing, and media escapism.
>>43989830Duality of AGP
>>43989846I have no idea what we do man. I've asked many times and I'll never commit myself to any one direction.
>>43989859idk if I can make it to 40 bros ... john 50, more like John 25.
>>43989846You're a slave to your thoughts, like most people on the planet.Learn meditation. Start small. It will do wonders for your life.
>>43989871what if all the AGPs, reppers, etc. pooled our resources and invested in the lucky transition of ONE of the people in our group and we'd fight for the money ($200,000) pot and we do a Fight Club to the death and whoever wins in the fights gets all the money and can transition happily. for everyone else, free suicide.
>>43989903Buddhist-maxing is a larp. stfu. meditation is a cope that helps forget AGP troonism but does not cure it.
>>43989910Reppers problem usually isn't money, it's commitment
>>43989846talk to a therapist, or if that's too difficult for you, try some low commitment transition stuff
Just stop touching your dick for a few minutes, go outside and walk on some grass barefoot.
>>43989590just start hrt. that's what i did and i still masturbate every day while wishing i was a woman
>>43991515fuck this triggers my tranny thoughts even further. imagine being pregnant in a gown and laying on the grass feeling the earth.
>>43991528If you like women in gowns who lie on the grass why don't you just go and find one so you don't have to burden your life with obsessive thoughts. And by find one, I mean simply woo her and marry her, not harm or abuse her.
>>43991603I don't like women in gowns. I like men.
>>43991665Skill issue.
>>43991603This is how you become a john 50 who troons out on his wife and kids.
>>43991713Having a sexy wife doesn't make you transition, listening to the devil does.
>>43989590start masturbating correctly (vibrator and ass stuff) and this confusion will go away
>>43991832>"women in gowns who lie on the grass">"sexy wife"y-you think I'm sexy? 0___0
